Your love gave me life
Talk With Alden

“Alden !”

Sarah Belle, who was driven home by Yudha, was shocked to see Alden standing near the entrance to her apartment.

“Where are you two from these nights?” alden's visibly emotional face stared suspiciously at Sarah Belle and Yudha alternately.

“We accidentally met,” said Sarah Belle hurriedly with a clumsy face.

“Why did your lips hurt ?” alden's eyes narrowed and his hand stretched out to touch Sarah Belle's lips which had been injured due to the slap of Mr. Wira.

Alden was stunned as Sarah Belle retreated and shook her head.

“It's okay, just a minor wound. Yudha has already treated me.”

“Then why did you take my future wife to this apartment ?” Alden stared intently at Yudha, showing dislike for Yudha's treatment.

“Tadi Belle... mmmpp... I mean Sarah...”.

“So someone tried to pick me up,” cut Sarah Belle fast while staring at Alden. “Thank you Yudha just passed by. I got slapped by his pickpocket.”

Alden narrowed his eyes, looking at Yudha and Sarah's faces in turn. Sarah Belle had returned Alden's gaze but a moment later he threw his face in another direction.

Somehow his heart ached to hear Alden still refer to Sarah as his future wife. It feels like Annabelle wants to shout to say that her favorite man has been fooled by her woman.

“Rest !” alden's softened voice left Sarah dumbfounded, looking at Alden with a puzzled face.

“Your health has not recovered properly. Next time be careful if out at night,” Alden said in a flat voice.

“We go home first.”

Alden beckoned Yudha to come out with him.

“I go home first Belle.. eemm... I mean Sarah.”.

“Be careful you two,” Sarah Belle said on the apartment doorstep.

Alden motioned for Sarah Belle to close the door before Alden and Yudha left.

“I want to talk to you,” Alden said in a flat voice while they were in the elevator.

“If you want to talk about the outpouring of Sarah's heart, I said can not,” said Yudha. “We are friends, but my status with Sarah is patient and doctor, so I must maintain the privacy of my patients.”

“Can't we talk as two men who were once good friends ?”

Yudha only sighed, did not agree and did not refuse until finally the elevator reached the ground floor.

“Neach car or walk ?” yudha asked as the two got out of the elevator.

“Only across,” Alden said as he continued to step in with both hands in his pants pocket.

Both of them took a table near the glass. Yudha looked around the cafe. Quite a comfortable place and its strategic position among 2 luxury apartments in Jakarta.

“I don't want to know the details of Sarah's outpouring,” Alden said opening the conversation after they ordered a drink.

“Tadi elo said you want to talk as two men who have the status of friends, but how to talk elo more suitable if you are dealing with a business partner, not a friend.”

Alden sighed and cast a glance out the window.

“There are things you need to know before we start talking, Al,” Yudha said again when she saw Alden was silent. “The problem of my heart that once liked Sarah is over and not rested. Don't think about CLBK or anything like that and right now I'm purely helping as a psychiatrist.”

And because of Belle, Al. I want Belle to be able to return to her body again, Yudha said in her heart.

“Terus why do you have to lie by saying that Sarah has temporary amnesia ?”

“Because that's the reality, Al. Sarah also experienced a personality disorientation where sometimes forget about her own condition and situation. It is too long to explain to people about their condition. Most people will more easily understand when they hear the word amnesia but its nature is temporary. It is not impossible that Sarah can return to her former self.”

“Means personality disorientation how ?” Alden looked at Yudha with a frown.

“Sometimes elo sees her acting as Sarah and at other times she acts like everyone else.”

“I mean that geeky chick ?”

Yudha sighed when she heard that Alden was still reluctant to mention Annabelle by name.

“Why should you hate Belle, Al ? He's not wrong. The matchmaking problem is also not his will but the desire of parents elo himself.”

“Gue again talks about Sarah.”

“And will be related to Belle as well,” Yudha stressed. “Do not avoid let alone deny that you see and feel that Sarah's current behavior is more reflective of Annabelle than Sarah.”

Yudha again let Alden be silent for a while. It just so happened that the waiter also came to deliver their order.

“That incident was thirteen years ago, Al and Belle did not understand anything at that time. Not his desire also to see elo fight or ganged up on our friends.

It is not his fault if you get ridiculed because it is helped by a geeky but brave Elementary School child. It was not Belle's desire to live as the son of the Hutama family driver.

Why should you live on the basis of people's judgment, not your own conscience ? At that time Belle loved Elo sincerely and considered elo a kalak who became her idol. Even if over time, Belle's feelings change it doesn't matter because you are not bound in blood relationships.

Belle never forced herself to make Elo return her love. Even if he was near the Elo continued, all that was not because of his wishes even though he was happy to have such an opportunity.

Stop hating her. Al. The accident that happened to him and Sarah was not intended to eliminate Sarah, but to avoid elo from death !”

“What do you mean ?” Alden stared at Yudha sharply and frowned.

“Only the police can uncover the truth, Al, not me. But as a great man like elo, try to think rationally, do not put forward emotions. Is it possible that Belle took sleeping pills if she wanted to harm Sarah ? She should have given Sarah the sleeping pills instead of swallowing them herself.”

“Why is it impossible ? The cowardly girl had always taken refuge behind the power of others, so she did not have the direct courage to commit her bad intentions. Unfortunately he did not measure the dose of the drug that made him have to stay awake.”

“I mean elo all this time Belle always take refuge in parents elo ? Utilizing the affection of Om Wira and Aunt Lanny?”

“That's reality, right?” Alden smiled cynically. “He never listened to my request to stay away from my life. He even obeyed all mommy's requests and continued to stick to me. If he loves me and cares about me, he will choose to stay away so that the mockery stops resonating in my mind.”

“Elo sick, Al,” Yudha smiled thinly. “Elo is supported by the trauma of your own teenage life. The ridicule of friends who consider elo a stupid man for making friends with the geeky driver's son elo carry it continuously until it sticks in your shallow brain ! It was not Annabelle who continued to follow the elo, but the mind of the elo itself that carried Annabelle in every breath of the elo.

Elo himself who continues to emphasize on himself elo if Belle is toxic, Belle is a destroyer of your life that makes elo have to accept ridicule.

I swear Al, I did not think that the heart is really shallow. My advice as a psychiatrist is good elo to seek treatment before becoming a man who lost his conscience.

And as best friends, I'd be happy to help you free yourself from Annabele. After he realized, I will take Belle really far from elo life and I make sure that you will never see him again as long as I live.”

“You mean will make her lo wife ?” Alden smiled mockingly. “Can a paikiatrist be that great ? Turn obsession women into true lovers ?”

“Belle has never been obsessed with elo, Al. And as a psychiatrist, I actually saw an elo obsessed with Belle.”

“Save a stale elo diagnosis !” alden said in a tone full of emotion.

“Gue can definitely make Belle love me because I loved Annabelle first. The girl always appreciates the sincerity of others, so I am sure that Belle will receive the sincerity of my love.”

“Recheh,” Alden throbbing while laughing cynically.

Yudha sighed as she leaned her back against the back of the chair clutching the two fingers in front of her mouth.

“Currently that you need to instill in your heart, Al if the family elo accept Sarah lives in the Hutama family home not because she is a Sarah, Alden Hutama's future wife.

They accept Sarah because they feel Belle's personality is radiating in Sarah's behavior.

Physical beauty can be created like a human mask, Al, just an instant everything can change.

But the beauty of the heart cannot be formed suddenly and instantly. Human conscience needs to be honed at all times to be more sensitive and caring for others, not just put forward emotions and ego.”

”Why did Sarah ask for 100 days ? Is it because of suggestions from elo or guarantees that he will recover from personality disorientation and amnesia ?”

”Healing of amnesia sufferers or anything can not be ascertained with numbers. Doctors are not God. Sarah Belle herself set that number.”

“Sarah Belle ?”

”Yes, I love her name Sarah Belle, because she herself still likes to be confused because her physique looks like Sarah, but her heart belongs to Annabelle. To make it easier, I give her the name Sarah Belle, but I prefer to call her Belle because according to my observation, Belle's nature is more powerful to master Sarah at this time.”

“Why suddenly Belle who became another part of Sarah's personality ?” Alden looked at Yudha with a frown.

“While I haven't been able to provide a medical explanation. For sure both are emotionally attached, but in what form, I have not found the answer. And it is likely that the elo that is the cause of their attachment.”

“Why I ?”

“Still need it, Al ?” Yudha laughed mockingly. “Your relationship is like a love triangle. And it's good from now on elo hone your own conscience. Time goes on unstoppably let alone invert, Al. Perhaps the time presented by Sarah Belle is an elo opportunity to seek answers with a conscience, not logic. Regrets are always behind, Al and life is not a movie scenario that can be elo re-run with revisions here and there.”

Yudha sipped her drink, a cup of warm bitter tea instead of coffee because it was already night. At 10:30.

“Gue should be back, Al, it's late. Tomorrow morning I have to fill the seminar.”

“Yudha,” call Alden when Yudha is almost out of his chair.

“The geek already knows that Sarah cheated on me.”

“Contin ?” Yudha sat back down and looked at Alden with brow.

“If he's like the one you said he should have told me straight away and not hidden it. I even thought that the recording he had was intended to threaten Sarah and see me destroyed because I am not married.”

Yudha let out a long, deep sigh while looking at Alden with a veiled face.

“Seek a psychologist or psychiatrist who can help you move on from negative thoughts about Annabelle. I'll unplug first. My brain can blur and ngaco if over time talking with elo.”

Yudha got up and let Alden alone digest Yudha's advice.