EL NATH (Glorious Regrets)
Chapter 10 Train

A tiara?

Yeah, Nath's sure it's Tiara. He recalled, Tiara once wore that jacket while working.

Nath came in and thankfully his seat was also in this carriage.

Nath looked at the seat number, equalizing the one on his ticket. And he smiled with satisfaction. When he saw a girl in a white shirt overlaid with a denim jacket sitting next to his chair.

The train was about to depart, and Nath was directly seated next to Tiara. Tiara continued to stare at the window with her own face.

The train slowly started moving and the longer it got faster. Tiara was not bothered at all even though Nath was sitting changing position to be able to see her face. I don't know what's interesting out there but Nath knows the girl's mind is drifting somewhere.

For almost 15 minutes, Tiara did not change her position. Nath leaned back in his chair. Nath grew tired of waiting for Tiara to finish daydreaming and lamenting her life being ruined by Nath's actions.

Nath looked straight ahead. If I wear perfume like Reyga's. Maybe you've been looking at me since, Ra

Just prove that it's the man in your heart. I don't know if I should be happy or sad.

For one, marrying you is not my dream. How can we live together like water and fire?

And on the other hand, I have to take responsibility for that boy, Ra. The child who came because of my mistake. I'm stuck persuading the devil.

Ck! And sins. Pake slanders the demons of all.

Nath sensed that Tiara was moving from her position. Now the girl rests her head on the chair. His eyes began to close.

"What do you want to do?" The first question came out of Nath's mouth.

"Frankly, I want to forget everything." Tiara answered without opening her eyes.

He only thought about the child in his womb. This kid needs a dad. This kid needs a confession. After returning from Jogja, Tiara had established herself to speak to Nath.

Even when it's like this, Nath's bang sounds like real. I was just imagining him being here because I was afraid to go out of town myself.

Sorry Mom, Dad, Tiara lied.

Tiara said goodbye to her parents and said to go in crowds with her schoolmates first. No, he went alone.

"It should be settled, not forgotten."

I'll finish it, but not for now. I wasn't ready to see my parents destroyed. Inner Tiara.

"I've come many times. And you refused, Ra."

"Where do you want to take my son?"

The deg!

Why is his voice real. This isn't a dream? Inner Tiara.

Tiara slowly opened her eyes and looked at the side of her canoe.

"Bang Nath?" Tiara was shocked when she saw Nath leaning against the chair with his hands folded over his chest.

Nath looked over and their eyes met. I don't know why those eyeballs feel so shady in Nath's eyes.

Usually all he saw was flashes of anger and mocking and dismissive looks.

"Why here?" Tiara looked back and to Nath's left side. He's trying to find other people he knows here besides Nath.

Niente. There was only Nath and the other person in the chair he didn't know.

"Sit down, Ra." Nath spoke softly.

Tiara complied and sat down quietly.

"You want a story, or I'll interrogate you." Nath asked still with gentleness.

A month no see, why is he tame like this? Tiara glanced at Nath at a glance.

"Nobody has to be told." Tiara replied without looking at Nath.

Nath breathed a heavy breath. "What's it for?"

Tiara glanced at him without any intention of answering. It's not important that Nath knows or not. And the most important thing for him right now is, how can Nath be next to him.

Incidentally amazing and that is impossible. Tiara started thinking, Nath was spying on her.

"Jawab, or we get off at the next station." Threaten Nath as Tiara remains silent.

"You're attending a best friend's wedding." Reply indifferently.

Nath just doesn't believe. His eyebrows intertwined with the sign he hesitated over Tiara's answer.

Tiara gave the invitation to Nath. "This is the invitation, and this is the kebaya bridesmaid."

Nath reads the invitation to the reception tomorrow night.

"Then this." Nath asked as he showed her the new Tespack she had taken from her sweater pocket.

Tiara's eyes glared, perfectly rounded. In one move, it had already moved into his hands. Tiara looked around and breathed a sigh of relief as no one saw the thing that was now in her hands.

"Where are you from?" Tanya Tiara ketus.

"From Zoya's house."

The feeling, I've thrown all those things away well and as much as possible no one can find them. Then why is this one thing in the hands of bang Nath? His inner.

"I..this..." Tiara was confused as to what to answer.

"This may have Zoya's sister! Yeah, this is Zoya's sister." The answer was a moment later.

Tiara didn't want to confess. He's just afraid Nath asked him to abort this fetus. They both are out of town. Tiara was afraid that Nath would make this situation an opportunity for her.

Nath began to be puffed up, how could sister Zoya use the tespack again after 7 months pregnant. Nath said in the heart.

"Why silence? Can't believe?" Tiara began to show herself. Started provoking Nath's emotions with questions and his seemingly defiant face.

Nath likes this part. He will gladly serve. "No!"

Ck! Tiara clucked in annoyance. "Up to you anyway. Believe it or not, it's none of my business." Tiara closed her eyes. The mood's been up and down lately. Plus the presence of Nath, the patience tester.

"Okey." Nath shrugged his shoulders indifferently. He closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair. "One thing is certain. Take care of my son."

The deg!

Simple words that make Tiara's heart warm. Tiara didn't expect Nath to ask her to take care of this fetus.

Tiara stared at the calm face with those closed eyes. He's good-looking. It's just that Tiara can't control herself not to argue with the father of her fetus.

"Awas in love. Don't look at me for long." Nath said still with his eyes closed.

Damnit damnit! Caught wet! Tiara poked her lips.

And Nath smilingly glanced at the annoyed looking Tiara.

Night crawling Ride. 7 Hours left in 3 hours. It's still a long time. Tiara repeatedly fixed her position. He has trouble sleeping in this sitting position.

Nath pulled Tiara's head to lean on her shoulder. Tiara refused by moving her head away from Nath's shoulder.

"Don't be reckless." Nath brought back Tiara's head leaning on her shoulder. "Are you going to sleep on my lap?" tawar Nath with a wicked smile.

"Not dream!"Tiara Cibir.

Nath laughed without a sound. And afterwards, Tiara rested her head on Nath's shoulder. More comfortable is a position like this.

Tiara buttoned her jacket denim as the night the air grew colder. Tiara closed her eyes.

"I know you're not ready, Ra. Not ready to get married and become a mother." murmured Nath as he saw Tiara was already asleep. His voice made as slow as possible so that no one else could hear him.

"But please, stay alive with this fetus." Doubtfully Nath slowly touched Tiara's stomach which was covered in a jacket.

"Or I'll regret it a second time."

Tiara could hear Nath's words because Tiara had not slept. There was a feeling of sadness at this moment.

He is moved by Nath's request to stay alive. And he was sad because Nath was also blaming himself.

"I've never loved any girl let alone you."

Same, I don't love you either. I still love Reyg. Tiara replied in her heart.

"But I will try to love this child." Ra."

Must be. Your son's. Inner Tiara was upset.

"If you can take Zoya's sister. Eat I'm sure mom will accept this kid."

Hope so. Sahut Tiara in his heart.

"Stay healthy, son. Although not yet imagined what kind of life will papa, mama live later." whispered Nath again.

He'll still be alive even if I have to risk my life. Tiara's determination in her heart.