Can't Have You
There's a meeting there's gotta be a farewell

Sunday, December 5th was the day I made this story. This is the story where the story tells of a meeting that ended with a deep farewell in the heart of a sape girl.

Today Is the Day Where Sham's sister from Ovan will go with the purpose of Pontianak (Kalimantan). The Sape girl rushed in a hurry hoping to meet first with Syam For the Last Time.

Around 6.12 pm The girl was star from the direction of her boarding house which was in the back 2 mande of Stisip campus towards the airport on her far journey almost she misdirected but for her to realize that the road what he wanted to pass was not the road to the airport and he ended up turning towards the one road towards the airport.

When he arrived at the exact destination of Sultan Salahuddin Bima (Kota Bima NTB) he entered to park his motorcycle eh tau2nya there are people who call him by saying pay first parking mbak. Then he smiled uh, sorry I don't know mbak with a friendly greeting with mbak who serves his parking lot. After paying directly he parked his motorcycle in the motorcycle parking lot.

After a few minutes, after he parked his motorcycle in the parking lot, he rushed to open his bag with the aim of taking the gap and turned on the data. After that he opened Whatshap and called his sister Ovan asking where the position of the establishment.? Eh tau2nya he was late, it turns out Syam his sister Ovan has entered in the room check-in ticket.

There the sape girl began to get anxious because she did not have time to meet with Sham. He continued to seek sham and his family sham. It turned out that his family had come home after taking sham. There he was disappointed and wondered why his family had left so quickly when the sham had not yet departed.

The sape girl continued to call the sister of the ovan because at this time she was very, very feeling abandoned and felt lost because of the sham and ovan was no longer being accepted. Well after he paced and then the sape girl asked one of the employees in the airport where people entered to see the plane and she replied that she could not enter the passenger just come out this because flooding in the airport.

Starting there was already starting to get nervous again and in the end he called continuously and came the bus that picked up passengers and he headed there and finally he could meet the sham even though two minutes (put himself first to take a picture).

After permission to take pictures and finally shocked ride in a car that takes them to the plane destination Lombok. There were also tears of his sape girl began to come out with glassy screeches without making a sound.

After the car left then he decided to go to the parking lot and look up at the top that read sultan salahuddin bima airport, he said, while looking up at the stairs leading to the 2nd floor and seeing the passengers leading there his heart actually wanted to go there but he could not afford to be there because he was afraid to look very sad.

And finally he decided to stay seated estimated his motorcycle while sitting on his motorcycle and his eyes continue to glaze over while his head lowered because he felt abandoned.

Starting from there the Sape girl had started to not moodtan over the Poem circulated by Ovan. He felt hurt and felt as if he was not considered and never appreciated the feeling he had for him. And there the sape girl immediately asked ovan who the poem was for? But Ovan did not answer.

And finally the Sape girl took a picture of the airport and finally she incised words like this "maybe I am a layman who admires you from a distance. Distance me and you far away until I can't reach you. Take this taste as far as you go, and it will erode on its own. Sorry, I was wrong to assign a feeling to the person who has so far told me everything about myself to those he knows. About not being ordinary anymore in their ears even my name they are no stranger. Welcome to real life, fly as high as you can and bring the flavor that once existed for your brother deck, I leave everything to you and end up on you."

After summarizing the words in his Whatshap status and finally he decided to go home, all the way home he cried screaming on his bike while carrying the bike alone.

Jalan Lubangpun he did not know anymore because his heart was injured and very sad because sham went and ovanpun did not go home even did not want to respond either Chat or phone the girl let alone added with vidio is made who he knows who he is for and who he is for.

After along the way he cried until he was almost misdirected and finally he quickly realized that he was not aware quickly maybe he was lifeless again because he collided with the viktion-branded car.

Along the way the sape girl wiped her tears and there were also people who laughed refusing towards her. I don't know what the guy said he didn't pay any more attention because he was very sad. While saying why should there be a meeting after that there is a separation that hurts God? Why do I love him? Why should I love him more than love you.

After arriving at the city he wants to stop in amahirah release all his sense of the person who has abandoned his heart and left him. Tau-taunya understood in many people, and finally he decided to stop by the market to be understood to stop for shopping.

After shopping and finally he came home with roomy chest accepting everything. And after arriving at the boarding house finally sham gave the news that he had arrived in Lombok.

After that the sape girl was roasted to make words again in her Story Whatshap with words that offended Ovan. The word is deep and painful this Story made "Fly!! I am sincere, my heart is calm.🤗 May the Verse that the curse of yesterday2 God grant,when the meeting greeted us back I wished we could be the ones who could pay the curious over a heart that wanted to see a pair of beautiful eye beads he couldn't see for real. Sorry, since long ago until now I have fallen in love with the person I have been with for 7 years in cyberspace. But he did not want my presence then and now.✨ Know That the Speech which is unraveled in the chant of your poem is making my heart hurt and right my heart is hurt and correcting the deep wound".

And finally a few hours later he did sholay dhuha to win his heart that had just been hurt by him whom he admired. And there also ended the wound that he felt because ovan had blocked his Whatshap.