You Are What I Want
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" Besides me, Mas has another sister, right? The son that the father acknowledged, the son that the father loved." lirih Dusk with wet eyes pitted clear circles even though his face was flat and his eyes were blank.

From her stiffening body language Dusk understood if her brother was shocked he knew about Bian.

Bian looked at the muddled confused as to where Dusk knew about him. The glaring gaze of Dusk cut Bian's heart.

" Yes..."

" We're talking in a more private place, how?" sela Adnan cut Biyan's words.

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Here they are, in Bhumi's private room. Dusk and Bian were seated on a long sofa, in front of Bhumi who was sitting on a single sofa while the others were sitting scattered, Even Aditya and the friends of Lesehan on the floor.

" When did Adek know?" Ask Bhumi carefully.

" Sovernight someone gave a video of Mas angry, in which there is a confession of Bian's brother as Mas's sister to his friends."

In Bian's heart groaned about his carelessness, he forgot many visitors when the event happened.

" Why don't you call me?"

" Fear, shock, shock. Mix up. Don't interrogate Enja, it's Enja who should ask for an explanation." The twilight protest slightly raised the intonation of his voice.

" That's right, I'm God's brother. The son of the actor." said Bian frontal insulting his mother who he hated.

 "Bian, watch your words." Bhumi's Sweat.

" What I said wasn't wrong, my mother was an actor, and I hate that fact. Sorry, personally I'm sorry for making Dusk sad."

" When did Mas know Bian's brother Mas?"

Bian held back the tightness as Dusk ignored his words.

" From the beginning I entered here, I entered here after I cleared my status and got sorry, Lord." Bian who answered precedes Bhumi.

Bian did not want the uncomfortable atmosphere to get more dissolved, he was not ready to have to keep his distance from the family that welcomed him warm.

" Bian, Dusk asked me not to you." Bhumi does not like the direction of Bian's follow-up talks.

" Why would you forgive? I hate your mom and dad so much why can I forgive you who I should hate?"

" Deck..."

" Because I'm not father's biological son, I'm another man's son." Bhumi closed his eyes, he was twitching his temple because of the mumet of Bian's candor.

Biyan's words surprised everyone, his friends looked at him confused, because this is not what Biyan said last night.

Adnan looked at the concerned Bhumi who looked grim and wrong.

The most shocked is Dusk, Not to be surprised to know Bian as his brother is missing, he who just knew if one of his brother's students is his brother, but now the fact of other things adds to his mental shock.

Bhumi grimaced at the dumb look of his sister, Bhumi moved to the side of the Dusk, he rubbed the back of his hand.

 " Deck, don't do this, just slow down. I'll tell you what Adek wants to know."

The twilight Eyes came back crying, however," Hahahhahaha..." It's the father's karma, the father who accuses Adek of not being his son but of taking care of another man's son,.. HAHAHAHHAHA..hiks..." Dusk covered his face with both hands to dampen his pill stuffing.

 " I'm his biological son, but he's ignorant, yet he loves the same son who's not from his seed, Mas. I'm hurt, I envy my friend who gets my father's affection, I have a father but I can't feel his affection. Do you know my disappointment? I know I always ask why this happened to me? I always say god is unfair, I don't know anything, but I'm the one with the heartache, the one with the pain, I'm heartbroken."

Bhumi hugged Dusk tightly which in his arms shook violently while hitting Bhumi's chest.

" There is Mas, right deck. What is less affection? Not to mention the affection of the Adnan bang, and the Eagle bang. Is it still lacking for Adek?"

Dusk shook his head," but still different Mas, I also want to get the role of a father figure. Why don't you admit to Enja but she can love Brother Bian."

" I didn't know I wasn't his, my mother hid this fact from me." Bian's raspy.

Dusk took off Bhumi's embrace, "What is your purpose in approaching my Mas? Do you want to take him away from me?"

 Biyan shook her head quickly, "not at all, I just felt guilty. I want to make amends for my mother, I want to love you as my sister."

" Bullshit, your mother could have another child."

" I can't, my mother's uterus has a problem and has to be removed."

" Thank God, that's the actor's reply." Blasphemy Dusk, Bian nodded in agreement.

" Deck... Don't be so."

" It's okay, God, it's true. I agree with the Twilight Speech."

" Bian don't play at home anymore."

" Can't do it, Ja. I want to serve my mother."

" You have your own mother, why my mother?"

"........."

" Because of guilt?" Bian shakes.

" Because from Rianti's mother I get mother's affection. If you miss your father's affection, I miss both of them. You're wrong if you think I got my father's affection, from my childhood Dad always kept his distance from me, maybe he felt guilty for you? I don't know. The point is I want to knit family with you and Mr. God because I've never gotten it from my family." Biyan's sad speech was contagious to the others, they could feel Biyan's loneliness. 

Devgan stared intensely at Bian, as Bian looked at him he replied with an encouraging smile.

" Deck, can you take Brother Bian?" Ask Bhumi slowly.

Dusk shook his head, Biyman's countenance scowled grimly.

" What happened is not the fault of Brother Bian, he also loves you, you must feel it, he will often defend you if someone disturbs you."

Twilight was shocked," Mas knew that?"

"Mas is always watching you, Mas is always watching the sisters, Mas."

Bian immediately cried bitterly, he felt overwhelmed, he could no longer hold back the cry he had endured since in the canteen.

" Huhuhu..Ja, I'm sorry.don't hate me..hiks..." Rengek Biyan impressed spoiled and seduced.

His friends even saw him with amused mimicry lead to disgust.

" Napa's a crying brother, I should have been. You crybaby." The twilight moved as it stomped its feet out of Bhumi's room.

Bhumi wants to follow, but Erlangga is arrested, "let me be with Adnan aja who takes care of him, Lo diemin this one crybaby."

" Thanks bro." 

" I'm like anybody." Adnan patted Bhumi on the shoulder before the two followed Dusk.

Five minutes Bian was still crying, now his friends are staring at him.

" Yan, he cried. Like Lo's girl, ain't shy about Lo's hair." Said Leo.

" I don't know my sadness."

" I know, but don't cry this way too many times." Now Devgan is scornful.

" What if you hate me?".

" No matter what, let's talk. He was bribed Sempol 20 thousand also better." 

Pletoks...

" Ouch... This hurts sir."

Bhumi throws a pen right at Ajis' forehead.

" You think my sister's a SD kid?"

" Hid the father did not know his brother's taste more than a boy's kindergarten." 

" Here I let Bian cry as much as he, I again grumble, I keep posting the brawler champion turned out to be hearty hello Kitty." Said Aditya who was directing his cellphone camera at Aditya.

Bian immediately stopped crying, he looked towards Aditya who was focusing on recording himself.

 " S3tan, the Panjul. Stop not snarling me." Jerky Bian.

 "No, I'm selling the whiny look of my Lo auto sultan."

" grand ..." Tegur Shavara's.

" Silent, tea. If there's a lot of cuan I give half to teteh."

" Anj...."

" Myan." Tegur Bhumi's.

" I'm sorry, but he's a bang." Bian flailing his hand was about to grab the phone but Aditya kept it away.

Aditya stood up and ran out, "want me one day to the other." Say it before closing the door.

" Oh yes, this boy...." Bian follows Aditya, followed by Devgan and Leo.

There's three of them in a room that's now quiet," I'm going to college, bro. Do you think I'm staying?" Ask Vishnu.

" It's okay, sorry Lo saw the unaccountable."

" Look down, I'm not disturbed. If you want, you can talk to me."

Bhumi nodded, "thank you for the offer, I'll take it one day."

" Dek, you want to go to college bereng?".

Shavara shook her head, "no, Adek take the bike."

" Well then Aa go first." 

" Yes." Yeah."

When Vishnu opened the door Bhumi interjected," Nu, I pinjem Shavara first huh?" Vishnu sees the need of friends in Bhumi's eyes.

Vishnu nodded." Don't take it anymore." Insinuations.

Bhumi smiled clumsyly at that, "no way, last night I needed a shava."

" Men always need women, Bhum." Vishnu stared inside Bhumi.

" And I need Lo's sister." Bhumi replied undaunted.

" Lo love her?"

" I love him."

 " Since?"

" I've been interested in him since first sight."

" Promise won't hurt him?"

" Didn't make him cry not promise, the girl's gun cry if already angry, but I'm sure I will not cheat or cheat him. Hold my word." Reply Bhumi who knows the concerns of Vishnu.

" Look after him, he's very valuable to us."

" He is precious to me too, I love him very much."

Shavara who became the object of their conversation was upset was considered non-existent." Hello, hey, I'm here. What else are you talking about here" Shavara waved her hand.

The two chuckled at Shavara's annoyance.

" I'm pulling it." Vishnu closed the door without waiting for Bhumi's answer.

" I'm going too. Everything is done, like."

Bhumi went to the door, locked the door and put the key in his pants pocket.

" Not yet, I want to hug you first." Bhumi pulled Shavara who was sitting in a corner chair towards the long sofa.

Shavara presses Bhumi's chest to keep herself from falling on the chest of the field.

" It's my hard day, baby." Bhumi pushed his face up to Shavara's neck.

" I'm concerned about that. Why not story. Brother, ticklish." Shavara distanced her neck which Bhumi held by holding her nape.

" Hmm, I can't. This morning was a mess." Bhumi pulls Shavara to stick more to him.

Shavara giggled with her hand still holding on to Bhumi's chest, another hand Bhumi had already stroked Shavara's back.

" It's just that, with Mama going down the mountain."

Bhumi chuckled," Aunt Fena's damage was indeed unmatched. Honey, don't you just fuckin' ya." Bhumi took Shavara's hand from her chest and placed it on her thigh.

" Hold this one."

" That you're moaning again." Bhumi raised his face to look at Shavara's face, he put on a shocked face there.

" You know a thigh stroke can make you moan?"

Shavara knew she was being teased, so she hit Bhumi's thigh pretty hard.

" I've never done it before, but I'm not an innocent kid." Dumbling.

Bhumi chuckled and peeked at the palm a little sensually licking it, Shavara glared, "So his theory already knows just how to practice it. Want to practice directly?" The hand that was originally holding Shavara's hand is now back on her back, rubbing the bottom smooth near the hips.

Shavara flutter, she is overwhelmed not knowing how to respond because this is new to her."kak..heuhh." a heavy voice with a little moan luring Bhumi.

Bhumi clings more and more to Shavara's body on her, until the edge of her thigh Shavara rises to the center of her lap." Baby.don't groan, I want you to be." He said where his lips had touched Shavara's skin.

" Kakh.ta.but this.hmmph..." Bhumi's lips cut out Shavara's lips.

The pagutan is soft, Bhumi wants to channel her feelings of affection to her girl. Shavara's lips half-heartedly replied to her.

" Hemmmph, don't reply to me dear. It's safe here. Now give me back like last night." Bhumi's whisperings are interrupted by his lumas.

Shavara responded by putting her hands together against Bhumi's head, squeezing Bhumi's hair as she intensely****** it.

 " Hmmphh.hmmph..." The strangeness of two people who are getting closer their bodies like fused. Even Shavara was already sitting on the lap of Bhumi who fixed her seat facing forward as it lifted Shavara's body up on her thigh.

" Ehmm..." The sound of smirking and moaning against each other, fearing that Shavara's blur would end the ci-uman with a breath of breath.

Bhumi rubbed the suliva around Shavara's lips under her eyes." Though every far from you I have the determination to make yourself so that you do not think bad again like me, but everything is lost if you are near me."

Shavara inched down sitting next to Bhumi a little distance." How distant?" bhumi Protest.

" Don't be lebay. I am also confused about why I want to be with you. Four years the same Aryo boro-boro wants to be dicivm hugged aja also I was uncomfortable."

Bhumi felt his chest soar, "I feel proud of him."

" We can't be alone in one room."

" His libido is taking over." Bhumi Goda.

A red squirt appears on Shavara's cheek." Ck, no need to talk about it either."

" Bhumi's happy to see it." Hehehehe..can you again?"

Plaque...

Shavara hits Bhumi's upper arm.

" It hurts."

" Can't it lead there mulu?"

" It's hard, I really try not to go there but want to go there mulu."

" Are you really just dating me?"

" If the SMA period is not counted, because it is also not using the feel. This is the first."

" But you're a pro, I'm a doubt for you."

" I also don't know why I love touching you. In the past if there were a girl deketin both blatant and ngode that I never interest, just look at you me.kayak magnet aja so, this feeling really hit me really. Bhumi plays Shavara's finger slightly squeezing.

Shavara stood up and picked up the bag on the chair." I'm horrified, I'm leaving first huh?

" How horrified?"

" Yes, you seem to want to eat me. I'm horrified."

" I'm sorry, but that's undeniable."

" Yes I'm gone."

Bhumi went to his desk, wearing his leather jacket.

" To the college?" Shavara.

" To warungkita, I made a pact with Mira and the others they want to know what happened. And since I was here I don't know anything just looking at the drama from earlier." Rambut Shavara.

" I'm anter."

" I'm taking the bike."

" Let Adit take her home, I send her the same message first." Bhumi is busy with his phone.

" Aren't you teaching?"

" Free, today's atmosphere is not conducive to ***. The students didn't go straight home because Adit bought them."

" Ooh that's it."

Bhumi stuck up his backpack," Btw, can you just stick with them?"

" I'm the same time Mira was close never realized that Monika distanced us."

" How do you feel about Monika?"

Shavara breathed a heavy sigh." Huh, very disappointed for sure, if he really likes the same Aryo why not say, I was willing to give up. He used to compete first when I wanted to back down."

Bhumi stared at Shavara's look, grateful that her girl was no longer moody when talking about this sensitive matter.

They came out of the teacher's office glimpsed by some of the remaining teachers." Mr. God."  Siena blocked their path.

" Shytt." Gerrutu Bhumi's.

" What's wrong, Mom?"

" Can you go home?"

" I'm sorry, I can't."

" A. To..."

Tok.dok...

On the doorstep Aditya and Ajis stood.

" Sister, where's the key?"

" Eeeh.kayaknya..." Shavara glanced doubtfully at Bhumi.

Bhumi took Shavara's Sling bag and then did not hesitate to reach out for the keys of the bike, he did not want Shavara to cancel the trip with him just because Siena.

" It's." Bhumi gives Aditya an angry bird's head bobble key.

" Yes.but..."

" Why?" Ask Aditya.

"This is Miss Siena, what's the way?" Aditya slightly shifted Siena's body to retrieve the key.

" I'm sorry Mom, we can't go home with this beautiful girl."

" Mom didn't ask for nebeng but was rejected every day too."

" She..." Shavara was surprised her sister could not be that polite.

" You don't have manners." - Siena.

" Dh, playing victim. Mother who has no manners. I already know Mr. Dewa does not like mother deketin, but mother every day ngeribetin pak Dewa mulu. It's disturbing to know, ma'am."

" She..."

" are you ready, Lord?" Siena asked cynically to Shavara.

 " Eh..me...."

" Come, let's go get scared to the hustle and bustle for lunch." Bhumi pushed Shavara's back slowly leaving the office.

" Mister Dewa .." call Siena a fast that Bhumi does not ignore.

Some teachers applauded Bhumi, not a few of them dislike Siena's blatant attitude in pursuing Bhumi, uncomfortable, this school environment.

" Sister..."

" Don't start caving in, she's the girl I told the teacher who likes me. I don't like him, I like you."

Pluks..

For the sake of hiding his wrong behavior Shavara hit the stomach.

" Why hit?"

" But it doesn't have to be that obvious."

" He himself embarrassed himself. Every day, every day that he nagged me."

In the motor park a lot of students are getting ready to go home" sir, that's a physics mom-to-be?" Ask one student who was sitting on a motorcycle with his friends 

" God willing, pray yes .who will pray his prayer to be granted."

" AMIINNNN." Answer them excitedly.

" Ck, you are..." Shavara glances towards the gate.

" Dear, where are you going? Wait for." Bhumi shouted deliberately which invited some disciples to stop paying attention to him

" Wait ahead." Ketus Shavara's.

" Cie .cie ..dang..."

" Mbeb, wait for Brother. Brother buy a crab first." 

" Jeek.yea...."

The temptation becomes more, Shavara accelerates his steps while looking down while Bhumi chuckles at enjoying it while taking his bike out of the parking row.

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By using the telephone Rianti house many times call Dusk which was not lifted until finally the operator who answered.

Somehow when he watched the television Dusk suddenly borrowed his phone on the grounds of not having a quota that has not been returned.

When this morning even Dusk did not make breakfast, calling Bhumi, his eldest son said he was staying at the apartment.

Not wanting to think about where Rianti decided to take care of the plants that he had been healing since the toughest ordeal that destroyed his household hut.

Rianti occasionally pluck weeds around the flowers that damage the beauty of the garden. Too focused on plants Rianti did not realize when the fence of the house opened someone.

" Ruetti." Hearing the heavy sound that had long disappeared from the circulation of his life the hand of Rianti who was holding the crop scissors stopped moving on the dry branch that was about to be cut...