Can't Have You
Thank you for luring me

In this world many men who like to spread promises, many are smart to seduce with a thousand sweet appeals. Makes a woman's heart feel lulled by all the strains of her words. But only a few women can be tempted by just seduction and sheer chatter. I as a woman do not want to dissolve with the seduction you give, I make sure that you do not just seduce. But dare to face my parents to express your love for me. That is the evidence that women actually expect, the courage to ask for blessing. As proof if you really expect me to be your soul mate.

"Eventually you are brave, I am happy to see it."

I saw you coming to my parents. Looking for the right moment to express your feelings in front of my parents. I saw you so nervous and seemed confused about what you were going to say the first time. Some of you sighed to try to convince yourself to immediately say start the conversation. But for a moment repeatedly you look bent back while thinking about something that makes you look groggy. I was staring at you from another angle. I felt the heartbeat you felt. But it must be you who is more trembling. You must have thought about a lot of things. Whether you will be accepted as my parents' future son-in-law, or rejected for various reasons.

Finally you dare to say, you express your desire to lead me to be your wife."

I am proud of you, you dare to start the conversation. You first expressed your feelings, when it seemed that my parents were ready to ask you. With sentences that are sometimes stammered because of course you are groggy amazing. But the words you speak are clear to me once I hear. The point is that you feel love for me and want to make me your wife. For a little reason blah blah blah you tried to convince my parents. My parents also looked carefully watching you who were still in nervousness. A moment after you expressed all your wishes, my parents finally answered wisely. That she gave you the blessing to make me your wife. I also responded that I agreed, I was happy. I often just keep quiet. Because I am also dissolved in the stubbornness that you may feel.

"Thank you for your bravery, that's real proof that you really love me."

I do not want to be a woman who is only often seduced, I want to be happy with the certainty you give. Now that you have declared it in front of my parents, I salute you. Indeed love should be expressed in the blessing of parents, in order to flow prayers for our happiness. Love will not be beautiful and a blessing if only by seduction and gossip alone. The blessing of our parents is the key, the key is whether we will step in marriage or we will suffice it because there is no noble blessing they are poured out. I am happy, with the blessing of my parents. I'm sure I'll step with you to make the family later. I am happy, with the blessing that I have been given, so I am not afraid of uncertainty if everything only goes with seduction and the sweetness of words of love.

"One more time, I thank you. O my future imam."

Of all the days that have been passed

Maybe today is what made me

Flowering flowers and unable to speak

happy things keep flowing

Not knowing the word stop

It's all because of you

I am grateful to have found you

Of all the men who stopped for a moment

You didn't accidentally stop by

But you do not want to go

And chose to settle down to wait for me to say

"Yes, I'm willing to be your wife"

Make a promise to me

To protect and protect

I'm the one you said

Right to be the mother of your children.

You also stay confident

Ask my father for his blessing

The first man I knew

To give up his responsibilities 

To you who are half-hearted 

It is on top of the Basmala reading that you open

Witnessed by those I loved

Surrounded by angels as witnesses of God

You justify me 

You let me officially enter your life

As your old partner later

And you're proud to choose

As my priest

As my life friend

As my backrest

As my second man

I don't care, because to me you're the best person

I love you and you love me

Truly with tears falling on the cheek

I give thanks with all my heart

🌸 Thank you for Loading me🌸

Thank you for choosing me

Of all the women you know

I'm the only one at the end of your wonderful journey

I won't regret it

Although God repeatedly gives the opportunity to turn the time around

I will always stop at you

Because you are my home

My most comfortable place in life

Bonding

Relationships are not only created because of the basket, semeja or house

A relationship is a bond between two hearts that melds together in one sense

It is not connected because of force 

Except for the acceptance

Accept each other's differences

Pressing the ego within

Complement each other with empty space

You will never understand the relationship 

It was created by man

The highest creature

The creation of God is the most difficult to guess in his heart 

No wonder your relationship sometimes runs aground

Don't know where to take it

Even so be patient.

No one has been able to make me laugh until I have missed all the burdens in my soul except you. You can make me be myself without being manipulated. You really won my heart.

       You once taught me not to love someone too much is very big, because it will end up not good. Looks like your advice this time I can't afford to follow. Where I may not love you is so great. While you are always able to make me happy and feel really happy during our time together.

Remembering you will never end...

       One night we spent the night circling the city with your bike singing along the way. I keep holding you. Every now and then we stop enjoying the cold of the night You once asked me if people who enjoy dating are like us by traveling and enjoying the beauty of nature. It seems not all. We think traveling by enjoying the beauty of nature is a happiness that can not be paid for by anything. We like the same thing. 

       We always hunt for culinary food with the same taste image. It seems like God designed our tongues with the same structure. I like it spicy and you also like it spicy. I always laugh at you when you complain of spiciness and finish the drinks we ordered. You always treat me by finishing the food we order. Sometimes I like to be upset because I only eat a quarter of a meal. 

       Now everything we've been through together will only be a happy memory in part of my life. You managed to make my day more beautiful even if only for a moment. 

       It's time I close the sheets of the day with you. 

       Not always have I been shadowed by your dead body. I came back to live without your shadow even though it was very painful. 

       Until I always love you and love you even though I have been betrothed by another man.

       Remembering you is some hallucination that makes me feel happier already having you