We've Been Matchmade
A crack?

"Then what now?" my many.

"Dihya .. tomorrow the office can no longer operate because it is sealed by them, prospective pilgrims who do not leave. They also said to watch over us, if you dare to open it will be invaded. Abah and Umi are only given a week to finish all of this. Just a week!" now Abah's crying broke as well. The usually tough man finally burst into his defense. He sobs.

Makes me as a child feel how big Abah's wounds are. How not, according to the story of Abah, established this travel to help facilitate pilgrims who want to worship to the holy land easily and cheaply. That is why there are very few benefits in Abah, which is important for her blessing.

I can feel the magnitude of your heartache when I know there are many prospective pilgrims who can not go, whether the problem is until his brother Dinda could do this all. Even until this moment Abah is still trying to think positively, thinking this is just a misunderstanding, so Abah asked us here, maybe Dinda knows where her brother is.

Brucks. Dinda fell to the floor. It makes us all shocked. Spontaneously I ran, took it in a sling, brought Dinda up on the couch. While Abah took eucalyptus oil and drinking water. Only Umi was still sitting in her chair.

"Din, wake up Din!" I said. Try as much as possible to wake Dinda up. I see, he must be surprised by all this. Moreover, some time ago he had nightmares about his brother. I had asked Dinda to swipe or just call if she still could not meet face to face, but Dinda refused. He still wants to shake his ego.

I'm alone, sorry, didn't call Dinda's father. As a daughter-in-law, I shouldn't have broken off communication. It should be me who helps to be the liaison between Dinda and her brother. But because of the busyness of college, work and the preparation of moving makes forget. The plan is later, we will go there to inform Dinda's pregnancy, but this incident occurred.

"Are you taken to the hospital?" asked Abah, who was no less panicked than me.

"Hah, oh yes, may Bah." I said who was still panicking because Dinda did not respond.

Just as we were about to get ready to leave, Dinda's right hand suddenly moved, followed by her week-open eyes.

"Din, are you awake?" my many. Gave her a drink, while gently kneading her hand. "You're okay, right? Still dizzy? What do you feel now?" my question, while continuing to look at Dinda's condition.

"I'm okay" he said, trying to get up. "I'm sorry" said Dinda.

Now Dinda was sitting, along with Umi who immediately got up, went to her bedroom.

"It's best to have Dinda rest in your room, Dihya" Abah said. "Let's talk again."

I said, taking Dinda to my room. Ask him to lie down again.

"Are you really okay?" my many. Worried about her condition and our baby.

"Well, what should I do?" ask Dinda. He looked at me with a glare. "Change .. what I suspected was true. Dihya, it looks like Abah has made a big mistake. How'this? Abah has deceived Umi and Abah you, Dihya. Now how should I? I'm sure they must be mad at me too. Look at Dihya, umi until she leaves. I'm sure he doesn't like me anymore "Dinda looks really messed up, he keeps raving, expressing his worries.

"Not Dihya. You don't know. I'm pretty sure there's something wrong with Abah after Ummiku, or maybe when Umi was alive," the last time he put his voice down. "Dihya, Abah and I had a big fight because I suspected that there was something wrong between Abah and his new wife. I don't know what it is. I spied a lot on the people in the hut for hearing the lopsided issue about them. Whether the horrible reality Moreover will open up after this, I dare not imagine Dihya. This incident alone has made me ashamed. Abah could destroy my pride in front of my husband and in-laws. They know that marriage should last a lifetime. Then now how do I deal with all this." she cried.

"Din," I rubbed Dinda's head slowly, carrying her into my arms. "We finish things slowly, yes." I said. "You don't think too much, remember baby, now there is our baby in your stomach that you have to take care of. If you're stressed thinking about all of this, it'll affect our baby, too."

I know, what I'm saying probably won't affect Dinda's feelings, but as a husband I have to help her deal with all this. Moreover, there is our prospective child with Dinda. Somehow, we will face all of this. Dinda is innocent after all. The mistakes of parents, the consequences should not be borne by their children.

***

After Fajr's mistake at the mosque near the house, Abah and I returned home. Usually Abah can linger there just naji and dhikr, but this time Abah chose to rush home because the gaze of the congregation felt different.

They know the incident that happened to Abah because when the congregation of prospective pilgrims who failed to leave, there were some neighbors who saw and listened. Bad news spreads quickly from mouth to mouth.

Even what I saw made Abah most sad when one of the pilgrims who used to be sent for free by Abah to accompany his elderly father implied mocking Abah as a fraud. In fact, he questioned whether the money used to send himself was also illegal money from prospective worshipers.

If only Abah wasn't there, maybe a punch would have floated to his face. It's been well helped even so. But your mentality is much more important, so I immediately brought Abah home.

Along the way, Abah did not stop thinking, to strengthen himself. Sometimes God tests us with the good we do to know the truth and how much we receive it with the test God gives.

"Well, it's okay, isn't it?" I asked quietly while holding Abah's hand.

On the way to dawn, which was still dark, I saw tears rolling. Oh Allah ...

"Dihya, Abah is really sad" Abah said.

"Yes, Dihya understands, Bah. Remember God still." I asked.

"Himai ... This is not a fraud. Abah tried to work honestly to earn a halal living for Abah's children and wife" Abah said with tears.

"Yes Bah, Dihya believes. I really believe."