When Love Is Afflicting
Feel guilty

'Annisa' Inner Furqon.

His heart instantly beat extremely fast, worried that something bad might happen to Annisa.

'Furqon's inner 'Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rozi'un' again took in a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"The fire? Oh Allah!. Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rozi'un" said Umi Fadilah covered her mouth with a palm."Abi, let's go there."

"Yes Umi, Abi was waiting for you again" said Abi Munzir."Come on Furqon, Abi can't drive at night." Abi Munzir stood up from his seat, stepping his feet towards the door.

"Yes, Abi" obeyed Furqon. After putting his luggage on the sofa, Furqon followed Abi and Umi back out of the house and went straight into the car.

Arriving at the scene, there were difficult crowds and there were two fire engines trying to extinguish the fire.

Umi Fadilah, Furqon and the new Abi Munzir got out of the car, breaking through the crowd in search of the Ustadz Bilal family.

"Where is Ustadz Bilal's family?" asked Umi Fadilah to one of the residents who crowded in that place.

"They've brought their families from here" one mother replied.

"How are they doing?. They're all good, right?" ask Umi Fadilah again.

"Thank God, they are all good, no one is hurt at all" the mother replied.

"Alhamdulillah" said Umi Fadilah, Furqon and Abi Munzir together.

"Abi, try to call Ustadz Bilal, whose house are they in now?" asked Umi Fadilah to her husband.

"From that time, Ustadz Bilal's number could not be contacted by Umi" replied Abi Munzir. Thought that Ustadz Bilal's handphone was missing in that house.

Seeing that the fire had been extinguished, Furqon breathed a sigh of relief. The fire did not fill the building. The house was not totally damaged.

'Annisa, I'm so grateful to hear your good news' Inner Furqon commented a little of her smile.

Although he could not have Annisa, but the love in his heart to the girl, made him very worried about the little girl why.

"Umi, Furqon, let's go home. Tomorrow we can meet them" asked Abi Munzir, because it can not stand long in the night wind.

Furqon turned her body towards Abi, then nodded and stepped towards their parked car.

**

Annisa who was already in one of the rooms of the house relics of Grandpa and Grandma. Taking in his breath, then opened his palm that had come off strongly from earlier, grasping something in his hand. Annisa stared at the beads in her hands. Somehow just now when going out of the house, Annisa thought to save the object given Furqon. It would be like not having the heart if the prayer beads disappeared burning with fire.

'What do you plan behind all this, God?. Tomorrow is my wedding day with Shaka. But all must be void because of this incident' Inner Annisa.

Annisa and Shaka could have a wedding tomorrow. But will Annisa marry in a state of trauma for all her family?. And also all the preparations for her wedding were already burning in that house.

Tok Tok!

"Annisa!"

'Annisa's inner 'Shaka' heard a voice calling out to her from outside the room. Annisa also kept the bagbih into the drawer of the nightstand, then stepped towards the door to open it.

"Annisa!"shaka unconsciously hugged Annisa's body."I'm so worried about you Annisa" Shaka cried sobbing.

"Shaka, loose" rebelled Annisa rebelled in Shaka's conscious embrace, instantly taking off her embrace.

"Sorry!"

"Originally hug me" said Salwa, who was standing next to Shaka.

"I got too carried away" Shaka replied while wiping away her tears.

"What are you talking about?. I didn't think about it, all I thought about was you. About our marriage, can be rescheduled" said Shaka.

"Thank you for understanding our situation" replied Annisa.

"Nobody wants misfortune, Annisa!" shaka. There was a future wife of his.

"Annisa, baby. Thank goodness you're okay. Aunt was so worried about you and your family." Drabia's mother came and hugged Annisa.

"Alhamdulillah, Aunt. I don't know why" Annisa said with glassy eyes. His body was fine, but his mental state must have been traumatized.

"Then we go home first. Tomorrow we come back here. It's almost late at night, you definitely need a break" said Ms. Drabia.

"Yes, Auntie" replied Annisa trying to comment on her smile.

After peeking at the forehead and cheeks of the future son-in-law, Ms. Drabia also stepped her feet away from Annisa."Come child" he asked Shaka and Salwa.

"I'll go home first, my candidate. Have a good dream" said Shaka. Actually eager to accompany Annisa to sleep, bringing the girl into his arms. But how else, they have not been bound by the word halal.

Annisa increasingly reviews her smile, even though it looks forced.

"I also go home first yes, Annisa" tomorrow I'm here again" said Salwa as well.

After Shaka and Salwa left, Annisa went back into the room in her place in the house to rest.

**

Two days after the incident, Annisa had already returned to school. Descending from the car that drove her, Annisa stepped lazily towards her class, her face looking uninspired. The students and students who saw it, all noticed it. Everyone already knows, if his marriage with Shaka had to be postponed first.

"Annissan"

Annisa's reflex turned towards the man standing beside her.

"Ustadz Furqon" said Annisa, then lowered his gaze.

"I'm so sorry for the disaster that has befallen you and your family" Furqon said staring in the shade at Annisa.

"Thank you, Ustadz" replied Annisa.

"Thank God you don't why. Yesterday I went to the scene, you guys weren't there. We don't know where you're going. Tried in the call, your number is not active" Furqon said.

"Uncle Darren took us to Grandpa and Grandma's living room" Annisa replied.

"Yes, then I go first" said Furqon and left immediately.

Annisa also looked at Furqon's back which was getting away from the back.

'Ustasdz Furqon, why has my life been so complicated since knowing you?. I've been away from you, but God seems to want to bring us closer' Inner Annisa then continue his steps that had stopped.

Arriving in class, Annisa sat her body on the bench she used to sit on. The class was still quiet, even Salwa and Hasna had not come, there were only a few people in the class.

"Annisa, we are so sorry for the disaster that happened to your family" one of the students in the class told Annisa.

Annisa nodded with a smile, "thank you" she replied.

"What's going on? why did your house end up in a fire?" ask the student again.

Annisa set her eyes on the two classmates." I forgot to turn off the stove after I heated a glass of water to make milk, and I left the pot on the stove and left the kitchen."

The fire happened because of her negligence, making Annisa feel guilty.

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