You are One Only!
158. I'm sorry

Reyhan woke up from his sleep because the sound of the phone's alarm was ringing loudly, he felt then turned off the alarm and saw it was now 4 am

It must be Shinta who installed this alarm, proved there is one note on his phone that Reyhan has not read

~ Assalamualaikum, good morning.hunt wake up, shower and dawn prayer, sorry I have to go for a while, just a moment and please permitin yes, whatever happens, never leave worship and duty

Wassalamualaikum

Reyhan was jolted reading the message that Shinta was clearly saying goodbye to him, he glanced to the side and only realized that he was alone, in the sense that his wife had really left him

"Did your love disappear after that photo, dear?" Reyhan muttered and bemoaned his fate now

Seconds later he shook his head quickly "No Rey, it's your own fault for not being able to take care of yourself, justri lo's wife who became a victim here" Gegas Reyhan goes to the bathroom because he wants to clean his body because he intends to immediately find where Shinta is

Dugh! not yet getting to the bathroom, her steps came to a halt as she accidentally kicked one blue box located on the floor

Reyhan took her, the room she ordered was not entered by anyone but Shinta, is it possible that this box belonged to his wife?

He opened it slowly, his curiosity was quite high on the item

The deg!

His heart shook, mixed feelings, wanted to feel happy but now their circumstances were different

The blue box contained a pregnancy test that showed two red or positive lines, a pregnancy test letter, a baby pacifier and a piece of paper that read the words from his wife

"A-you're pregnant, baby?" Reyhan muttered asked, although it was clear but the sentence of surprise still came out of his mouth, the box was like he was thrown from Shinta's sling bag when Reyhan arrived to hold his wife last night

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry" Reyhan said hugging the box for a moment, she remembered how her forced way of connecting last night and it must have been very painful for her wife, which was very painful for her, his own heart alone was very pinched and several times fooled himself

"Stupid you're Rey, stupid" said her squeezing hair strongly, she hoped that her future son would be fine after last night, otherwise he would definitely regret for a lifetime

Reyhan then with the spirit of 45 towards the bathroom, he should not grieve and give up, he should look for the whereabouts of their wife and future baby

"Maybe I'm a selfish darling, but I promise I'll never let go or let you go, I'm not only losing you but I'm also losing our son if I don't try from now on baby, I'm sorry"

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In another situation, Shinta blinked her eyes, the last thing she remembered was fainting on the side of the road and somehow her next incident

But, the room this time is different, not a hotel or highway, but an all-white room that is familiar to him

*OK, I'm in the hospital right?* Her mind already knows what will end like, but she is grateful at least there are still good people who want to help her

Sayup Shinta heard a familiar male voice in her ear talking to a doctor outside the hospital room

Chequek!

"Sister..wake up? is anyone sick?" Asked the panicked aide when he entered and saw his elder brother had already opened his eyes

Shinta shook her head, while the adjutant who saw it felt very sad, even her heart was always sliced when she saw her sister was sick and wearing an oxygen mask covering her nose and mouth

"Mas Rafiq who brought you here, brother, he happened to go back to patrol and meet his brother lying on the side of the highway" said aide to endure pain, how could his brother pass out on the side of the road? to his knowledge Shinta will never be so careless

"Where is he?" Ask Shinta slowly

"I told you to go home, brother, pity the morning and this is the time when he rested" replied the aide

*Thank you Rafiq, you are a good person, may happiness, protection, and sustenance always allotted to you* Inner Shinta prayed

"Sir Rey doesn't know that you're here, brother?" Ask adjutant

"No, don't tell me" Shinta replied

"Why?" Ask a flat adjutant

"Just afraid of disturbing his busyness"

The adjutant approached sitting on a chair beside the patient's bed, and looked at his older brother

"Sister. I know I'm not a good sister, but I beg you if you have a problem, please tell me the same story sister" he said grasping the cold hand and sticking it on his cheek

"I'm not papa, I'm fine" said Shinta lirih but her sister can still hear the voice

"The answer always comes out when you have a problem brother" said the aide who did have his right, the brother only smiled faintly because the aide knew how his behavior

"Sister, I want the nanya and please answer honestly yes" he said as he tightened his hand

"What?" Shinta

"What was the mother's speech two years ago, the words that had been like that vow had come true now?" Asked the gentle aide, he did not want to offend his older brother

Shinta closed her eyes and shook her head, this question was the thing that she avoided the most, her mother's words two years ago became a fear that was always in her heart

"Did Rey repeat my past mistakes? please answer me, brother!" Said the adjutant with tears in his eyes, he seemed to have a premonition of what was going on now

"There's nothing, I'm good on deck" Shinta smiled faintly

"I know you're lying, brother, but I'm very worried about you, worried about your circumstances, so answer me honestly brother!" The adjutant looked at his brother's face which was very pale this time

Shinta was silent a thousand languages, no matter how hard he denied but his sister still knew that he was telling a lie, it is useless to give false excuses to aides that always end up being discovered again and again

"Hiks... I already know the answer, you will not be able to admit everything in front of me brother" said the aide whose cries could not be bandung anymore, he was disappointed, he was disappointed, why did her sister have to go through this? especially to Reyhan, why his brother-in-law was actually hurting his favorite sister

"Don't cry, I'm fine and take a look at this" said Shinta to calm her sister and try to smile as wide as possible, although the look on her face was inconclusive, but he did not want to be sad in front of his brother

"I'm out for a while" said the aide out of the ward to calm himself down

"I'm sorry" muttered Shinta inhaling the oxygen from the tube next to her that deeply

"Adib... What kind of sister can't protect your brother at all?" Said the adjutant sitting on the hospital corridor chair

Unknowingly he squeezed his own cell phone and melted the mother's number there, he had to resuscitate his parents who had always not believed in anything Shinta said

📞 : "Assalamualaikum" Said the aide when the call was connected

📞 : Waalaikumsalam... why Dib? tumben telfon morning son

📞 : "Adib just wants to talk and make you aware" said the aide

📞 : What do you mean son? try to speak clearly so that you understand

📞 : "Sister Shinta is your child or not? answer Adib mother!" Adjutant

📞 : What are you talking about? obviously he's a mother's child, mother's biological child just like you

📞 : "Lantas why did you never love her? understand his wish? trying to believe what my sister said? is that simple stuff hard for you?"

📞 : Child... Mother does not know what you are talking about, but mother never choose love or compare the five children mother, all the same

📞 : "If everything is the same, why do you swear on your sister? why don't you trust her? why didn't you give her support? why do you have to fight alone mother..why? hiks. pity my sister Shinta mother" said the adjutant who will take out all her unclean today

📞 : "Genesis two years ago, I still clearly remember how on that day my mother gave a slap just because my sister revealed her mental state" said the aide, to be honest, he was very hurt to remember what he saw two years ago

Flashback two years ago

Shinta takes the time to come home from South Korea just to visit and meet her parents, the first thing she looks for is definitely the mother, the one who gave birth to her

"Assynoltom..." Shinta said entering the house through the back door and then kissed the back of the woman's hand which became a place of heaven for her

"Waalaikumsalam... Yes Alloh, you come home brother?" Answer the mother at once ask the girl one one of her

"Thank God there's time to go home, mommy's cooking again? Shinta bantuin her" Shinta said glancing at the pan that was heating the oil

Finished helping mother cook, they chatted for a while while waiting for lunch and father came home from school where teaching

"Mother, Shinta wants to tell you something, whether you believe it or not but Shinta always respects your decision whatever it is" said Shinta handed over the results of his psychiatric examination

Mother accepted that and read it with a glance "This happened because of the past that your father failed?" Ask mother flat

"Yes mother" Shinta answered nodding her head

Plakk! not a defense or a trust, but a slap of her soft hand was hovering on her cheek, her taste was hot, but even more hot her heart and her feelings

"How many times did you say? forget all that, man is not always perfect and you have no right to judge someone, let alone he is your father" said the mother with a look of anger that he issued

"Shinta knows mother, judging someone is forbidden, but this is all beyond my own ability, all this time Shinta tried to forget her but instead of the memory, the trauma is getting stronger mother, mother, please believe me, this time please believe me!" Said Shinta pleading and holding back from crying, she should not look crybaby now

"Your mental illness is not worth what your father did to hurt you, and one thing you need to know is what you are going through, it will also happen in the future" said the mother then left just like leaving her daughter who was still sitting at the dinner table

"As is true, here I was too selfish to realize that my mother's feelings were much more hurt than mine" Said Shinta trying to smile even though the slap was still visible and imprinted on his cheek

The adjutant who just came home and wanted to go through the back door to hear all their chatter, his heart felt sad and sick, it turns out his brother lives with pressure that was somehow resolved

"Sister.there I am, do not cry and remain zealously through all this" said the aide hugging Shinta from behind, the end they both equally cry, the adjutant crying out of pity, while Shinta cried to vent all the flavors that she had been craving all this time

Since that incident the adjutant became very protective and protected his older brother from any problems It was, he promised to be a shield and front guard for Shinta

Flashback off

📞 : Son... that day mother-free

📞 : "What germs? mother knows that the word is do'a, and the mother's do'a will be worshipped by angels" said the aide

📞 : Mother says it spontaneously, and never intended to pray bad things to your child, hiks...

📞 : "Mother only thinks about her own feelings, all this time brother works just to make you proud, but what reply he got? just slaps and hard work mean absolutely nothing in your eyes" said the aide shaking his head

📞 : Mother is also hurt about past events, not just your sister...

📞 : "I know, you are hurt but you can understand your feelings and whatever decisions you make without our consent, it means you also do not care how your child feels" Said the adjutant considering the mother who arrived to refer to her father without anyone's knowledge

📞 : Mommy just thinks it's best for you boys, nothing else...

📞 : "If you care, then you should trust your sister, understand her feelings, give her support to continue her dreams, but what do you give her? mother destroyed her dream, mother and father destroyed my sister, hiks.your actions actually made her depressed and decided to run away from home at that time mother" said aide to reveal all her, and the, let it run quickly and his parents soon realized

📞 : Destroying dreams? mother always supports whatever dreams of children while it is good, parents never try to destroy the dreams of their children

📞 : "You do not intend to destroy, but the actions of the father destroy her, the father passed the KDRT which is the cause of the brother's fear of blood, and the father's, she had to bury it deep in her dream to become a doctor at the age of sixteen, a very young mother" said the aide, her heart speaks and reveals all the bad things that happened in the past

📞 : Mother does not know if the impact will be like this on children, mother really do not know dear.

📞 : "And mother knows how big brother lived his life all this time, without anyone's support, without anyone's support, not to mention the various kinds of treatment that he did to heal mental trauma that is not important to the mother, do you know what is experienced by my sister? mom doesn't know, does she? where have you been all this time? hyx.." Said the adjutant considering the various therapies that Shinta did so that his trauma healed and returned as usual

📞 : Mother admitted wrong, but that also mother did so that she can be independent later son. hiks, mother knows this mistake is very big

📞 : "The way the mother is wrong, hiks... mother always supports her other mother's child, the boy who is on the mother's side, but the sister? he's like a child who doesn't care about his parents" said the aide

📞 : Mommy knows you are angry, but please.he is also a mother's child, she's a baby's biological child.

📞 : "If he is your biological child, you should give support, not the indifference you always show, just imagine mother... sister is the daughter of one one of five siblings, experienced a traumatic event when she was nine years old, her dreams were shattered due to fear of blood at the age of sixteen years, brother runs away because the father is about to make an arranged marriage, lives in Korea alone without support, returns home to uncover his mental health, but what can you do? mother actually said that everything that mother experienced will happen again in the future, what if the mother's speech is really realized now? will you be indifferent or regretful and admit all your mistakes, including your father? hyx..." The adjutant said a series of bad parts that faced his brother

📞 : Don't, don't talk like that, mother just origin talk and don't want it to happen son. please, please forgive mother.

*Originally speaking or not but it was too late, everything had happened and the mother's vows became a reality* Inner aide did not expect how his brother felt now that must have crumbled like in a collision with a variety of new problems

📞 : "Adib is only disappointed because mother chose the wrong path and resulted in sister being the victim, regretting her uselessness, better mom ponder everything, and then, change that indifference before you make my brother go crazy, wassalamualaikum" said the aide to decide on the call without waiting for an answer from there

He rubbed his face roughly, removing the trace of tears that had passed without permission on the surface of his face

After being calm enough, he went back inside and found Shinta lying on the floor because she fell from the patient's bed, he had heard the talk of the sister just now, because her body was still very weak, because her body was still very weak, he who wants to wake up and prevent his sister actually fell from the bed

"Sister.please don't move much, at least please think of your child's future sis" said the aide to lift his sister's body and put on an oxygen mask again

"Hua... You-you why talk like that mother?" Said Shinta taking off her oxygen mask and crying roaring in front of her sister

"Don't you hear?" Ask the surprised aide

"Yes, I heard everything, please. Brother does not want the mother to hurt the deck, let alone the cause is brother, I beg you to pull your words earlier and apologize to mother now" Shinta said pleading

"So, I'm sick of all this drama sis, gradually our parents must realize where the fault is, I beg you also have to understand my position sis" said the aide refused

"I know that, but now I'm failing to be a big brother for letting her sister argue with her own biological parents, hyks" Shinta said in a tearful wake

"Don't use your speech skills to argue with parents who teach you to talk, just do'a right so that the above immediately give guidance" Shinta said first when calming her sister's emotions

"I know brother, I know you just don't want me to spit on the old man, but do you know sis? I can't keep this up for too long, I don't want you to suffer any longer, maybe Alloh did wake up our parents through me brother, through my words" said the aide really

"Silver, I'm afraid that an angel will curse you for arguing with your parents" Shinta said several times shaking her head

"Insyaalloh will not be brother, my goal is good, just to return them on the right path, brother do not worry" said the aide trying to convince

Ting! The aide's phone rang and there was one voice message from Aaron there, their first brother

📩🔊 : Hey good cop, please be polite and take care of your words to the parents, and for you Shinta, but you managed to make your mother cry, all her problems arise from you, I know you are rich and can buy what now, you can give mother monthly rations, but ridho mother? you won't be able to buy it with your money whatever it is, your heaven is crying and it's because of you, don't call your mother again before you apologize to her, remember that!

Shinta increasingly weak to hear the voicemail, it may be true what brother Aaron said, all this happened because of him, because his actions were too concerned about personal feelings that resulted in his mother hurt

"No, don't be horrified sister, I beg you not to be horrified" said the aide closing both his brother's ears

"Huh... Maybe all this is indeed brother's fault, I was too concerned with my own feelings all this time, right? I was selfish as well" Shinta said shut her eyes, her household problems were not finished and now it appeared that Aaron was blaming her

"No, it's not your fault, brother.they are selfish for not thinking about his sister, I beg you not to hear the remark earlier brother, I beg you..hiks" said aide tried to convince many times.

"Help big brother, book a flight ticket to Japan as soon as possible" Shinta said, even his gaze again began to blur and he again did not realize himself because he took off the oxygen mask long enough while he was still in a state of weakness and had not recovered

"Sister...

Seriate

Once again I am resolute if the conflict this time to realize the mistake of one of the characters and also to open a murder case that occurred one year ago, my thoughts and yours are different, indeed, but in addition to romance, in this novel also listed there is a mystery genre, okay man? bye bye, see you in the next episode.