Allea
Chapters 17. Falling in Love

From earlier Allea seemed agitated because he did not find the book he was looking for. Ryan wanted to help, but he didn't know what book the girl was really looking for.

"What book are you looking for?" ryan asked so he could help her.

"Gue again looking for books to enter the famous campus in Germany. My plan, I want to repeat from semester one and major in journalism. Like for the management business, I broke down. Don't want to go any further."

"So, you're really going to move to Germany?" Allea nodded as her eyes searched for the book she had been looking for since. "This is the book I'm looking for. Finally got it. I'll pay the cashier first, yeah." Allea stepped up to the cashier, while Ryan focused on looking at the girl's back.

After paying, Allea comes back to Ryan. They passed from there to somewhere. Ryan takes Allea to the young angkringan, but is comfortable.

"It turns out in Jakarta there is a place like this, huh? Ih, I just found out and if it wasn't you who brought me here, I wouldn't know" explained Allea.

Taken waiting for the food to come, Ryan looked dreamy. He was confused to be honest or not about his feelings for Allea. However, back again like what Iqbal said. Ryan will regret not expressing his true feelings before the girl goes to the land she wants to tread.

Similarly, like Iqbal who regrets not expressing his true feelings before he finds out Vena and Andre have a special relationship.

"Ryan, why are you?" The girl's voice spontaneously made Ryan flinch in shock. "Lo why, anyway?" allea asked in curiosity.

For a moment Ryan took a deep breath, then allowed him to slowly relax his head. He looked into Allea's eyes. At the time, Ryan expressed his feelings for Allea.

The girl looked confused in her silence. He was stunned to hear the statement coming out of Ryan's lips.

"Lo's kidding?" Allea did not believe it, but that was how the young man felt. He was very much in love with Allea.

"Gue's not kidding, All. The plan I want to say later when there is a right time, but I think this is the right time for me to tell all the truth. Plus you want to go to Germany, of course I don't want to regret if I haven't told you my true feelings."

Allea was confused, she did not know what to answer to the young man before her now. He did not want to make Ryan disappointed, let alone wait for his return from Germany who did not know for sure. However, who would have thought that the young man could guess the contents of Allea's heart.

"Why do I know the same thing I thought?"

"The look from your face. You seem confused about what to answer," guessed it. "All, I know your dream of going to Germany. I also know your desire to move to college until there not only because of your ideals, but because you want to move on from Rangga and Rhea. But, I'll be looking forward to your return from Germany."

"Where can you wait for me. You will surely turn away from me. Rangga who is close to me can be defiant with my best friend, let alone us who are far away and you just know me."

In fact, Ryan believes in Allea. He will hold fast to his feelings and promises to the girl with his punishment will move away from Allea's life because he had refused to wait for Allea's return.

"Don't be too forced, An. I don't want you to make all the wishes you have to live just because of me."

"Gue doesn't mean it and I'm right. I will wait until I finish college, and until you finish college with an additional time in two years. Let's just say everyone's training my patience."

"But, Ryan, I can't answer right now. You know for yourself that I'm still traumatized and ..." Ryan suddenly cut off Allea's words. He knew what the girl meant.

"All right, I'm not asking you to answer right now. I'll wait to go back to Jakarta and answer my question there." Ryan arrived until he was willing to wait patiently for Allea's return.

"If you want it, it's up to you. But, I order if there is another girl you like, you can forget me and do not need to wait for me." Allea deliberately said so, because she knew between herself and Ryan that there was nothing to do at this point. In fact, when Allea was about to leave, their relationship was only limited to ordinary friends.

Ryan was quite relieved to have expressed his feelings, even though he had not received an answer from Allea. The most important thing is that he has no more burden in the recesses of Allea.

However, Allea did not distance herself from Ryan. For him, Ryan is a good young man and therefore Allea still wants to be close to him like his usual days. Laugh together, go out together, and often even ask for help about anything without hesitation to Ryan.

"Thank you, yeah, Ryan." The sudden thank you left Ryan confused.

"Make what, All?"

"Lo always does good to me. Although not long ago, but you try to take care of me. In fact, after you haven't found an answer from me about your feelings but you still want to hang on to stay by my side," allea exclaimed as she stared focused forward with a smile on her lips.

"Gue won't forget you when I'm in Germany" he continued, turning his eyes to the young man. "Gue will remember you, like I always remember Iqbal. I promise, when I return to Jakarta, I will immediately ngabarin lo. Don't ever change your phone number, yeah."

Allea's feeling is always calm when she is close to Ryan. I don't know why, but that's how the girl felt. Maybe because Ryan was indeed a really good young man, so Allea could judge the young man well.