EL NATH (Glorious Regrets)
Chapter 3 Regret

11:50 at night.

Nath squirms and opens his eyes when he realizes his hand is touching long hair that feels soft.

Not Nair's hair. His inner.

Nath still sleeps in the room with Nair. The two do not want to be separated when they are adults. Huuh! Maybe because they are twins.

Nath looked to the side, "Astagfirullah." Mumbled. Nath inched back and slowly sat on the soft bed.

Nath massaged his head that felt dizzy. Slowly he remembered what had happened. Nath remembered everything. His feelings, his euphoria, and the pleasure he felt.

Then, why was I surprised earlier while until this moment I remembered everything. Ah, maybe my life hasn't come back completely. Inner Nath.

Nath looked at the sleeping Tiara with his chest slightly open. Nath pulled the blanket over the smooth white body. He saw a red mark of his work.

What a depravity Nath!

Nath is back to rubbing his forehead. He realized he had made a big mistake. To take away the chastity of the girl he knew, and take advantage of her drunken state.

Nath obviously regrets doing it. Not afraid of being held to account, but Nath is afraid that this action will make Tiara's future destroyed.

Nath picked up all his clothes. But there was one he had not found. Nath tried to remember. Uh! she knows.

Nath flips the blanket and finds a white t-shirt next to Tiara's body. He again saw that innocent body.

Okay Nath. It is not time to repeat! His inner being when something down there is back is combat ready.

Nath sees the bloodstains and the remnants of his game. Nath's heart was sliced, This is the first for him. Uh, for me too.

Nath wears his hoodie sweater and puts the shirt in his pocket. He took his motorcycle home.

Along the way, he kept thinking about his actions. My mother must be disappointed, my mother must be angry. Somehow he faced the tantrums of his parents, Tiara's parents, even the Ezra bang and Zoya's sister.

"Armghhhh!" Nath was angry at himself. He hit his sports tank.

Nath's adding speed. But his little heart said,*j*no Nath! If you die and Tiara conceives your child, your child will be an orphan before birth.

"Astagfireullah! I have to live to account for what I did."

"And now I'm like an asshole. Run away from that place, leaving the victim in the CTF. My hope is only one. May tomorrow morning Tiara wake up before Zoya's sister and Ezra bang home."

"If not. I don't know! I don't know what's gonna happen."

Nath got home. He entered slowly, settling down like a maling. It was lucky for him, because the lights on the lower floor had gone out and it meant that everyone was already asleep.

"Where from?" The baritone voice surprised him.

Nath gave a glance. And the silhouette of the man sitting on the sofa made him a little nervous.

Nath looked at his stomach, rather his hoodie bag. Lest the papa be suspicious of the slightly bulging hoodie bag as he hides the stained t-shirt inside.

"Rain, dad. So I just got home. Just find some food."

Nath, mistake two. After the sin of Zina now you add to the sin of lying to your father. Inner Nath.

"Into the room! Next time you'll be home late."

Nath breathed, relieved. Thank goodness my father believed.

Nath squeezed his hair when he saw the shirt was slowly wet with faucet water, and over time the blood stains began to disappear.

I have to take responsibility for my actions. I can't run away from this. Because running will be free. Because papa, bang Ezra, brother Zoya will chase me even if it gets to the ant hole. Inner Nath.

***

The sound of dawn prickles a girl into a deep sleep on a soft bed in a type 36 house.

Tiara squirms and "sssstthhh," his his hiss. He felt pain down there.

He opened his eyes and tried to remember something. Massaging the forehead that feels throbbing. And one face flashed through his brain. "Bang Nath?" Mumbled slowly.

Tiara tried to get up and grabbed her blanket.

"God! Where's my shirt?" Tiara immediately sat on the bed despite enduring the pain and pain. His dizziness instantly disappeared alternating with an unusually fast heart rate.

And the slight bloodstain on the bedsheets as well as the discomfort he felt in the core of his body made him realize something.

"Yes Allah. What the hell am I doing? What's been going on." He said when he realized he had made a fatal mistake.

She is not a stupid girl who doesn't understand everything.

"I remember, bang Nath. Yeah, I looked at him last night." Tiara tried to recall.

Tiara got off the bed and "Astagfirullah!" He was shocked when he saw his chest full of red marks.

Tiara. No pain or pain. Then his eyes looked around and no longer found the man in this room.

Her tears slowly drip. What if mom and dad knew? How about bang Ezra and brother Zoya? What about my future? Hikk... Hikss. I'm not a girl anymore.

"Why am I so stupid?" Tiara sat on the side of the bed.

"Why can't I fight him?" He cursed himself. Tiara squeezed her hair and occasionally pulled it rough.

"Why am I unconscious? Why can't I remember everything that happened last night?" He wiped his tears. His chest rose and fell, his breath hunting as the scratches of wounds in the heart grew more painful.

"Why am I like a drunk?" Tiara kept wondering. He moved to fix the chaotic state of the bed. Tiara regained her senses when she saw the bloodstains on the bedsheets.

Then he took a towel and went out of the room.

A sreekkk!

He kicked a plastic bag and came out with some empty cans. Tiara picked it up because she remembered drinking it.

"Last night I drank this, and I immediately felt calm."

Tiara read the packaging and it was stated that the drink contained alcohol. "Good Tiara! You're a very?" He was angry at himself.

His body felt limp, he almost fell down if not immediately holding on to the wall.

This is not entirely Nath's fault. I was drunk. But shouldn't he take advantage of the situation? Then, he just runs away. I should how? Call her to account? Hiks... There I was branded cheap, which I was stamped as a seductive girl who seduced a rich boy and set him up. Hiks. hiks. father, mother, forgive Tiara. The girl's mind was crying bitterly.

Tiara went into the bathroom and flushed her body under the shower. She came back crying.

Which man will marry me? Which man wants a woman who is no longer a virgin. Hiks.. hiks..hope I have a happy family like brother Bi and bang Rion has been destroyed.

Had it not been for the short message he received from someone, this would not have happened.