Will Never Let You Go
Apology

Darma holds a doubtful doorknob that is only 30 meters away from her nursery. He's a cowardly man. In fact, in there Ara must be waiting for him. Waiting to scold, scold, spit, or whatever it is, Darma will accept it. He resigned.

"Dar, come!"

The mother's orders returned her consciousness. He slowly turned the doorknob along with his raised face to be able to look towards someone who had just turned to the source of the voice.

Darma looked back and said, "Let me alone, Ma."

Selly who understood that the two needed time to speak four eyes only nodded.

Unlike Darma who was surprised to hear the news about his wife, Ara also saw her husband limping towards her.

The two pairs of eyes met each other with tears that equally loomed. Darma took a deep breath, and with trembling hands he grabbed Ara's hand. No words came out of the man's mouth. Only heartbreaking sobs grew louder and louder. Darma hugged Ara with an overwhelming sense of regret.

"Sorry .. Sorry, I've become a bad husband. What husband am I to not be able to take care of my wife with my son," he said raangu.

Supposedly, this was a good opportunity for Ara to express all her disappointment, bitterness, and heartache to the man who was getting closer to her. Strangely enough, such a sentence could not come out of his mouth. Ara could only be silent with tears that kept flowing.

"I was so scared last night, Mom." Finally the speech that was successfully ejected, and successfully made Darma's cry more and more.

Darma did not care if her mother who might be waiting outside heard her. Stupid people say he's a whiny. For Darma, being able to make amends is the most important thing right now.

The man's breathing was hunting, Darma who felt lack of oxygen also straightened his body.

"You all right, Mom? Want me to call a doctor?"

Hear that! Under these circumstances alone, Ara was still gentle and called her "Mas". Which makes Darma's tears come back. Say what the man should do to feel worthy by Ara's side, other than begging while crying.

Not ignoring his increasingly weak condition, Darma actually knelt on the side of the bed still with a position of holding Ara's hand. "I'm sorry. I'm a real fool. I'm like someone who doesn't know you. I'm the same as you are us."

"awake. Don't believe it, " said Ara. Honestly, he was touched by Darma's words. However, for now Ara was not wanting to discuss it. Losing a child that he himself had not seen, even from a monitor made him crumble.

With great difficulty, Darma was finally able to stand. He pulled up his chair and sat down beside the bed. "I'm sorry" he said again.

And Ara reverted back to her with another question, "Why is this?" tanyanya stared at Darma from the top to half of the man's body.

Ara nodded small. "The doctor said I should take a lot of rest. I'm going to sleep." He turned his face away, and after that the clear liquid that had been held back was flowing.

"I'm waiting for you .. here." Darma stroked Ara's back head, and it managed to make Ara's face wetter with tears.

For almost thirty minutes, they were in that position. Ara was completely asleep because of the swipe she received, while Darma was still awake. He saw his wife's body. Darma could not imagine how Ara was last night, but from the woman's eyes, he could see how frightened his wife was. Darma cursed in his heart because there was no one beside Ara when she needed him. The man hates his stupid self and is more concerned with ego.

Hearing the door of the room open, Darma turned her head and immediately stuck her index finger on her lips to see her mother appear.

"Where?"

Darma didn't understand where her mother was talking, so she just put her shoulders together.

"Mama does not know the taste, but as a woman let's not lose see a sick child just a little sad. You are patient, strong, let Ara also quickly recover and can be cheerful as before."

Darma. Nevertheless, his sad feelings can still not be hidden. The man's shoulder shook violently as the mother hugged him. "Ma, what if Ara doesn't forgive me?"

Selly stretched her arms and patted her son's shoulder hard. "Ara's good, you're very lucky to have a wife like her. My mom said you have to be patient. Patience, Dar. Everything takes time. Your lunch was delivered, would you like to bring it here?"

Again, Darma is just a mangosteen.

"Mama fetchin. After eating, you call your in-laws" Selly said as she passed.

Darma's concerns are growing. What if her in-laws ask Ara to stay with them because she knows her behavior is very irresponsible? Darma massaged her pain-pulsing temples.

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