When Love Is Afflicting
Let me be ruined

Annisa turned her gaze out the window of the car glass, as Mr. Boy stopped his vehicle in front of a modest house. Then Annisa looked at the face of Mr. Boy sitting beside her, asking for an explanation from the single man who had reported it.

"Come down, Shaka lives here now" said Mr. Boy answering a gesture written on Annisa's forehead.

"That's Bang Boy?." Clearly Annisa was confused to hear what the man beside her said. How is it that her husband Shaka can live in a simple house?. Considering they already have a house from Shaka's own parents' gift.

Trenn!

"Look at that" Mr. Boy pointed towards the loud sound of the motor parked in front of the house.

Annisa looked over.

"Didn't you know that boy again?" asked Mr. Boy to see Annisa silent with a frown.

Of course Annisa does not know the guy who is busy turning the motor gas. Because the guy turned his back on them. But from the body shape of the blond blond guy, Annisa seemed to recognize him.

"Shaka" muttered Annisa softly.

Dugdug!

Annisa's heart immediately skipped a beat as she managed to recognize the man's body from behind. Annisa's very body longs for her warmth.

"Come down, meet him" said Mr. Boy rubbing gently the tip of Annisa's head.

Annisa turned back towards Mr. Boy. Annisa's eyes glazed with glass and slowly dripped her clear liquid.

"He's not the old Shaka anymore. But you should be able to return it to the old Shaka."

"What's going on?" ask Annisa. For a year, no one told her about Shaka. Both her parents, her in-laws and Salwa.

"There meet him. Don't you miss her so much" asked Mr. Boy once again without wanting to explain anything to Annisa.

"Why did Shaka become like that?." Annisa wiped her tears and opened the door beside her and ran straight towards Shaka.

"Geek!"

Dugdug!

Shaka's heartbeat suddenly chases after hearing a voice he is very familiar with and longs to call his name. Shaka also directed his gaze towards the hijab girl who was running towards him.

'Annisa' Inner Shaka.

Sick, somehow his heart ached and hurt to see the girl. Like feeling his wound gaping again because he stayed without news at all.

Bruk!

"Shaka" said Annisa when she managed to hit Shaka's body and embrace him.

Shaka reflex immediately took off Annisa's embrace and pushed the girl's body to the ground.

"Annisa!" exclaims Salwa, Mother Drabia, Ustadz Bilal and Umi Hani together. Successfully turned Shaka's eyes on all of them.

"Shaka, what the hell are you? Ha!" mother Drabia snapped hurriedly approaching Annisa who was sitting on the ground while crying.

"What's wrong with you guys?. Why do you come so many people here. I'm not making an event here" replied Shaka. then went up on his bike and immediately forwarded it. However, Shaka is forced to stop his run because Mr. Boy is blocking his path.

"You don't deserve Annisa" said Mr. Boy, seeing Shaka's demeanor.

"Keep away" said Shaka staring intently at Mr. Boy's face.

Mr. Boy snorted and looked down at the snot-ass-loving boy. Of course Mr. Boy was not afraid of the boy at all. If Mr. Boy wanted to, he could break Scales' legs and hands just one punch.

"Exit!" snapped Shaka emotion.

Shaka screeched and pulled one corner of his lips to the side."I can find as many women as I want. So I don't need to listen to any explanation from an ungodly wife like your sister. And... You've brought it, haven't you? why give it back again. Eat it your sister." After saying that, Shaka immediately stuck his motor gas at high speed, so Mr. Boy was forced to step aside and give him a way.

Mr. Boy took his phone out of his pocket and called someone's number. Giving orders to the man to arrest Shaka and take him immediately.

"Shaka" cried Annisa seeing Shaka was furious and didn't even accept her anymore.

"Already Annisa. You better get divorced. He's not the old Shaka anymore. Since your departure, instead of him improving himself, he's even more irregular. Even he dared to fight Papa and Mama. Shaka no longer considers us his family. That's why we have not wanted to tell you anything about Shaka" Salwa said, rubbing Annisa's waist from behind.

"I've made a mistake. I shouldn't have left him. I should have come back soon" cried Annisa regretting what she had done. He left Shaka without permission and permission from Shaka and did not even tell Shaka.

"You can't blame yourself, baby. Shaka made the mistake first" said Drabia's mother, wiping Annisa's tears from her cheeks.

"Now what should I do, Ma?. What do I do to keep Shaka from getting angry?" asked Annisa in her tears.

"Son, let's go home first. You must be tired of traveling long distances. Tomorrow you can come here again" Ustadz Bilal. They are free to stay in that place. Shaka himself was gone and did not care about their arrival.

Annisa shook her head. He doesn't want to go. Annisa wants to keep waiting for Shaka in the house and from now on wants to start a new life with Shaka. Annisa should be able to temper Shaka's anger at her.

"You'll be sick, son. You have to rest first" Ustadz Bilal said.

"Yes Annisa. Let's go" Salwa persuaded.

"I have to wait for Shaka here, Well" she looked at Ustadz Bilal pleading. He had already missed Shaka so much, how could he have left.

"But, Son. We don't know when Shaka will be home. The house is also in lock. We will come here again" Ustadz Bilal again.

"Dear, we go home first. You should rest. Later or tomorrow we can come here again" persuaded Mother Drabia.

Annisa turned her gaze to the face of Mother Drabia who was embracing her, looking at the disappointed Mother-in-law.

"Why didn't Mama tell me that Shaka changed like that?" ask Annisa.

Drabia's mother who was asked could not answer.

"Why did Mama let Shaka destroy her?. Why didn't Mom tell me?. I will definitely be home soon" asked Annisa again because Drabia's mother was silent with a confused and sad face.

"Annisa, dear" Umi Hani approaches Annisa and Drabia's mother. Umi Hani lowers her body after Salwa steps away from Annisa's side." You often get sick, that's why we don't dare tell you how Shaka is. We want you to focus on your health there." Umi Hani said gently as she gently rubbed Annisa's head.

Yeah, for a year, Annisa's been sick. She had to undergo surgery and chemotherapy to cure her ovarian cancer.

And during this time the family Annisa and her in-laws often try to invite Shaka to talk, to tell the state of Annisa who was sick outside the country all this time. But Shaka, who was already angry with all of them, did not listen to them talk and even dodged and immediately left when they met.

Annisa was crying sobbing. Annisa misses Shaka very much, but the man is very angry with her.

"Annisa, stop crying. Shaka will be back here soon" said Mr Boy after receiving a report from his men.

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'You're evil Annisa. I hate you so much. I hate you so much, Annisa. I hate you so much. Why Annisa, why did you come back after this love turned hateful?. I no longer need you. Wh why? Why did you come back after I got used to it without you?. Go away, never come back. I already need you. No need for your love anymore. Let me be ruined, Annisa. Go then.'

Shaka sat down while advancing his motorbike at high speed.

If Annisa's gone not long, or keep her informed. Maybe Shaka wasn't this sick and destroyed himself. Shaka will understand Annisa's anger and jealousy. But all this time Annisa went as if in the swallow of the Earth, without the slightest news. No one wanted to tell her where Annisa was staying.

And now, after all Shaka's feelings are shattered. Annisa is back before her eyes. What does it mean try?.

Ciiiiittt!

Shaka was forced to brake suddenly to see a car and the motor suddenly stopped blocking his way.

*connect