We've Been Matchmade
Angry According to Its Portion, Sad Should Match Its Portion

"Mi," I'm sullen on umi, a way to melt her heart. "Don't want to have a grandchild?"

"Yes happy. Although Abah wants a granddaughter, umi mah male or female is the same. The important thing is that his grandson is healthy and later salih. Already, just like that." said Umi with sparkling eyes.

"If cheerful?"

"Yes want also his granddaughter Umi is cheerful, happy always."

"Then you're not angry with Dinda?"

"What the hell are you talking about Dihya?" umi started to show her dislike.

"Mi, if Umi is still like Dinda, Dinda will continue to be sad. Even though the mother's mood affects the same baby in the womb. Umi does not pity later granddaughter Umi face moody because her mother feels depressed?"

"Devil!" umi raised her tone slightly, a sign that she was angry.

"I'm sorry, mi." I tried to calm the heart of Umi

"You know what his father did to me and my husband? To your parents, Dihya! Because of the greed of his father, not only the source of our sustenance was cut off, but also the reproach and insults of the people are now directed at us. You know how painful it is, until your brother does not dare to go to the mosque. Your abah who is usually strong, now to shed tears because what they did really hurt us. This was all his father had planned, so evil, he deceived us and our son for the rest of his life!" umi started crying

"Mi, I'm sorry Dihya. But it looks like something needs to be fixed. Umi wants to be angry with his brother Dinda is not a problem because his father did something wrong, he deserves to be scolded, but Dinda? what harm? Just because he's the son of his father. Does he know all this, doesn't he. He was the same as Abah and Umi, only a victim. Dihya understands umi, Dihya just does not want to be an unjust person later. So, please if you want to get angry according to the portion, Mi. Get angry at the right people. Dihya won't ban umi." I said.

Get angry according to the portion. Sometimes in this section we like to miss. Who made a mistake on who was vented. Sometimes one mistake but angry up to ten. It was too much and it was not good. It'll just ruin it. Reducing our reward for ultimately being unjust to others.

"The child is afraid, unable to sleep, unable to eat. Earlier this morning overslept until it was difficult to wake up so tormented he. If Umi pleases to be angry according to the portion. We are both looking for Dinda's brother, after which it is up to you to be scolded as to what, Dihya will not forbid. Likewise with Dinda, Dihya is sure he will also legowo." I said

Umi silence. But with her face softened again made me very sure that Umi was considering.

I myself can only pray that God softens the hearts of my parents, while continuing to give them advice in a polite way so as not to hurt them.

"Mi, Dihya said yes. Umi and Abah if there is anything directly contact Dihya yes." I asked, kissing the back of Umi's hand. Don't forget I hugged umi, kissed her forehead. "Dihya is very dear umi, umi is her paradise Dihya" I said

"Dihya, take care of your child." pinta Umi. "Also your wife" she said, at the end of the encounter as she walked in.

The smile on my face immediately spread. There's a little change. Even so, it must be grateful. I became even more excited to make Dinda welcome back in this house.

***

The woman stood in the corner with a blank look. Why do I know, because several times I called him not to hear, must be daydreaming.

"Assalamualaikum is beautiful, alone." I hugged her from behind.

"Astagfirullah, don't hug, see people how?" he hurriedly took off my hand, putting some distance between us.

"My own husband is fierce." I pretended to be pouting.

"Okay, sorry to hear, now let's eat. I buy you a good meal. Want a steak or a burger?" I offered Dinda the food she asked for two weeks ago, but it hasn't been realized because I'm busy in college.

"Not now, I'm going to Abah's friend's house."

"Well? I am not ngizinin. Now we eat, then go home. You need to rest."

"But Dihya, I can't eat while Abah hasn't met. How can I face your parents? I really don't have the balls, Dihya." she's back with emotion.

"I know you are sad and disappointed, but now you must realize Din, in your stomach there is our son. If you refrain from eating then where does our child get food from? though he needs. It's sad not to harm ya dear," I persuaded.

"I'm sorry,"

"Yep, that's forgiven. You are not wrong. So let's eat,"

"But,"

"No but-but, umi said so too."

"Umi .. umi said what?" Dinda was enthusiastic.

"For me to take care of you and our baby-to-be. So let's eat. Your husband is so hungry, Dinda, let's go!" I pulled the week of his hand, helped him up, only then did I go up. From the rearview mirror I was able to catch a shadow of his suddenly smiling face.

Son, I owe you one more time!

Along the way, Dinda did not let go of her grip. I could feel how agitated his heart was. Hopefully this condition will end soon.

At the place to eat, although hard-earned, Dinda finally can eat too. He has begun to nausea difficult to eat like some pregnant women. But with a lot of thoughts make it more tormented. Fortunately, he listened to me and fought for our son. Although he was nauseous he tried to fight.

"Honey, before our children are born, we have a lot of quality time" I said. "I'm going on college leave" I said

"Why?" he looks worried.

"Why not, just so I can spend more time with you" I said

"Then next semester I'm going on leave too!" said Dinda. "I also want more time together before our son is born."

We both nodded. Actually we both realized, after this, all tuition fees will be the dependents of both of us, more precisely me, because I am the head of the family.

Abah and Umi couldn't afford to pay for my college because of that. Even his brother Dinda did not know of his whereabouts. We just intentionally didn't talk. I don't want to add to Dinda's burden, while my wife doesn't feel good about me.

Sometimes life is so complicated. To get to a point we have to work hard. Need struggle.

Although both of us are sad to have a college leave, but we try to accept it with chest. Rather than being forced to finally turn dizzy on their own.:D