You Are What I Want
19. Problems and cures.

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" God." The hoarse voice called out softly.

Bhumi circulated his gaze to catch the figure of a middle-aged man standing with his luxurious formal appearance.

That face, was not unfamiliar to him even though he had not seen it for a long time, or rather he did not want to see it.

The man is the person Bhumi hates the most, his memory goes back to 17 years ago when he left with a million wounds for him and his mother.

Bhumi's grip on Shavara's hand tightens, which makes Shavara grimace even though she does not scream.

The heavy call stopped Bian from giving Bhumi and Shavara the order, knowing that the voice was ready.

Seeing the God who is silent, with a tense look makes the atmosphere around the hot uphill.His students exchanged lyrics because they were confused.

" God, this is papa. Son." Shouted that heavy, vibrating voice.

Her feelings were pinched upon seeing the hateful gaze from her son.

" Go away, my father has long since died." The normally warm voice turned cold from the Gods as it answered the call startling Shavara and the others.

" God, forgive papa. Papa knows, papa's guilty, but this has been going on for a long time, can't we make peace?" Edo pleaded very. He stepped closer.

Bhumi stiffened his jaw, he stared intently at the man.

" It's so nice to talk about peace, Lo gak Inget 17 years ago you didn't admit my sister as Lo's son, Lo accuse the mother of cheating, but Lo who cheated, anjir. He's Lo's bastard." Murkanya while pointing at Bian who was still standing in his place.

Shavara shrieked in shock at Bhumi's rough and loud claps at the man grimacing while his students were surprised instead of playing, they stared at the nanar buan that was grimacing in place.

His companions and classmates stared at the alternation between Bian and Bhumi, with their eyes wondering.

" God, I will acknowledge Dusk as my father's son if you forgive me." Edo walked closer to the angkringan.

" He's a son of Lo Ba-son." Hardik Bhumi, so angry Bhumi to stand up as an attempt of rejection that stopped Edo's steps.

" Lo just look at that kid once, Lo will know that he's Lo's son, but what, Lo never wants to nengokin him any stuff. He is often bullied not have a father because his father never showed himself, I always accompanied the mother whenever there is business at school, I! Where are you going, huh?" Snapped God, the visitors were watching them.

The God's anger was frightening, even Shavara was unable to move in place. He was actually scared, but there was no way he could go.

" go Lo. I used to see the behavior of Lo bang-sat, but now it will run out in my hands if Lo tries to harass my family."

Bhumi walks in his shoes with the origin, then leaves from there leaving Shavara, Shavara who realizes she is left behind, soon to follow.

" I'm sorry, we're leaving first. Pay later."

The young men automatically nodded. Shavara slightly bowed respectfully to Edo before going after Bhumi.

Edo looked at the wide back that was getting away with the whole drop of tears.

Bian who could not bear to see her father crying approached her." Pa, mending home. It's also night."

Edo stared at his son's heart." Bi, your brother is angry."

" Of course, there is no way if papa wants to dedeketin bang Dewa." 

" Papa just misses her."

Bian was stunned, he stared inside Edo." But the God bang is angrier."

" dn..."

" Papa better go home, tell mom, I'm not going home tonight. I don't feel relaxed anymore."

Edo nodded, hugging and kissing Bian's forehead before leaving the angkringan.

When Bian turned around, he faced his classmates who were looking at him with curious questions.

Bian took a heavy breath, "I explained what my relationship is the same Mr. God."

" It should be "tap his classmate.

" Anjir,.woy open wa group. came ni si Adit enter the news and viral on the tweet." exclaimed another friend.

^^^^^^^

When Bhumi arrived at the parking lot, and was about to wear a helmet, from the back of a pair of tapering hands wrapped around his waist and took him into the deck of his tiny body to stop Bhumi's intention to wear his helmet, he put the helmet back in the rearview mirror.

" Want to leave me?" Shavara said softly, her face taped to Bhumi's shoulder.

Bhumi clasped the hand that wrapped around his waist. He looked down at the white hand that contrasted with his brown skin while rubbing his finger.

" I'm in a bad mood." Bhumi.

" And there's no way I'll leave you, like you didn't leave me in such a bad state today."

" I.ingi calm down."

" I'm coming, I won't disturb your healing" said shavara bravely.

" Maize..." Bhumi sounds like an objection.

" I'm really in a bad shape, Shava." Bhumi pleaded for his understanding.

" So you want to leave me." There is a glimmer of disappointment in Shavara because Bhumi doesn't trust her enough.

There was no more chatter between the two Shavara loosened her hand on Bhumi's waist, slowly pulling her, but Bhumi held her back.

" Come on, come with me." Bhumi chose to give up. After considering Bhum thought maybe it was time for Shavara to see the ugly side of him, even though he thought it was too early.

Shavara does not know where Bhumi will take him, he just sticks himself tightly to Bhumi who is speeding with his RX king motor. Because of the speed of the motor, Shavara's long hair fluttered in the wind.

The strong grip on his waist from the tiny hand Bhumi ignored, he just wanted to channel his emotions.

 One hour Bhumi brought shavara speeding, he knew very well the road is quiet motorist, his action was blessing in the apartment building.

Bhumi parked his bike, when he got off the bike Bhumi looked at the shavara for a moment and then helped him down the bike, in his grasp Bhumi felt Shavara's hand shaking Bhumi pulled Shavara to follow him.

Shavara's steps run a little, even staggered because he tried to align his steps with Bhumi's big steps

In the elevator, Bhumi is still with emotion and a thousand thoughts, behind him Shavara notices a calm look ready to explode.

When the door of the unit was opened, Bhumi took off his grip and headed straight to one room and locked it, leaving Shavara at the door.

Exhaling heavily Shavara walked unsteadily into the living room, she sat down on a long sofa, looking at the brown door as she heard the sound of punches and kicks accompanied by cries of pain that sliced through the heart.

In Bhumi's room he walked straight to his side, and he kept hitting, and kicking the samsak strong as if it were his father.

He cursed his brain that still remembers the events of 17 years ago, the screams of his mother, and the sneers of the skin of women younger than his mother.

Not content to hit the samsak he was reckless to hit the wall repeatedly.

" Aaaarrgggg.." his screeches as hard as he might. The wounded shadow of his mother suffocates his bath.

Shavara hand-winding without the spirit of his memory revolved on the incident where Bhumi showed anger inversely proportional to the usually warm and calm look of Bhumi.

Shavara saw his watch, his stomach had started to sting because he had an ulcer, it had lasted 46 minutes yet there was no sign of Bhumi coming out of the room.

Instead of his maag kumat he was desperate to go to the kitchen, but when his feet stepped on the kitchen floor Shavara patted the eel for forgetting to call the house. He returned to the living room where his bag was.

Calling her mother was not picked up, neither was her father. Not daring to call Aditya, Shavara chose to call her sister if tonight she might not come home.

" Hello, A." The connection was answered on the second ringing. It seems like her brother is very worried about her.

" Where are you, it's the night you haven't been home yet?" Todong Vishnu direct 

Shavara who was nervous spoke directly." A, like tonight Vara is a bit home, brother Bhumi is not okay anymore. For further explanation once I get home, I'll tell you."

" Where are you now?"

" He's an apartment, but I don't know which area. I'm closed."

Clik...

Shavara turned off her phone and returned to the kitchen. She was afraid that her sister would call back and ask further questions that she herself did not know the answer to.

He opened one by one shelves, Shavara found instant noodles in various variants of brands and chocolate drinks and coffee sachets. In the refrigerator, he found eggs, full cream milk, a few slices of pizza in his box, sausages, nuggets, sponge, some vegetables, and some bread.

" It's good to eat its inhabitants." Shavara Gumam.

First she takes out the milk, and the sachet chocolate to warm the stomach she will make hot chocolate.

Continue to warm two slices of pizza, bread, and sponge in the microwave, then cook two servings of fried noodles with sausages, and vegetables, and fry the nuggets.

After everything was cooked, he put all the menus on the dining table. Shavara chose to eat first because Bhumi had not yet shown himself while his stomach was urgently filled.

Shavara's condition was conducive, he sat pensively alone while tapping his hot chocolate-filled cup in the living room with a dim light from the lamp on the nightstand.

Czech....

Shavara immediately sat up straight hearing the doorknob turn.

Bhumi came out with a blank look, a messy look, his body wrapped only in a t-shirt with pants that contained blood spots, Shavara glanced at the hands that turned bloody.

Shavara rushed up to him, feeling the touch in his hand Bhumi blinked as if he had just been pulled from another dimension.

He's stunned, "Shava.honey..." His voice sounded heavy as he carried shavara into his arms.

The hug lasted a long time and was very strong, as if Bhumi could not live without Shavara. Shavara wanted to protest but did not dare.

Slightly breaking down the embrace, then Bhumi kissed Shavara's forehead deeply and for a long time he breathed in the positive energy he so desperately needed.

Bhumi distanced himself and stared at the silent shavara, "sorry.but I need it."

" A. H.mmpt...."

Bhumi kissed and *******harsh lips rough girl, he brought Shavara back into his arms which fully supported Shavara's body.

The kiss did not last long but it was enough to make both of their lips numb due to the harsh appearance.

Bhumi rubbed his wet lower lip, suddenly dropping his head on Shavara's shoulder. Shavara lost her footing due to the sudden movement but soon positioned herself.

The tiny hand was stretched out to rub the Sturdy back.

" I won't ask you to tell me, but whatever happens remember you're not alone."  Shavara said, Bhumi nodded.

" We treat your wounds first yuk." Instead of agreeing to Shavara Bhumi's invitation, he shook his head, submerging his head in the smooth white neck.

Bhumi sucks the soft-scented fragrance, he pulls on shavara's waist to make it stick more to him.

" I promise we'll hug again if your hands are treated. I'm pegel this." Shavara stroked her hair.

Don't want Bhumi to stay away." You really don't need a story?"

Shavara pulls Bhumi into the guest house, looking back a little. " Do you want a story?"

Bhumi let out a heavy sigh," I don't know this is so embarrassing." 

" Let's rate it later. Of course you're ready to tell."

Bhumi sits on the sofa where Shavara originally sat, while Shavara sits on the carpet between Bhumi and a table where a basin of warm water is available that was originally hot with her handkerchief and P3K box.

" You're prepared." He said with a small smile. It is undeniable that he feels overwhelmed.

" Yes, you were long in the dalem I joined so yes.gitu deh." Shavara rinsed the handkerchief.

" Well, where do I get hurt?"

" I heard clearly you kicked and smacked."  Shavara took that one big hand, her knuckles still spitting out a little blood.

Bhumi's stunned, "can you?" Be surprised.

" I can, my hearing is still normal."

Bhumi shook his head little," not that, but.ish must have his voice silencer disabled the same Eagle." Bhumi frowned slightly from the pain in his wound.

" Kok bang the False Eagle. Who is this apart?" Shavara painstakingly cleansed the wound.

" I, but the frequency with which he made to avoid his mother's talk kept urging him to seriously date."

Shavara nodded," bang a pretentious eagle special fuckboy." Shavara Cibir.

" You don't like him? He's a handsome man."

" Yes, but utilizing his fondness is what makes the ilfeel. In the past when he was in college, the Eagle bang often played to the house of many friends I fell because of the spread of charm."

" Bhumi chuckles, "typical she's so."

" How come I've never seen Bhumi play at home?"

" Emang almost never play I'm the same as Vishnu when college just ngurusin about going up the mountain aja."

" Oooh yeah, I remember. It's a hobby that I don't like."

" Why?"

" Yes afraid of anything. That's why Aa Vishnu did not call us at home who got scorned by mama. Sebel." Dumel Shavara remembers his mother's habit if his brother was hiking, it was called for him for Vishnu activities during college first.

Next they were caught in silence, for neither of them was typical of pleasantries.

Bhumi looked intensely at Shavara who slightly lowered his head in a solemn manner to treat his wounds while occasionally blowing on them.

" He's my father,..." Shavara raised her face to look at Bhumi.

" That middle-aged man was my real father." Shavara nodded small in response.

" 17 years ago she accused my mother of being pregnant with another man who was none other than my mother's best friend whom I used to call Uncle Fadlan, the man I knew well for taking the time to comfort my mother when my father was angry for no reason. I know it because the faithful times my mother met her were always with me."

" They've always met in the open, my father's been raving about that nice guy that I know now out of jealousy."

" He forced the uncle to leave my mother, and he agreed on the condition that my father would not hurt my mother."

" The promise of a promise, my father denied it, almost every day my father was angry and rebuked my mother, not infrequently it was because of trivial things, since he knew my mother was pregnant my sister physical violence began to be given to my mother.

" He accused my mother of cheating and adultery and called my mother a street, a bitch, and other abusive calls. Ironically three months later a young woman came in with her big belly claiming to be pregnant with the son of the bang-sat man." His words were full of anger.

" I beat the woman proud of her adultery until the temple bled by chance my father came home the woman whined by saying my mother did it. 

" Rather than being embarrassed or avoiding her affair being exposed, she slapped back and forth on the mother's cheek loudly regardless of the mother's cry for forgiveness. The slap stopped when I hit the big flower vase on his head until his head leaked bloody.

" The woman I recently found out was her secretary screaming in fear. As the man screamed in pain I took the opportunity to slap the woman while clutching her big belly. I blasphemed him as the old man insulted my mother.

" The little hand of the 10-year-old boy gallantly dragged the woman onto the porch, even I threw her expensive bag right in her face, there I threatened to help her and her baby if they ever came to this house again."

" After I finished treating the woman I immediately handled the old man who was still screaming in pain with his oath of absorption to my mother who failed to educate me. he really didn't he was in a state of shock mother sitting in the corner nine crying.that day was very messed up."

" Hearing his words, I who was studying pencak silat immediately raided his face and drove him away, even in the future helped by my friend, my friend, I brought all his clothes to his company and loudly announced the CEO's affair with his secretary to all his employees.

" My father was angry of course, but he realized that my hatred for him was so great that he shut his mouth. However we were so close before, so close I often prided her in front of my friends as a great person."

" The affair not only destroyed my mother, but ravaged the soul of a 10-year-old child." Bhumi said with a trembling voice, he wiped his countless tears how much was wasted during his story.

" When my mother gave birth, she immediately filed for divorce, the man tried to take custody of me with an alibi that my mother was not a good woman because she was pregnant out of wedlock, I was angry. In court I pleaded with the judge to let my mother be my guardian. I unraveled everything that happened all this time. He was shocked, he thought I would defend him, stupid thought.

" Thankfully the judge ruled that my mother was my guardian with her being allowed to meet me who I never wanted to do. Once I met him, but I met that woman, the woman he married was rebuking, and I took her expensive bag that I sold to Adnan's mother." The snub is bland at the end of the word.

" I hate him so much, I hate seductresses too.I hate women who thrust themselves on men." said Bhumi coldly.

Bhumi gently stroked Shavara's cheek, "Do you pity me?" Bhumi asked with a soft look.

Shavara. " Nobody is to be pitied."

" It's all embarrassing."

" I once abandoned my lecture to my grades of jeblog, Aa Vishnu was angry, as well as others. I even took a break during the semester just to help Aryo build his business.which is more embarrassing?" ask Shavara.

" I'm a good person, come from a good family, while I'm a broken home child."

" For a 10-year-old you're great, a little boy who can stand up for his mother. I'm proud of you." Shavara kissed the hand that was holding her cheek.

" Aren't you afraid of my tempramental?"

" You're angry, it's natural that he hurt your mother. If in that position Adit is 90% sure the result will be much more terrible than you do. She's a mental premonition that's been ingrained from scratch."

Bhumi chuckled, his thumb rubbing next to Shavara's lips." Thanks to me."

" Thank you for telling me" said Shavara softly.

Bhumi lowered his head to kiss at a glance at the beautiful lips, then slightly kissed it, on the follow-up*********.Peras Shavara replied to her lumas, saying, earth embraces Shavara taking her into her arms while changing her body more upright while bringing shavara together.

Bhumi sat Shavara on his lap without removing his pagutan, stroking his neck and pulling Shavara's nape closer.

The big hand pressed Shavara's head more freely to explore the inside of her mouth, stroking and squeezing the beautiful long sign.

Shavara poked her hands around Bhumi's neck, one hand pulling hair occasionally, the other stroking Bhumi's back, a civman's rhythm deepening and pressing. they feel their bodies bristling warmly with a tickling sensation of wanting more.

Bhumi pushes their bodies against each other with no distance as the lips continue to race to devour each other with li-dah wrapped around each other.

" Hmm.hmm...."

The blotting of the two bi-beer was getting more intense their eyes closed until their heads were alternating side tilts looking for a comfortable position and enjoying it only the sound of luma-tan and moans heard in the sunyinya night until another voice interrupts.

Kryuukk....