CARNATION (KIARA)
FORGIVE MAMA

Kiara finally invites Helen to sit in the living room chair, Kiara realizes that sooner or later she must immediately tell the past and all the things that have happened in her life.

"It's a pardon to you if you haven't said all these things honestly."

For a moment Kiara was silent and then took a deep breath while continuing to look at Helen who now into her two eyes there was no stopping to look at Kiara.

"Om Adrian is your real papa dear."

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Helen who listened to Kiara's words now could only cry hysterically.

"Please forgive me, I'm sorry mom for saying this to you this time."

Kiara said this while calming Helen who was now crying in her arms.

"Bad mama, bad mama, why didn't mama tell Helen ma the truth, Helen was wrong with mama!"

Helen said that while thrashing in Kiara's arms, it could not be denied at this time Helen was so hurt by every thing that had been said by Kiara.

"I'm sorry dear mama, you have a reason why you haven't dared to say this to Helen."

In the same state - crying, Kiara said that to Helen.

"What are the reasons? Is it because Adrian is married or is there another reason? Ma Helen please don't lie to Helen anymore."

Now it was only the straight gaze that Kiara gave Helen as Helen pleaded with her.

With all her might Kiara said that while shaking her head.

"Then what ma?"

"Mama was a dear ex-con, and Helen was born in prison while she was still in prison."

It was silent for a moment when Kiara had finished saying that to Helen.

"I was born in prison? Mama's an ex-con? What is this really about?"

With a loud voice in the end Helen said that to Kiara.

Kiara took a deep breath and finally explained everything that had happened in her past.

With language that is easier to understand Kiara said how she first met Adrian and how the murder occurred.

Helen's cry is further broken when at the end of the story Kiara mentions her fear when Adrian does not want to admit it as a child, for that Kiara decided not to tell this to Helen.

"Darling, now that you know it all, my mom's resigned dear if in the end Helen no longer wants to admit mom as your biological parents, sorry dear mama has not been able to provide a decent life, sorry mama who has not been able to present a good father figure to you."

"Mama's just an ordinary woman, an ex-con, where not all men can accept every mama's past, and mama's aware of it."

"For this reason I prefer to live alone and take care of you, I promise myself that I will work hard so that Helen can achieve all of Helen's ideals, not like my old mama, whose life was so hard."

"Honey, I'm sorry if Helen couldn't have a mom with a good past - okay, now Helen can choose what Helen wants to do."