
When the wind blows, I can only feel the blow so soft on my skin. Then, what about the harsh reality that I must be able to accept. As if the world that I designed was as happy as possible, it now instantly turned as sad as it was.
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After Rangga's departure, Allea had thought he was bored just spending time alone sitting in Luctur Resto and coffee, a place that should be his date with Rangga the lover.
Finally, Allea decided to contact Rhea whose status was her best friend. To spend time with Rhea.
Allea looks for Rhea's name in mobile phone contact, but unfortunately Rhea refused when invited by Allea me time along with the reason will go with cousins.
Indeed, in recent days, Rhea is often so difficult to be invited to go together. He always reasons anything. It was just that this time was different and made Allea suspicious. Why should the mention behind Rangga cancel his date and have not reached home, now Rhea can not even accompany Allea. Though all this time he could always be invited to travel by Allea.
Allea's mind, which was once positive, has now turned negative. The contents of his head were filled with question marks where was Rangga? Where's Rhea? Is it true that lovers and friends do not go together after often seeing them more familiar than in previous days?
Allea's feelings are getting restless and not okay. I don't know why he was getting worse after finding rejection from his best friend.
Inadvertently a glass fell due to accidentally nudged Allea's own hand. Making all eyes on him. Allea was startled, her eyes watching the scattering bells on the floor near her feet.
"Geez, what's going on, huh? Why do I feel less and less because of Gini?" inner Allea with the same mind thought of Rangga and Rhea.
Allea was calm again. He tried to get out of his place and find the most comfortable place to just raise his thoughts and feelings to avoid dirty thoughts about his lover and best friend. Because, even though his feelings are not good, but he is sure the two will not betray him.
Allea immediately ordered a taxi online with the aim of going to the mall, where she and Rhea used to go. Not long after, Allea's online taxi arrived, she came to him.
"On behalf of Allea, Mas?" allea asked after opening the rear car door.
Allea got up and sat in the back seat after it was true that it was her order taxi. Along the way, his eyes focused on the street. He was very envious to see a pair of young people who were so fond of spending time together, and he should have been exactly that.
"We've arrived, Neng."
The girl gave some money to the taxi driver, then he went down and entered a large building in the form of a mall that is known to be the most crowded in Jakarta.
Allea surrounded every corner of the building, she entered every shop to throw boredom away. All this time Allea always walk alone with Rhea to the mall, but this time he had to set foot to the same place only alone. No friends accompanied him.
Allea stepped in to buy ice cream after coming out of the doll shop. There, he ordered his favorite ice cream and enjoyed it. After spending it, Allea's feelings were still the same. He still feels bored. In fact, he was still thinking about Rangga and Rhea. Apparently, Allea did not enjoy the trip at all.
Allea remembered the place that became her favorite place and Rangga. The place that first became a place to date with a man who became his lover. In fact, it was the Proud place that recognized him to Allea. So, they often go there to enjoy the beautiful atmosphere. It was a flower garden in the middle of such a beautiful capital city.
However, before his departure Allea recalled Rangga. He tried to contact Rangga again, confirming the whereabouts of the lover. However, Rangga's phone has not been active. The operator still answers it.
Allea reentered her phone in her sling bag in a state of disappointment, then she boarded one of the cabs that were lined up waiting for passengers on each side of the road near the mall she was visiting. The girl's goal is to go to the park she wants to go to.
Honestly, Allea was very confused with Rangga after several times never being able to meet and walk together due to Rangga who was always busy. However, when almost able to spend time together with Rangga, instead Rangga canceled with reasons unknown to the truth.
Allea really wanted to know the whereabouts of Rangga, until finally he decided to contact Sarah and ask her whereabouts.
"Hello, Aunt. Did the stairs get home? You see, Allea's been trying to reach him, but not connect."
"Tante is also confused where Rangga, because until this hour he also has not come home." Sarah's voice was heard from across the street.
"Did Rangga tell Auntie?" Unfortunately, Sarah did not get any news from Rangga. That is, Sarah also did not know where her son was at that time.
"Where exactly are you, Rangga? In fact, your phone is off," Inner Allea wondered. "Did you go with Rhea without my knowledge?"
Really Allea did not want to be bad, but her circumstances and feelings forced her. He just does not want to regret the consequences of guessing that the wrong consequences have accused Rangga and Rhea. But on the other hand, he also hesitates to trust Rangga and Rhea with their closeness that is often perceived as more and more becoming.
The closeness of Rangga and Rhea is like not appreciating Allea, just that he tried to be happy first.
Unconsciously, Allea arrived at his destination. He got out of the taxi and walked into the park. The atmosphere of the afternoon was really cool with the wind milling about each skin. Then, he sat right under a shady tree. Seeing young people who are in pairs or accompanied by their friends visit the place.
It seemed that only Allea had come alone without a companion accompanying her. Allea still enjoy the atmosphere, the arrival although alone is to spend time and enjoy the day at that time.
Allea got up from her seat, she stopped by the usual drink seller she and Rangga bought if they came together to the place. Then, he sipped it slowly. Today, he went to places he often traveled with Rangga and Rhea.
After spending half of her drink, Allea casually walked around every garden path. It looks to the left and to the right enjoying the atmosphere with cool air, shady trees whose leaves are still so green and beautiful. The birds that roam here and there.
Allea also came to a place where she and Rangga often sat together while together, spending time alone. However, when he got to the place, his bead perfectly rounded eyes saw two people who were no stranger to him. His face at that time really showed his disbelief that what he saw was real and true.