
the most difficult thing in life is a
self-defeating
~The hardest thing in life is to beat yourself
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*astaga shinta... What are you doing?* shinta's mind when realizing her stupidity, maybe she stopped in the middle of the road when it was like this, right? shame there will be
"don't don't say if you're a person" said the woman who did not accept
"i don't think so, do I?" said shinta asking for help reyhan and who was asked for help was just silent because honestly he was still shocked by the words shinta just now
"yes, right? I'm your wife, right?" said shinta again while pressing her words and gave a sharp look as code because reyhan was just silent from earlier
"yes, she's my wife" said reyhan when he saw Shinta's gaze and placed his hand on Shinta's shoulder
"how did mbak? satisfied?" shinta asked with her sly smile
"it's impossible that you're his wife, little brother.it's your mother?" asked the woman to the schoolgirl, while the one asked only silently did not respond because he was still focused on eating his ice cream
"answer the dong deck" said the woman again holding while shaking the hand of the sisil, and
3..2..1
"huwaaa. motheraa" a sly cry broke out instantly as she touched another unknown person
"already, mbak mengdingan find another seat deh" said shinta worried when looking at the crying sisil
"ck" annoyed the woman as he went past the presence of the shinta
after the woman really left, Shinta immediately brushed off the hand of reyhan who was still hanging on his shoulder, then sat beside the sisil
"this is the same aunt" said Shinta then brought the child who was still crying to sit on his lap
"salis darling.already yes do not cry" said shinta calms the sisil by patting her soft back until her crying subsides
"hiks, the person was disturbing the sisil" said sisil with his sobs, reyhan who saw him also sat in the sisil chair that was beside shinta
"beautiful children should not cry" said Reyhan with the hands that came patting the back of the sisil who was still sitting on the lap of shinta
"already yes, do not cry my beautiful dong" said shinta while removing tears sisil
because the devil is crying, so they are currently the center of attention of people who are in the ice cream shop and think that shinta also reyhan it's one family like parents who are working together to calm their children, and they thought it was a very sweet sight: v
"sicil ice cream is still a lot, want to eat again?" shinta asked when the schoolgirl had calmed down but was still sitting on her lap
"want to bribe?" tanya reyhan who is possessed by sisil
"okay, this is aaa" said Reyhan told the schoolgirl to open her mouth, and who was told to just obey
"smart kid" said shinta as she stroked the sisil's head
"his wife wants to be bribed too?" reyhan asked teasing shinta when her matcha ice cream had not been touched at all
"what wife? no thanks" replied shinta pura forgot about the incident while eating ice cream
"pretend to forget, but were you jealous?" guess reyhan with hands still feeding sisil
"answer dong" urged reyhan when shinta ignored him at all
feeling unconcerned, Reyhan then took a spoonful of ice cream from Shinta's hand
"aaa my ice cream sister" said shinta when the ice cream on her spoon did not make it into her own mouth, but instead went into the mouth of reyhan
"that's my ex" said shinta
"do I care?" reyhan asked relaxed
"ishh, whatever" Shinta replied as she pursed her lips
"answer my question first" urged Reyhan
"what if I'm jealous? can't you?" ask shinya who was upset considering the incident earlier
*first time ngaku jealous*inner reyhan who is of course happy
"wahh this is the first time the first lady ngaku if jealous" said reyhan who actually teased shinta
"what kind of country?" ask shinta wonder
"mother country in my heart" said Reyhan who was why arrived good at oomph
"combal" shinta's lips
"hahahha, but later the woman became misunderstood dong" seduced reyhan
"biarin, misunderstanding or not also no effect right" replied shinta like reyhan earlier
"well, marry yuk" asked reyhan
"what? marriage?" tanya shinya was shocked by the already flushed face
"yes married, let's be a real husband and wife.lagian why are you surprised so anyway?" reyhan replied lightly when he saw the face of Shinta who was like a boiled crab
"yes. anyways you do not get married lightly like buying fried food" said shinta
"hahaha, so how? want no?" tanya Reyhan who is now very fond of teasing shinta
"au ah dark" replied shinta
"aunty, what's married?" ask the sisil who is still sitting on the lap of shinta, so he automatically hears all the chatter shinta earlier
*astaga, I forgot that sisil was sitting on my lap*shinta's mind shook her head
"you're the big brother" said shinta blaming reyhan
"his name is also a small child, surely his curiosity is high" said Reyhan lightly
"do you want to help me answer? please help" asked shinta
"just you, surely you are much more understanding" replied Reyhan because he himself was also confused to explain what to the beautiful boy next to him
huftt, shinta exhaled before explaining to sisil
"emm.. What do the students know about marriage?" tanya Shinta tries to explore the sisil thinking about marriage so that she can explain it with language that is easy for students to understand, because the thinking of adults with children of the same age must be different, right?
"the promise to play with the trus share supplies, like the same schoolgirls in school" replied the schoolgirl with her innocence
"oh.. You know how to get married like that?" shinta asked, while her brain was thinking about how to explain
"yes aunt" replied the sisil while nodding
"nah.sama with the sisil said earlier, if marriage is a promise as well as a deal, just like a child promises her same, but the promise is not just one day or it will hopefully be so dear" said shinta trying to explain by giving a short pause so that the students can respond to it
"trus tan?" ask the sisil who listened from earlier
"his promise is different from the baby's, because the wedding promise will be kept for life until the grandparents and death that separates" explained shinta
"kayak mbah uti sama mbah kakung?" sisil asked while looking at shinta
"yes" Shinta replied with a smile because the students understood her explanation earlier
*i am amazed by you who are good at giving understanding to young children*inner reyhan amazed
"you pinter give an explanation to a child yes" said reyhan who listened to the explanation of the shinta from earlier
"yes forced because of you" said Shinta, which of course was just kidding
"hahaha, sorry" said reyhan
skippers
after eating the ice cream earlier, they decided to go straight home because the child had overslept
"did I call my mom? because mama can always nasehatin me" said Shinta who was contemplating on the balcony of her room
π: "assalamu'alaikum ma, sorry shinta phone night gini" said shinta when the phone was connected with mama riana
π: "waalaikumsalam, it's not the night baby, what do you want to talk about?" ask mama riana who has memorized the behavior of shinta
π: "it.kayak his shinta has fallen in love deh ma" said shinya doubtful
crick
π: "ma, mama still shinta?" shinta asked when she didn't hear any sound
π: "eh mama is still horrified, it was just a shock" replied mama riana
π: "now shinta should how ma? shinta said it because she promised you, right?" tanya shinta asked for an opinion
π: "are you sure you're in love?" ask mama riana
π: "shinta's heart gets hotter when she squirms she is deketin with other women ma" replied shinta honestly, while the one invited to chat has been as comfortable as his own smile from earlier
π: "that's the name of jealous darling" said mama riana
π: "shinta also tau ma" said shinta
π: "mommy knows you're still scared, right?" ask mama riana
π: "iya ma" replied shinta lethargic
π: "tomorrow mama home, we meet ya" asked mama riana
π: "mama's really coming home tomorrow?" ask shinta enthusiastically
π: "yes dear" replied mama riana
π: "not because of shinta right?" shinta's search
π: "No, tomorrow we talk both about this matter" replied mama riana softly
π: "yes ma, thank you ma" said shinta
π: "equally dear, already yes now you sleep, not good girls sleep last night" said mama riana
π: "iya ma, assalamu'alaikum" shinta said before hanging up
π: "waalaikumsalam" replied mama riana
shinta then looked up at the star in the sky that looked so beautiful
*in the end I will still experience this feeling now, and the fact is I can't avoid defeating my own feelings* the inner shinta begins to realize that she cannot lie to her own feelings, even though her mouth says no, but her heart and body say yes
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