CARNATION (KIARA)
THERE'S WHERE KIARA IS

For the first time Kiara felt the weakness of the heart is so deep, can not be denied Adrian's eyes are still so imprint in the heart although sometimes united with hatred.

"Think again, what is clear is that I will stop at nothing to fight for my past that I once deliberately had to forget, one more thing even though until now you still have not told me the truth about Helen, Helen, but I'm pretty sure she's my real daughter."

Deg

Kiara was quite astonished by all the things Adrian had said.

"I don't know what your motive is to hide Helen's identity from me, but I'm gonna try to understand you're doing this, I know you're not a bad woman nor a cruel woman, so I'll be waiting if you'll tell me the truth in the end."

There are no more words that Kiara said at this time, there is only a pushy look at Adrian that never stops.

"I'll go first."

And in the end Kiara said that by turning the body without looking at Adrian again.

Lord, how could I have laid my heart on one man in the past who is now again present, and moreover he has become a husband, and I shouldn't be in this position.

Kiara said that in her heart while walking towards her car, today Kiara finally chose to go back home, pain, anger, anger, tired of all the things Adrian had done last night as if - will disappear when Kiara listened to speech after speech still from someone the CEO of the film production house where put the script of the novel.

"You won't be strong enough for Kiara to be the third person in a marriage, forget Adrian and never start a fire that shouldn't have to start."

Kiara said it as if giving strength to himself for what he is currently facing, really his heart and mind are opposite and do not know what will happen next.

At full speed Kiara drove her car as if - it would no longer matter if life would be at stake or not.

"For Kiara."

Deg

As soon as Kiara got to the bookstore, one man she was very familiar with greeted her gently.

"Moor."

"Yes I'm Hendra the handsome doctor in the doctor's love novel."

Kiara who listened to Hendra's jokes now could only smile.

"That morning you came Hen, were you looking for something?"

"Hmmm no, I just wanted to ask you if you're okay? last night Helen told me you didn't come home."

Deg

Kiara was silent, for a moment Kiara forgot Helen, yes Kiara forgot to tell Helen where she was last night.

"Me, me.."

"I why Kiara?"

"Get in Hendre's office, and I'll explain everything."

"So what are you going to tell me Kiara?"

"The night I went Hen, I went to an amusement park and booked a VVIP room to let go of my fatigue there."

"Are you alone in that room?"

For a moment Kiara fell silent and looked back at Hendra.

"What is your business, Hen? I go alone or I go along with someone you never deserve to take care of."

Hendra was quite jolted with all the words Kiara had said..

"Yes you're right Kiara I have no right to ask you this, if only if Helen had not contacted me and told me her grievances against me, then I won't ask you this either."

Now Hendra also answered sharply what Kiara had said.

"You've got Helen Kiara, you've got one daughter who's gonna be looking for you if you're not home, who's lost her mother if she's not there, you need to remember this Kiara."

"I know Hendra, I know that I'm a mother, I know that I'm the only one who takes care of Helen, and I know that maybe you're bothered by the outpouring of heart Helen has done to you, sorry we're Hendra."

"Wait Kiara I don't mean like that, I don't mind if Helen opens up to me, it's me."

"That's enough Hendra! You may leave, today there are many manuscripts that I want to write."

Kiara said that with a position to turn her back to Hendra, really at this time Kiara is not wanting to clash with Hendra.

Both eyes Kiara was not daring to look at Hendra deeply, there was a deep sense of guilt when Kiara did that.

"Alright, I also have to go, one thing I want to say to you, Helen is currently in dire need of you, not until you regret it later on."

"Helens age is an age that is vulnerable to association, if you don't care about her at all, then maybe bad things can happen to her, I'm still an outsider who can only help a little, because the main role for this is his mother."

Finished saying that Hendra came out of Kiara's workroom, now Kiara still remained silent while staring at the window, Kiara saw Hendra's car which now began to drive towards the highway

"You know what Hendra is about life, you've never experienced hunger on the road at all, nor have you ever experienced the pain of being raped by men who thought they could protect us."

"What you know about Hendra, all you know is theory after theory you've learned and you've never dealt with it directly."

Kiara said that while holding onto her two hands, I don't know what Kiara is feeling right now, but her heart was so upset when Hendra always interfered in her life.

Kiara did not want Hendra to interfere too much in every affairs that Kiara actually knew it was a mistake.

"I know Hen that everything I've done is wrong, I don't want to be in this position either, but."

Suddenly Kiara fell silent again, to her two eyes looked towards the sky - the sky of her workroom, to her two eyes began to drift which hinted if she cried again.

"I still love Adrian very much, yes I still love him very much."

The words coming out of Kiara's mouth were mixed with a tightness inside her chest.