You are One Only!
161. I can't believe it
In the afternoon, the new aide returned from the police station, before going to the orphanage he came home briefly to pick up clothes belonging to his sister, because of course Shinta would not want to stay in his home
"Where are?" Ask bi Asti when preparing food at the dining table
"Nganterin bi clothes, oh yes. his food is wrapped, later I have dinner there" replied the aide to remember the Asti bi who has cooked but mutadzir if not eaten.
After Maghrib, he returned to the orphanage after his aunt and father Didi came home
"Assalamualaikum" said the aide when he entered the parlour after parking his car in the yard
"Goddessalam..." Shinta answered, while the other children are learning to teach now
"Your clothes" said the aide to hand over the suitcase
"Here are you packing yourself?" Shinta asked in surprise when she said there were personal assets
"No, it's a dress that was packed aunty at the beginning of the marriage" replied the aide who understood where the talk of his sister
Shinta just nodded her head, hearing the word marriage made her think of a problem that until now had no end
"This is food from aunty as well as loh kak. later can be eaten with children" said the aide pointed to a fairly large side dish box.
"Alhamdulillah if so, until in thanks to aunt" said Shinta smiled
He then walked up the stairs, where the orphanage had two floors, the first floor for the living room, study hall, kitchen, and children's bedroom
While the second floor there are several adult rooms for the caretaker, the office of the head of the home, and the room where the storage of groceries or monthly kitchen stock
"It's put here, brother?" Ask the adjutant to put the suitcase in the corner of the room
"Yes, there's no papa" replied Shinta nodding her head
"And this pregnant milk is the same vitamin as prescribed by doctor Elin" said the aide following her sister to sit on the edge of the bed, and handed her a plastic bag
"Elin's? then she knows I'm pregnant?" Tanya Shinta received the package
"You know, you can't take any drugs or vitamins without a prescription from Dr. Elin, and I don't want to take any risks that will cause you, so I ngabarin doctor Elin first before buying, he also survived nitip and hopefully the baby is healthy aja" said aide explained at length
"Amin.. later I will tell Elin myself" Shinta said, confirming Elin's prayer
"Sister, aren't you tired?" Ask the adjutant starting his serious tone
"Capek why?" Shinta asked back with her furrowing brows
"Silver can not take drugs carelessly, some drugs from doctor Elin has been drinking from the first and gradually to reduce, to reduce, when you only need to take vitamins and now when you are pregnant all those colorful pills must be added again, there is not one day you without that little thing brother" Said the adjutant without mentioning the sedative that her sister was using, because she knew that Reyhan had already thrown away all the sedatives except vitamins
"Are you not tired?" Nya
"Yes, fatigue is always there, but you are only sure that everything you are now living will have a happy ending" replied Shinta
He believed that if there were no coincidences in this world, there would be a time and a turn, and that it was a fate that had been set by the almighty
Including the problems that are hitting it, this is not their will, but destiny and the will above is what gives a household ordeal
"So, too, sis, but...."
"Huaa" Han arrived at Shinta's room crying and hiccupping.
"Lohs... Han why? kok cry? here is the same aunt" said Shinta spread her arms so that the boy was comfortable in the deck.
"Huaaa... " Continue with some Han-age children coming into the room, while Shinta and the adjutant are still confused, why this child is crying now
"Han why cry? let's say same aunt" said Shinta cupped the cheek padlocks, but Han actually cried louder by shaking his head until wet his hijab
"Why are you crying, baby? here say the same om" said the adjutant pulled the child whose number is three people Han's age to get closer to her
"Yes, now is the time to study, right? how crying?" Ask Shinta as gently as possible
"Hua.hiks, said the teacher's mother earlier that heaven is under the soles of the mother's feet" said one of the children with his sobs
"True dear" Shinta said confirming the question just now, she knew that after Maghrib there was indeed their teacher who came to study with children in the hall
"Huaaa... " They're crying is getting louder after hearing the answer
"Loh... Why are you crying? same story aunty dong why do you guys cry gini?" Said Shinta, even her hijab had been exposed to snot from Han
"Yes, this handsome and beautiful child why cry?" Ask the adjutant scratching his head which is not itchy
"Huaa, we don't have a mother, we don't have heaven dong, hix"
"Means we should stay in hell later, huaaaa"
Okay, Shinta and aides understand now, maybe today's learning materials about filial piety, so they're up to this nasty cry
*Truly it is the parents who throw you away*Inward adjutant pity and hate on people who are not responsible, want to feel good even do not want the results
"Shhhh..." Shinta put her index finger on her lips until the children's cries subside "Who said you don't have a mother?" Ask her
"Hiks.kana we do not have a mother" replied one of the girls who is still hiccuping.
"You have a dear mother, there is a mother's home, the other caretaker's mother's trus is also your mother's mother's work is also cooked to eat her children, her children's work is also cooked, meaning that Rati's chef is also your dear mother" Shinta said explaining as their tranquilizer
"Tlus why was mommy gulu saying that heaven was on the soles of mom's feet?" Han asked looked up at the two-bodied woman, those innocent eyes watering and gnawing as if to know everything
"That is to say, Han same temen must be the same manners everyone, let alone older people" replied Shinta stroking the hair of all children one by one
"Well..right child, his paradise God belongs to a good person, whether his morals or manners, both in worship as well" said the aide chimed in
"Yes, what if you want paradise?" Shinta asked the children
"So aunty good boy" answered them compactly with each other's smiles, it turns out small quite responsive also this child's child
"Ahlaqul kalimah is that aunty?" Tanya Han discusses the akhlaqul karimah that is always taught when learning
"Yes akhlaqul karimah, you must be a good child, good manners are the same as everyone" Shinta replied smiling
"Will be able to stay in aunt's paradise?"
"Living in his paradise Alloh that word is so good?"
"Yes, Allah's paradise is the most beautiful, dear..." Shinta replied
"Ashik... can stay in heaven" said one of the children with his excitement and jump.
Shinta smiled, the happiness of children is very simple, in contrast to ordinary people who want a lot, just like him
"Udah ya. let's go down pray isya' trus dinner" Invite the aide because the mother of the home has stood up and listened to their conversation.
"Okay om" replied one of the children and took the others out of the room
"Wouldn't you come down?" Shinta asked Karrena the boy was still in her arms
Han shook his head in response, he just wanted to be with Shinta now
"Thank you neng, have given understanding to children, I was shocked to arrive they came out of the hall" said the home mom
"Same ma'am, they are still small and things like this are also natural" replied Shinta remembering Sisil who also asked a lot about whatever new things he heard or saw
"Wouldn't you come down?" Tanya maam trying to reach the boy, but still Han even more glued his feet exactly lizard nomplok
"Wouldn't... Han wants his tulun with auntie" Rejected her with a loud voice
"Eits... was he said to have the nature of akhlaqul karimah? how do you yell?" Shinta reminded and pulled slowly the boy's nose
"Sorry buk, Han wants tulun with aunt" said Han clenched his two tiny hands
"Yes in sorry, but must be a good child yes" said the home mom smiling
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After praying Isya' congregated, only the children ate dinner in the caretaker followed the other of course his
Getting used to praying before eating is mandatory, and silence while eating is also always applied because it is an ethic at the dinner table
"The fine aunt eats buanyak, so it doesn't hurt" Han said as he held his spoon
"Han also has to eat a lot, so that it gets big fast" said Shinta who sat next to the boy
"If it's already besal later Han can meet mama with papa right aunt?" Han asked, the boy was excited as if his dream was about to come true
"Insyaalloh..hopefully Han can meet mommy as papa ya" said Shinta, she did not want to give hope and only able to pray, just, moreover, the parents of children's homes no longer want them, in the sense of throwing away his child for some reason
"Later Han also want to go to bial class successfully met with mama papa" said the boy smiled happily imagining things that happened later on
"Amin.. if it is successful do not forget the same people who need it more" said Shinta reminded.
"Siapp aunty" Han said with a respectful hand gesture
"Han.. let's eat, don't talk first kedak son" Tegur mother of the home that makes Shinta and Han expression grin.
*Yes.. point out that you can be dear, make the person who discards you regret for having wasted the good-hearted little angel from god* Inner Shinta.
He still remembered how Han who was only a year old was found in front of the gate, especially when it was night and heavy rain, if the mother of the parlour did not come out immediately then it was certain that the little boy would freeze to death
"Your smile sis, watch out later for the son of the son again for fear of the same brother" said the aide in horror, he was still a bit afraid to see his brother's expression when he was angry
"Still beautiful my girl" said the proud aide
"Well..remember stay halal bro" said Shinta kicking his sister's leg slowly from under the table.
After dinner, children are given time to play for a while and then wash their face, hands, and feet before going to bed
The han? the boy had not wanted to escape from Shinta's body, whether there was a magnet in his body that made the boy stick to the stamps
"Sleep, it's night time and it's not good for little kids to sleep at night" Shinta said as they were in the room and patted the boy's back hugging him on the bed
"If it's big can not be dong night?" Ask Han who has his questions
"Detep can not dong, will be sick and have panda eyes, do you want?" Shunta answered at once asking
"You, pandas are funny"
Doengs! Shinta instead became dizzy and wanted to turn her brain to give an explanation
"Sleep first, we play tomorrow" Shinta said before Han really wanted the panda eyes.
An hour passed, Shinta could not close her eyes because only this time she was staying at the orphanage, in contrast to Han who had fallen asleep
The innocent eye was closed like there was no burden in his life, but when it grew up, I knew what he would face, she meets her biological parents or neither does Shinta know, she always prays it's best for all children
He enveloped the tiny body that was hugging the bolster, then slowly walked out of the room to head towards the lower kitchen
"Loh... make what neng? let me just say yes" said Ms. Rati offering, she just finished checking all the children's rooms
"No need bi, I can do it myself" Shinta said subtly
"But neng must also be tired" said Bu Rati
"Bu Rati is more tired because it cooks for children, I only make milk kok bu.. not tired" said Shinta
Finished with his affairs in the kitchen, Shinta came out of the parlor to the garden, because here there was no rooftop, so for her the garden was better than the room
Shinta sat down on the white bench and said "Bismillah.yeah Alloh" His murmur closed his eyes, inhaling deeply in the night air that he had rarely done.
Slowly the mouth opened, and sipped the pregnant milk she had just made
"Health continues yes.you are the encouragement of love" said Shinta stroking her own stomach, although still flat but she can feel a small fetus in her womb
The hand outstretched reached into the pocket of a nightgown, looking at the phone that he just turned on again, many notifications there because after replying to the message of Riana's mother Shinta again turned off her phone completely
The series of messages from Reyhan he read one by one, many words of apology and wanted to meet to explain something
Actually the little heart was also longing, eager to meet both, enjoying their lives that will be in the gift of new members, not even separated like this, he said, it was not far away but the heart felt that it was now very far away
"I miss" The murmur always came out with tears flowing back, not enough suffering that he had experienced long ago? why is it that happiness is so hard? when is this all over?
Asked many times in the heart, but back again.he knows this is destiny, trials and death will also not be avoided, the word resigned always surrounds, until it ends up receiving and undergoing.
In life, we cannot be completely out of trouble. One problem is solved, then be prepared with other problems that can be lighter and can be heavier
On the subject of life as a test, remember that God tests His servant according to his ability
Alloh said in Surah Al-Baqarah verse 286:
لَا يُكَلِّفُ ٱللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا ۚ لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا ٱكْتَسَبَتْ ۗ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَآ إِن نَّسِينَآ أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا ۚ رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَآ إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُۥ عَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِنَا ۚ رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِۦ ۖ وَٱعْفُ عَنَّا وَٱغْفِرْ لَنَا وَٱرْحَمْنَآ ۚ أَنتَ مَوْلَىٰنَا فَٱنصُرْنَا عَلَى ٱلْقَوْمِ ٱلْكَٰفِرِينَ
Laa yukallifullaahu nafsan illaa wus'ahaa, lahaa maa kasabat wa 'alaiha maktasabat, rabbanaa laa tu`aakhidznaa in nasiinaa akhtha`naa, rabbanaa wa laa tahmil 'alainaa israng kamaa hamaltahu 'alalladziina ming qablinaa, lamaa, rabbanaa wa laa tuhammilnaa maa laa thaaqata lanaa bih, wa'fu 'annaa, waghfir lanaa, war-hamnaa, anta maulaanaa fanshurnaa 'alal-qaumil-kaafiriin
Meaning: Allah does not burden a person except according to his ability. He got the reward (of virtue) he worked for and he got the punishment (of evil) he did. (They pray): “Yes our Lord, do not punish us if we forget or we are wrong. Our Lord, do not burden us with a heavy burden, as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not give us what we cannot bear. Forgive us, forgive us and mercy us. You are our Helper, so help us against the disbelievers. (QS. Al-Baqarah: 286)
From this verse we can understand that the limits of each person's abilities vary in the face of the test of God. For example, the trials of the Prophets and Apostles must be heavier than us ordinary people
Call it the Prophet Muhammad must face the jahiliyah who at all times terrorize and threaten the safety of his life. So did Noah who preached for almost a thousand years but only got a handful of people who were willing to follow him
The verse above also serves as a reminder for us when we are down and many burdens of life. We as believers must always surrender to Allah in addition to always trying our best
Then, we as human beings who were created by Allah as a place of error and forget must also always ask forgiveness from Him, because Allah is All-Forgiving and All-Forgiving
The promise of Allah on the test of man is also affirmed in other verses
فَإِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا, إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا
He said, Because after the difficulty there is ease, after the difficulty there is ease. (QS. Al-Golden: 5-6)
Therefore, test after test that alternates we must always go through by still involving God
Wallahu.
Shinta's phone again showed a notification, not from the green application anymore, but her husband's email message
📧 : Honey, I have never done anything called adultery, but I don't know why there is a photo of it either, by Allah I have never betrayed a marriage that is of sacred value in the eyes of God, forgive me for being negligent this time, if you do indeed strangle me, tell me where you are now, I'll pick you up, accompany me, we'll face this ordeal together baby
Shinta knows that Reyhan never played with his own words, especially until he swore to carry the name of God like that
Not her she does not believe in her husband, but her condition with normal people is indeed different, even very different, he who has trauma will continue in the echo of his logic until his own heart was slightly shifted by the thought of logic
📧 :"I love you, even love you so much that my eyes and logic are blind to this photo, my eyes and brain are disappointed in you" Reply Shinta to her husband's email message accompanied by the disgusting photo
He could not deny that his own heart still did not believe the photo, but logic and his eyes were even compared back and cover the taste in the heart
Shortly reappeared email from Reyhan
📧 : You believe in me but why are you leaving? I'm so worried baby, please don't be reckless anymore, I know I was wrong for forcing you last night, the regret is still there, and please take good care of our child
Shinta was jolted reading the message, she just found out that the surprise box was still left in the hotel room, so Reyhan can be sure to open the box
📧 : "I'm just going for a while, sorry can't accompany you now, he's also my son, for sure I'll take good care of him"
Again Shinta turned off her phone again after exchanging a message for a while, for now her normal thoughts have not returned, so it is better to avoid a moment rather than emit useless emotions
"Sister, aren't you asleep?" The adjutant's question made Shinta turn her head towards him
"Hmm? no, no drowsiness"
The adjutant sat down beside his older brother, slowly he brought the head covered with his hijan in order to tend to his shoulders
"You want to cry, brother?" Ask the adjutant to offer
"No, my tears are expensive" replied Shinta, it was enough he cried earlier, besides it was useless and would not restore the situation as before
"Based on arrogance" Cibir aide
"Biarin wlee' "Say Shinta stuck out her tongue
"Oh yes, brother, did Aaron the songong send a message?" Ask the adjutant about their first brother
"Why not" answered Shinta lying, actually won there is a message that Aaron sent and fill it? no need to ask again, of course, the contents are a row of words that blame Shinta for her mother's cries, it is better she hid this than the adjutant quarreled with Aaron again later
"Eleh... masa' our big brother did not send a message again? bow my gratitude brother if it really happened" said the aide advancing his lips, astonished at him with his brother who likes to cover this thing
"Haha, why haven't you come home yet? and why come here in a sabhara?" Shinta asked in astonishment as she passed through the courtyard of the parlour
"No papa, all the gas in the office car" replied the adjutant
"Oh... " She said Shinta formed O lips
*Yes.. let your husband not suspect brother, it is also impossible for me to tell you now, there is a fainting you later* Inner adjutant because Reyhan was waiting for him to come out of the police station earlier, it is also impossible for me to tell you, maybe the intention followed but it didn't work out because the adjutant brought the office car
"Think what?" Shinta asked who was returned to the head by her sister
*I've seen that damned woman but where? I'm sure that my eyes have seen firsthand*The inner aide thought about the woman in the photo with Reyhan
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On the other hand, Reyhan who sat in the office room was dizzy because the office tell recording in the last night he stayed was gone, too, I don't know where he went and if it's like this then it's clear someone is trying to play with him
Note: office tell is an inn consisting of rooms and workspaces, the system is almost the same as an apartment, namely annual rent or buy.
The email message he sent to his wife got a reply, and it became his own sense of passion for her, he should not give up and let a villain win, he should try to finish all of her
Since the bad guy was the one he couldn't accompany his wife in the trimester of pregnancy, that person had to replace everything, including his wife's most important hurt
Bruackk!
The door of his study room suddenly opened, seen Evan just entered with a severed breath
"Why don't you come here Van?" Reyhan asked, the feeling he didn't send the assistant to the office tonight
"Huh.. huh..truck sir!" Said Evan approaching his boss
Seriate
For domestic conflicts in this novel there is no connection at all with the third person! okay okay? indeed, the beginning of the plan is there, but it is canceled because I also do not like the third person
Not up yesterday what? I have free time at night and nulis at that time, I usually deposit the chapter above 12 pm, because most stay up late, the end of which I fell also time this body at school
Maybe in the future there will also be a change of update hours, but it is only possible and this is not certain, sorry ya🙏