Ex Sucks!
The Heart of Refal

Sorry, brother, the previous update was the same because of a technical error..

tomorrow God willing I fix yes, so update dobel.mak dobel & mak.

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"How was your life for almost five years?" Refal finally chose to lower his ego to ask Shenina a question that had been in his head since their first meeting.

"Why did you just ask me that, sir?" Ask back Shenina.

Refal was confused as to what to answer, the man was only able to grip the steering wheel firmly to vent the roar in his heart.

In fact, there were many things that Refal wanted to reveal and tell Shenina. The man wanted to reduce the feelings of guilt that he had been keeping tight. Even his plan of wanting Refal to express his feelings for Shenina was also the reason he was back then.

But seeing Shenina who was like building a great wall between them, Refal tried to succumb first because the separation that occurred four years ago was purely the fault of Rebal.

Refal self-conscious, his mistake is fatal especially there is already 'he' among them.

"Shen..."

"Please behave professionally Mr. Refaldy Bayutama. Keep acting like this for the next year." Firmly Shenina who did not hesitate to cut her superior speech coupled with a sharp gaze.

Despite feeling uneasy because Refal was trying to avoid himself when his position was that of a subordinate of Refal, Shenina believed that was the best attitude that Refal could give for him to avoid hurting Alula.

"This is not in Shenina's office. During this week I didn't mean to keep my distance from you. This week I was pondering and thinking a lot about my feelings and our relationship......" Answer Refal.

"It's Mr. Refal's office hours, you shouldn't have to confide in me like this." Shenina still did not want to budge and was not even interested in knowing the feelings of Rebal.

The girl also did not hesitate to give a sharp look at Refal plus a tone of voice that was higher than before.

Refal let out a rough sigh.

"Shenina, please give me a chance to uncover everything." Soft Refal word.

"Nothing to say!"

"There's Shen.. for the sake of our relationship!"

"More about our relationship... CK! let's just say we've never known before as I asked back then. Beres right?" Shenina said again with a cynical smile at Refal.

"Shenina's... I can't be as professional as you as if we've never been close before because I've been pondering this week!" Answer Refal.

"It's none of my business! stop talking nonsense sir!" Ketus Shenina's.

" I'm not Shenina's bullshit because this will still be your business because until this moment, I still love you Shenina Anastasya so much!" Refal firmly with half an emotion so that his voice echoed in the car and was able to make Shenina speechless.

Not long after, Shenina's laughter changed which echoed inside the Refaldy luxury car. Laughter that sounded like ridicule in the ear of Refal so that makes Refal immediately marginalize his car on the shoulder of the road is quite wide. They just got out of TOL.

At first Refal only wanted to chat with Shenina, but it turned out that he was also provoked by Shenina's response. Refal plans to express his feelings to Shenina after the meeting.

This time Refal needed to have a serious conversation with Shenina, so Refal chose to stop the speed of his car.

"I'm serious Shenina. I never mess with my feelings. From the past, until this moment my love is still intact for you Shenina." Refal said with a sad look at Shenina.

Shenina looked back at Refal in full search. Even though Shenina felt an overwhelming tremor in her heart after hearing the confession of Refal and seeing the look of the eyes of Refal being full of honesty, Shenina still strengthened her heart to not believe in Refal anymore.

No, after being hurt by Refal four years ago, Shenina had promised not to believe in her name. Even Shenina has a hard time believing what is called love.

"You're pretty funny, Fal, but sorry, it doesn't make me really laugh." Said Shenina who had turned very flat.

"It's up to you to think of my feelings as joking Shen, the important thing is that I'm serious and I'm asking you to have one chance to prove it!" Refal said with a pleading gaze.

Shenina sculpting. In his heart whispered that what Rebal said was full of sincerity. But as fast as lightning, Shenina's logic instantly refused out loud.

It seems like the wounds that once caused the Torture caused a kind of trauma in the subconscious mind of Shenina.

Shenina's logic and heart waged a war on their own until Shenina felt a warm grasp from the hands of Refal.

"Shen, I wouldn't have meant you to immediately believe what I said but please.Love I had the opportunity to prove that my feelings for you are real." Refal said softly as if he understood what Shenina was feeling right now.

"CK! brengseek's men!" Shenina pulled her hand violently from Refal.

"I don't think you're Fal, maybe you're in a relationship with Alula but firmly declare love to other women. CK! you don't pantes for a very good-natured Alula Fal!" Shenina.

"Shen, I can explain why Alula."

"Stop your bullshit Refal! I'm sick of it!!!" Shouted Shenina covering both her ears as a sign she already did not want to hear anything more from Refal.

"Shen's..." Refal held Shenina's hand that covered the ears. The dimpled girl had already let out her tears that were able to make Rephal's heart ache.

"Stop Fal.. stop ruining my life again.let me reorganize my life Fal. stop! I don't want any more contact with my past!" Shenina's cry broke.

Refal took off his seatbelt and then Shenina's seatbelt. Without permission and stale ado, Refal immediately pulled Shenina into his arms.

And it was quite difficult to also hug between the steering chair and passengers in the car. Ah shit, the luxurious interior of the car disrupts the comfort of the embrace of two humans.

"I'm sorry Shen. I'm sorry I ruined all your dreams.please.let me make your dreams come true..." Refal.

Shenina did not speak at all. For some reason he could always hold back tears in front of others despite the excruciating pain he felt, but in front of Refal, he was weak. The fortress that he had built solidly for years if one day meet Refal again.It is in fact easy to collapse just because the expression of love Refaldy back.

A chance for Refal?

A chance for what?

Then...

What about Alula? Shenina was not the ungrateful type of human being to Alula who had helped her and defended her.

To be continued

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