Allea
Chapters 19. Fear of Losing

"Lo what the hell, tell you my boyfriend? I know you're expressing your feelings to me again and waiting for an answer from me, but that's not it, too" Allea murmured resentfully at Ryan.

"Lo should be thanking me. Because of me, you're not bothered with Rhea."

"Thank you, good-natured Ryan. Lo's satisfied?" Ryan laughed amusedly at the look on Allea's face that looked funny to him, while Allea was so annoyed with him that she thought Ryan was mocking her.

"All, you're fine in Germany, yeah." Given the departure of Allea who lived counting hours, made Ryan became sad because the time to part with the girl was getting closer.

"Gue's still the day after, Ryan. You can be satisfied to see me according to the time you want as long as I am still in Jakarta." Allea's face did look happy waiting for her departure, although it was understandable that her heart was not as easily healed from the wounds that were approaching her.

"Lo's taking me to the airport, isn't he?" Allea is very hopeful that Ryan will accompany her departure, but Ryan looks worried. He could not see Allea leaving Jakarta. If only he could ask and plead, Ryan would plead for Allea to remain in Jakarta.

In fact, Iqbal, Vena, and Andre alone did not manage to keep him in Jakarta. And, the girl had already chosen and made the best decision.

Allea gets off Ryan's motorcycle when the young man delivers her homecoming for the last time. Because tomorrow the girl has started her flight to the country she dreamed of.

Ryan stared fixedly before leaving Allea. "Gue hope you'll take me to the airport tomorrow. Tomorrow I leave the house at eight in the morning. I'm waiting for you because later I want to be hugged equally you to the airport." It was Allea's request, but I don't know. I don't know if Ryan can break up with her.

"Yes, get in there." Ryan did not answer anything, instead he asked Allea into his house. Ryan stared at Allea's back, until the girl disappeared from his sight.

Allea and Ryan's relationship is getting closer. It is undeniable, it turns out that not only Ryan but Allea has begun to have a comfortable feeling if close to Ryan.

Allea looked at her picture with Ryan on the nightstand. He looked into Ryan's face. Either he leaves Jakarta heavily or leaves Ryan heavily, but he doesn't seem to want to leave. All documents including passports are completed. Money has come out a lot and Allea does not want to be considered a plan and spend Andre's money for free.

Allea took her pink suitcase. He arranged all the clothes and other equipment that will be brought tomorrow to Germany. Suddenly, the sound of her room door handle opened. From behind the door came the Vein.

"Darling, can Mama come in?"

"May, Ma," answered Allea. The middle-aged woman sat beside Allea.

"I don't feel like tomorrow you're leaving. Usually the house is crowded with the sound of your laughter, but from tomorrow this house must be so quiet. Mama and Papa are going to miss you" Vena complained as she stared and gently stroked the long, pitch-black strands of the girl's hair.

"Allea will also miss Mama, Papa, and Iqbal. Allea will study hard to get a quick bachelor and return to Jakarta. Doain Allea to stay strong and fine, yes, Ma."

Allea is very grateful to have Vein. He is grateful that the woman he hugged was the one who became the mother. I don't know if everything would be okay if it wasn't for Vena to be the mother.

Allea's feelings cannot be lied to, she loves Vena so much, even though her birth mother will always be in the bottom of her heart.

Vena also seemed to love Allea very sincerely. Not only did she love Andre, but she also loved Allea as the son of the man she loved and lives with.

Vena leaves Allea alone, while Allea continues packing all her luggage tomorrow.

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"I'm just saying goodbye to Allea because tomorrow he's gone to Germany. What's wrong, Rhe?" Rangga and Rhea seemed to be having a great debate. Rhea did not accept that Rangga was still close to Allea, while Allea was her former lover.

"Clearly wrong, No. You and Allea have broken up, you should not have to reprove each other again, let alone you have to say goodbye to him. You have to realize, if between girls and boys are close to each other it makes them easy to be comfortable and close. Moreover, you and Allea are ex-lovers!"

"What's the difference with us being close behind Allea quietly, Rhe? But, Allea does not drag you who constantly bother about things that he considers unnecessary. He even believed in me, until finally I betrayed his trust and betrayed his own best friend" said Rangga reminded Rhea.

"With you, Rhe. You always make things worse. In fact, even trivial problems you consider big and you magnify," continued the young man.

"So, are you sorry that you've been dating me? And, now that you have hurt Allea, you compare me and Allea. Where have you been all this time? If you knew Allea better than me, you shouldn't have cheated on me and picked me!"

The more days of annoyance and boredom Rangga increasingly to Rhea. Though all this time he has been trying to be kind to his bad thoughts that are getting increasingly unnatural.

"Rhe, if you keep accusing me of being unnatural, I can get bored and I can get away from you. If you continue like this, I could follow the departure of Allea to Germany to find forgiveness from him and find his heart back," said Rangga.

Rhea didn't want that to happen. He did not want if Rangga left him and instead went to follow Allea to return to him. It feels, Rhea is not sincere because she has been hard-earned to find the attention of Rangga, so she can have it.

Rhea could not lose the young man she loved, because for her Rangga was the most important thing in life. Yes, that young man is the happiness of Rhea who will never change and will remain so.

"Rangga, I'm sorry. I'm caliph and I'm afraid that you're turning back on Allea. I love you, Ngga. I'm sorry once again, I promise to change for the sake of our relationship as long as you promise not to stay with me."

At that instant Rangga looked at Rhea's face. Although upset, but he knew that the girl standing in front of him was his lover.