You Are What I Want
94. Speakin...

Bhumi's eyes lay staring blankly at the ceiling of the room with one arm cushioned by Shavara who was sound asleep beside him while hugging his waist, his mind wandering on Shavara's words about his father.

One day he will become a father, of course their relationship is not always harmonious.I imagine himself hated his son was his heart aches like being stabbed.

Bhumi rubbed his face riled, his body stiffened. His uneasiness was felt by Shavara who was slowly moving awake.

" What's wrong with you, A?" tanyanya hoarse voice.

Bhumi slightly looked down at Shavara who was tired, he hugged and then rubbed his wife's back which was returned hugged by Shavara.

He put his chin on Shavara's head occasionally peeping at the top of his head.

" There's nothing." Not wanting to keep it a secret, but Bhumi was hesitant.

There has been a lot of distress that he gave to Shavara about his family, he was afraid that his wife was tired and ended up leaving him.

Bhumi tightened their embrace, his body trembling in fear. Now Shavara's hand is stroking Bhumi's back to calm him down.

" Why, hmm?" the question is soft, Bhumi shakes.

" Don't be a secret ass if I'll find out, too. Like your complicated family story."

Bhumi smiled, "just thought about what you said about the man" he said softly with a rough breath.

He still could not call Papa to the man who had disappointed him.

Shavara smiled, she attached herself to Bhumi." that's okay, don't force it. Just don't cultivate hatred just yet."

" I used to be very proud of him, until when asked what my ideals were, I confidently said I wanted to be like Papa.

 So you can imagine how broken my heart was when Papa said with his bow that he was going to marry his secretary because he was pregnant with his child." his voice was held back shaking while tightening his arms.

" Until last year I was still dreaming when the woman insulted my mother, I still imagined when the man slapped her just to defend the woman of Jalk.

But I'm also afraid of karma, I don't want my son to hate me..."

" Husssh.no, you're a good man, a man of my choice to live with."

" Dear..."

Shavara looked up a little, "Hmmm?"

" If I'm gonna be a jerk later..."

" I'll call RaHasiYa directly to ground all your business, and castrate yours." Shavara sharply cut.

Bhumi let out a wry laugh, his groin area was sore." Hehehe.joking..sayang ..."

 " Even to think of fear, don't you dare, or I'll handle you."

" Don't.hold my promise."

" Good."

" I wouldn't get karmic if I hadn't been able to forgive that old man."

" Why do you have to be karmic, is the insolent Papa Edo. I think now he is feeling his karma, but, baby.do you not see Papa's face always looks sad, I often see him mergokin he worried about you. There was a longing in his eyes."

Bhumi fell silent, long Bhumi just looked at Shavara's face before saying, "it's okay, right?"

Shavara nodded vigorously while smiling sumringah, "His smile you just.if you see, hearing unpleasant things about Papa Edo is quite turned away, if there I hug you can also." the heart is wide.

 " All Civm yes."

Plaque....

Shavara slapped Bhumi's back.

" Don't run. Context is comforting not perverted." - It was murky.

Bhumi chuckled," A little doang mah may times."

Shavara attacked with a small pinch on that wide back." Ouch..adudududududahh.pardon..sick dear..."

" That's why it's reduced."

" Yes, but no promise. It's so good, baby. Now I want more." Bhumi wiggled the underside of the brand attached.

 " Oh my god.gak.ya..I'm still tired.this gate..." Shavara turned her back to Bhumi.

" Dear, I was just kidding. Where can I fight you continue."

" Ck, if the chat is driven you will nyoblos also finally. Wonder if there is no satisfaction."

Bhumi supported Shavara from behind, "Satisfied.you always satisfied me. Pia is really.

Shavara felt an enlarged movement at the bottom of them, and she knew what it was.

Shavara sighed a jem" stop talkingin' it, got you already baper."

" When you're the same he'll always be a baper. And just like you he's the paper."

" Same student he's not a baper? he's not open-ended Ampe." Shavara quipped.

Bhumi sighed tiredly, not to mention the matter of Arleta like a labyrinth does not end. I swear, Bhumi was out of his mind to eliminate Arleta to not dwell on his life.

This time Bhumi's gaze on Shavara looked serious, there was a sparkle there.one hand outstretched tidying up the naughty brat.

" I used to say disgust, didn't I, and that's really disgusting. It never crossed my mind to see her as a woman, I was even frustrated like it was safe to make her deterrent approach me."

Shavara caught that big hand, "I'm just kidding, baby."

" Thank God."

Afterwards quietly decorate the messy room.

" Darling, you're about to start an active apprentice, I hope you don't get carried away with their emotions?"

" Them? So is there anything besides Arleta?"

" One teacher. The actor's sister. I'm afraid you're leaving me because they're dizzy."

" Why should they musinin' them? I'm not that smart, huh."

" I mean, they're definitely gonna nag you."

" Yes, yes, cuekin aja napa. his name is also envious. I don't care what's most important is that you choose me."

" If they make it because of it, you're gonna have to call me or anybody."

" Must."

" I'm not sure I'll still be together if my wife is you, you're not you. I love you, baby. Don't stay with me."

Then from the bottom crowded with their voices that are mutually simple.

" They're home" Bhumi said.

" I'm going to go to bed, sleepy" Shavara's chimpanzee fixed the slightly sagging blanket.

Bhumi kissed the naked shoulder, "Let's sleep later tonight. I'm going down to help them."

" Hmmm, if you see Papa Edo try not to turn away."

" Yes, for your sake I'm working on it. Thank you for holding on for me."

" No need, when deciding to marry you, I have decided to accept you as you are. I'm just betting that you won't cheat on me."

" I don't know what's going to happen in d

Then days, but instead of me betraying you, I'd rather die."

Bhumi kissed Shavara's head before going down the bed, letting his wife Kemabli knit a dream.

Brugh...

Jagar pushed hard on Arleta who hit the wall.

" Papa take you there to apologize, leta. not to act presumptuous and cheap." hardik Jagar was upset.

He really has no face anymore in front of Anggara, Edo and Fathan as business colleagues.

" Papa don't make mama wrong, this is also the result of papa's indifference to me." Arleta replied shouting ignoring the pain in her shoulder.

" In this world, not only are you ignored by parents, but they do not sell themselves under the pretext of seeking affection. How humiliating!"

" Take care of your daughter. Make sure she keeps her attitude until the divorce court hammer is knocked."

Deby could only cry gurgly on the sofa of the hotel room they were occupying. It's a way to end a disappointing year.

" Please understand Leta, leta can not lose the Lord sir."

Deby immediately raised his face that highlighted sharply, "You don't know yourself. Affection.. bullshit.." cried Deby frustrated.

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He was greeted by a loud shout as well as a trickle from Adnan and Ajis when he went down the stairs to go to the side terrace where the new year's event was held. The tail of his eyes looked at Edo who was looking at them amusedly.

" Bhum, sure Lo did not catch a cold shower of heartburn in the gini test season." said Adnan.

Bhumi snorted," ck, envious you can't*****." replied Bhumi songong.

" God is arrogant.please keep the same attitude in front of the singles yes, sir." said Devgan who was busy composing embers on the roasting.

Placard...

Bhumi as good as the head of Devgan," You don't be so innocent. Less-reduce the irritability of getting a venereal disease know your taste."

" Ck, no one cares about me."

Bukh...

Bhumi kicked Devgan's bok0nk." Don't downplay your friends' existence.Much of their effort to stay by your side, appreciate it. If you don't have a reason to live, at least make them a reason for you to survive."

Mata Bhumi noticed four teenagers swimming in the cold weather.

" What is it that makes you live not in cynicism? Bang Adnan's a nice guy, though sometimes a bitch.

Now his eyes turned on Adnan who was tasked with piercing seafood while mouthing small for fear of Fena.

" Maybe, the fact that he was the one who helped me when I was down, and losing him when Junior High was enough messed up my feelings."

" I also.If you do not know the father maybe you are just a group of young people who are still lost, except Adit Dedek. Thanks, sir." Devgan said that while slightly bowing in embarrassment.

Bhumi smiled a little, then he damaged Devgan's hair without a word he left Devgan who shed his tears.

All of it caught Edo's eyes, he inhaled a deep breath enjoying the tightness in his chest.

" Drink." one glass stretched out before him.

Edo looked at the glass filled with warm tea, continued to spread into his hands and the owner, his breath was restrained and stunned.

Everyone was surprised, even Bian to leave the pool, but his steps stopped over Adnan's grandeur that shook his head at him.

" Wouldn't you?" Bhumi pulls his hand.

" Want.." hold Edo in a hurry.

Bhumi mentally ahead, could not yet see Edo lingering.

" I'm not here for you, but for my wife's sake.had not a big head" he said flatly that he immediately grumbled.

Edo nodded," Papa did not dare to be presumptuous, son." His eyes were heating up as his tears suddenly piled up in his pupils.

Bhumi fell silent, Edo looked at Bhumi desperately satisfying himself up close.

" I'm sorry, Papa. A."

Bhumi did not reply, but his hand holding the glass tightened." I.hate you...."

Edo nodded, his heart ached, yet he dared not argue.

" When are you so happy? what less did you think?" his voice is a little high.

Rianti moved closer, his steps slightly wavering so frantic that then embraced Fathan.

" Calm down. I'm sure they'll be fine." whispered softly.

While Dusk, standing anxiously was not far from there. He bit his nails which he continued to be kept away by Erlangga who reflexively grasped between his fingers.

Dusk surprised, "Your hands will hurt." said Erlangga.

" When they fight? papa got to the hospital."

" will not. Now you're mengawang. Mbak Shavara is calm, but if angry too aja ngereog."

" No, your mother is not lacking anything, Papa is not grateful."

" Are you sorry?"

" Every moment."

" Why never come to apologize."

" After what papa did? Yes, papa is a jerk, but Papa has no face to apologize to you, especially. Papa's shame has failed you."

" mommy's almost crazy, I have to take care of Enja while looking for money.Your new wife forbids me to ask you for money that's why I brought your clothes to your office."

Edo was flabbergasted, "When?"

" A few days after you left. Do I have to remind you that you didn't leave a dime when you left the house?" violent satire.

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry Papa. This might be too greedy, but let Papa make up for Papa's mistake."

" In a way?" cynical Bhumi.

" Whatever you want."

" Never give a favor to that woman.just make sure she doesn't get any backup from your divorce. The rest is my business." Bhumi then passed from Edo who was still digesting the speech of his eldest son.

" What about Bian? Can Papa give a little for her? He's innocent." continued Edo in a hurry.

Bhumi stifled, without turning back he chimed in, "It's too late for me to hate that one little kunyuk."

" Thank you very much. Gods." Edo smiled widely, his heart blooming with pleasure.

" And stop calling me God, I hate that name."

The smile slowly receded, his heart ached, even though his sad face was hidden." I'm sorry Papa, I won't call you God again."

After Bhumi's death from the side terrace, Anggara approached Edo who was still looking ahead and far." We can finally hold our grandchildren together."

Edo laughed softly," I'll always bet

thanks to you, Mr. Anggara."

" Not to me, but to Rianti who educates them with patience and love.he is very great through his bathin wounds and can still make peace after the great blow that hit him."

" Take advantage of this one opportunity, Edo sir."

" Definitely.pak besan.pak besan."

For the sake of forgiveness his eldest son was Edo always mengabukam phone and message from the woman who soon became his ex-wife.

In the large mansion of dark and candle-covered Siena stared at the bored moment who was raging madly in the middle room with a million swearings aimed at Edo.

" Mom, stop raging.it doesn't change anything for us."

" It's so relaxing that you say, he can't leave mbak without a dime. What will my friends say."

" what friend? No one wants to be friends with mbak after knowing mbak is an actor."

" Be careful of your mouth, you can do this for your sake. So now it's your job to get back at me."

" How?"

" Descend yourself as you did before."

Siena gaped, then shook her head....