You Are What I Want
87. Charming.

During the trip from the hospital, the atmosphere in the car was silent, one hand held the steering wheel while the other hand held Shavara's hand while his thumb occasionally stroked the back of the hand.

Bhumi held himself back from breathing out in anger while his net saw Shavara's blank stare even though he was looking ahead.

" What's up?"

" huh? Why?" Shavara is confused.

" What's up?"

" Don't tell me there's nothing, I can see you think of something.something I don't like because it makes you unsightly." said Bhumi as Shavara opened her mouth to speak.

" Seriously there's nothing." It's obviously a lie. Doubt is created manifest in the speech plus Shavara's bead that swayed when he said it.

" Let's say I believe."

Back in the quiet atmosphere, now Shavara who occasionally looks at Bhumi who is silent a thousand languages.

Shavara finally could no longer act Baisa alone, she breathed a rough breath, when as intense as the memory she saw unintentionally earlier.

While waiting for the elevator, Shavara sees clearly the broken-hearted, disappointed, and angry look fused in Arleta's cry. And it managed to expel his thoughts.

" He loves you" Shavara said suddenly.

" Who?"

" Your student, Arleta."

Bhumi looks over, "So?"

" From his eyes I can see he's crazy about you."

" I love you." Bhumi replied.

" His rude attitude just now was as a shield, he really loves you. She's a good girl."

Bhumi grinned obliquely." If you think a woman who can sleep with just any man is good, then what do you call it? Who gave your virginity to your husband, who was Malia?" bhumi sarcasm.

" I'm being serious."

" I'm not kidding anymore either."

" He's still in high school, so there's no way..."

" Just because you're a virgin in High School you don't mean that anyone else is, you've been friends with Monik, right ask him when was the first time you had sex?"

Shavara shut up, she lost the conversation.

" But I see Arleta loves you." Shavara said

" Just get to the point. What do you mean you talk like me. You're not talking about things I didn't know before.

" Why don't you accept..."

Bhumi chuckled incisively," She opened her legs before me, offering herself to me. All my life I've had a really shitty story with a bad woman in terms of how much I could accept her?" there is anger in those words.

" At least you consider him."

" Lord Shavara, are you doing what I'm thinking?"

" And what is it?"

" You're thrusting your husband to another woman.that's all you have in common with me? Or indeed you're someone who can share a husband because of your kind nature who likes to share it."

Since yesterday's hard-earned incident I assured you that I was like you, after all, I am willing to print 4 all-out like a hyper just to grow your confidence if I still want you who always feel inferior because they feel dirty.

But now just because of the cry of a crazy boy, I actually found that you do not want to be the same as me. I feel banished, Shavara. I feel like you don't need me anymore after doing s3x stuff, and you're bored of me, so you get rid of me." Bhumi snapped, he was so angry and offended.

" A, don't overdo it. I said that because I was once let down, and I know exactly Arleta's heartache."

" If you knew, what would you do now?"

Bhumi took the slow lane, though,

stopped the car, then he got out by slamming the door. Shavara had to blink to her surprise.

Shavara cries in fear, this is the first time she has seen Bhumi angry at her. Shavara saw how Bhumi managed to catch his breath in his frustration and disappointment.

Bhumi got back in the car, Shavara hurriedly wiped his tears which still continued to decay down even though there was no sound of crying.

Without saying anything, Bhumi started the engine and drove off the car. Shavara did not dare to ask where they were going, Bhumi's aura was so creepy that they finally arrived at the villa.

Bhumi immediately opened the car door and took wide steps opening the villa door. Leaving Shavara still sitting in the car, Bhumi usually opens the door, but now turns to her.

walking quietly without spirit Shavara across the room was about to go straight into her room, on the doorstep she was amazed to see Bhumi stuffing her clothes into a suitcase.

" Where are you going?" shavara's voice was so weak and hoarse.

" We have this honeymoon, I want to go to the top to join the others.if you are up to go, go stay with Arleta is also up to me will not be banned." circus Bhumi.

Shavara was silent, she was flinching there with pain from the talk.

"A, I didn't mean to, I just asked you not to be too rude to him..."

Bhumi paused for a moment his activity, he stared intently at Shavara." Know what you are about him, you say so as if you know him well, today you ask this, tomorrow you ask me what? Huh huh? I'm not your shadaqah ojek. If you don't want to be with me anymore, say. With no drama I'll grant your request."

Shavara shook her head quickly, she was confused as to why it was so complicated. She panicked." A, Why go everywhere, I don't think so, sorry if I offended you, it's just.sorry." Looking at Bhumi's sharp-wielding gaze on her, Shavara stopped her speech.

" I hate him. That's enough you know, my morals forbid me to tell papain about what he's done to me to disgust him."

Bhumi closed the suitcase, and locked it, "When you want to come with me, I give you 15 minutes to pack, or I leave you here."

Shavara was flabbergasted, she did not expect Bhumi to be able to be rude to her. So, as quickly as possible Shavara moved after Bhumi left the room.

" Fuck, about. Why is it so messed up." furious Bhumi while hitting the steering wheel.

Drrtt....

Without thinking Bhumi replied to the message from Arleta, it sounded sadistic indeed, but he was really fed up with this protege.

" I don't care if you die today, my biggest regret is to ever help you!"

Bhumi shut down the chat app and threw his phone in the back seat to coincide with Shavara's arrival. Then Bhumi starts the car engine and runs it away from the villa.

Elsewhere, Arleta cried roaring sitting in the park near the hospital while hitting her chest hard. It's very painful.

At first his face when Bhumi replied to his message, he hoped this was the green light for him after all this time he had always been ignored, but it was only for a moment, the contents of the message were too cruel for him.

" NO..MAS DEWA'S..I WANT KAMUUUU...huuhu...hiks..ku please understand my desire.ku please...." lirihnya full of pain in the middle of the night, in a foreign city.

His hands were drenched in blood coming from the cutter squeezed with his hands after he read the reply to the message, a custom that only Gods knew.

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Almost two o'clock in the morning Bhumi's car finally arrived at the villa he had rented to welcome the new year with his extended family.

Again, without waiting for Shavara, Bhumi entered the villa which Edo had welcomed.

Bhumi reflexively stops in order not to get close to the man he hates the most.

" Here you come, Mum?"

Bhumi without answering continued to step inside the villa.

Edo sighed harshly, he willingly endured his sleepiness to welcome the arrival of his son from Vishnu who was called Bhumi hoping to speak even if he had a word broken, but there was no talk, just respond no.

Feeling that something was incomplete, Edo searched around, and he breathed a sigh of relief mixed with worry to see the face of the damp Shavara who just got out of the car, and excitedly closed the door of his car.

" Hey, honey. You why? Crying out? Did God hurt you?" Edo walked up to Shavara who with his small steps climbed the terrace stairs.

Hearing Edo's question, Shavara cried loudly, her heart so sickly was ignored by her husband during the trip. Her cries that she intentionally tightened as a mode of attention did not get a reciprocal response.it managed to cut Shavara's heart.

" Oo.mmm.I'm sorry I hurt Aa Bhum, but by god I don't mean that I just don't want Aa Bhumi to hurt anyone..."

" You guys are fighting?"

Shavara nodded, but a second later shook her head, but then nodded and continued so for the next minute.

As Edo walked eroding distance, he hugged his son-in-law, channeling the love and affection of a father to his.

Shavara let him go, he did not want a hug from a father, but the affection of the father-son was invisible to someone standing in the doorway staring at them so fiercely.

" What are you two doing? how outrageous!" hiss Bhumi.

" So is this the real reason you wanted me to be with Arleta, so you could be with this old dog4an?"

" A.a..."

" God."

Shavara and Edo broke away shocked at the slander

" Keep your talk, God."

" No, after the disgusting thing he told me, I think my words were very logical."

" So, are you guys cheating behind my back?"

" DORINEL..."

BUGH....

Edo hit Bhumi's face until the tip of his lip was bitten. Bhumi rubbed the wound as if the area near his cheek.

" You're outrageous she's papa's ghost. There's no way papa's teasing her."

" Why not, you're leaving mom for a younger woman, so it's possible that you now want her, your daughter-in-law."

Edo widens his eyes, he. spechhless.

" Aa, your words are cruel."

" And you think I'm the only one who's bad and you're not?"

Shavara is shocked by what happened, and she never once imagined Bhumi could hurt her.

" I'm sorry, you didn't make my apology."

" Because I was so disappointed in you, during the trip I wondered what caused you to be so presumptuous as to tell me to be kind to her this turned out to be." Bhumi smiled smirk, his eyes looking tired and full of disappointment.

There was one tear drop that finally fell from Bhumi's red eyes which she immediately caressed.

" I've been made to give you a lot of surprises, baby. Go, I give yourself up for her." Bhumi's voice trembled, so stifling a soul.

" I'm just here to say that I sleep in my room let me outside, but I don't think it's necessary because you've got other warmth."

" Oh my god, God. You will regret saying so sharp." hardik Edo gregetan.

" Not more cruel than what he said. He told me to accept the good people who almost destroyed me, insulted me, and humiliated me. If there was no law in this country, I would have vanished that little boy from a long time ago. but now my own wife, without discussing with me pushed me close to the rancid teenager using her chin Bhumi pointed at Shavara.

" God, Vara is sad because of you but you are accusing her of not being."

Bhumi, who had been wrapped around a lot of problems in his head, passed from the porch, he accidentally bent his shoulders on Shavara who grimaced in pain.

Bhumi sat in front of the wheel under the puzzled gaze of Edo, and the sayu of Shavara.

Bhumi then steers so that the car can be issued villa.

" Want to Kana you, A." asked Shavara worriedly, he went down the stairs.

" Let's find Arleta, ready to know she can warm me in this freezing weather.

Shavara's steps stopped, she was shocked to hear those words, "A, am I being so outrageous?" shavara murmur.