
"Do you want to know what's the connection between me and Farid?" ask Dinda. "Dihya, that Farid mas is one of the ustadz that Abah entrusted to take care of our Family cottage. He is married and has four children. Four Dihya." Dinda showed all four fingers. "His wife was Farid, mbak Hesti was a believer at the time. He's like a brother to me who's this only child. In our cottage there was a problem, plus when Abah decided to marry again. I had a lot of communication with Farid to monitor the cabin. At home it can't be because Abah and his wife are there. I don't want to make them uncomfortable" Dinda said.
"Oh so." I nodded.
"Then what else is holding you back so you don't have to play detective-detective everything." asked Dinda.
"No, nothing" I replied. Now I'm relieved that Dinda has nothing to do with Farid. After all, if you look around, it feels very unlikely if there is something between them.
"Then now I'm the one who objected to your attitude and speech earlier." Dinda stared with a hostile look. "I don't like your arrogance, Dihya. I didn't think you could talk like that. Feel better than others even though you yourself do not know the quality of the person. You can talk like that. Farid is not just anyone. He is still a student due to the lack of fees. But in terms of science, it can be pitted, I'm sure you still lose to it, including purity. From the way you talk already shows your quality under Farid!" Dinda. "I'm disappointed in you, Dihya" he said in a soft but piercing voice to my heart.
"Din forgive me," I asked.
"You've misjudged people!" said it.
"Yes, I'm guilty of Farid. I'll apologize to him later." I said
"No need, it'll just make me feel bad for her" Dinda said.
"Sorry Din." I really feel guilty, also sorry. But it all happened. So much jealousy can make us that bad. "I'm jealous to hear you're close to another man. I really can't control this feeling. I lost, Din." I said. Acknowledging my weakness.
At first I knew being betrothed to Dinda, I indeed had time to refuse. Feeling this was an unfair one-sided decision for me because I felt he was not the type of wife-to-be I wanted because Dinda was not as smart as Amira or Orange. But, when I found out the cause of Dinda being left behind in the academic field because she had to take care of her mother, I fell in love. The woman who was willing to sacrifice her dreams for her mother was amazing to me.
Unfortunately, that love is growing day by day without me being able to limit it. I can't even control myself. So quickly ignited if you feel cheated Dinda.
"Dihya .. but we're still in college. To be married is long. It's still a few years away." Dinda reminded me.
"Yes I know that, but still I can't help that feeling, Din. I really love you!" say
"Fiuffs. Do you want to get married now?" ask Dinda
Hearing that question, I nodded. I didn't dare propose to Dinda. Although my love is great for him, but I have not dared to be a priest for him because I know his responsibility is not small, but big. Not to mess around. Marrying love for me is not enough. I'm afraid I haven't been able to finance his life let alone his life with his parents can be said to be above average economy.
"Yes, if you already know it means you have to be able to take care of your heart first" said Dinda casually.
"You're good, you don't like me. So you can be that relaxed "I said.
"What's? Just talking about it." Dinda frowning. "You think you're the only one who loves me? You think I'm not? Dihya .. lf you know, you are the person I want to be. I love you too. I'm just as crazy as you but I don't have to feel either. I busied myself with the college business and began to plunge little by little in the cottage so as not to have time to think of you because I knew the quality of my heart, if you think of you, the days will be filled with wishful thinking. He just wanted to imagine you. The others I don't even care about, including my college. That's why I'm trying to avoid you" said Dinda honestly. "May not just accuse people."
"Really Din? Since when do you like me?" tanyaku who flowered to hear Dinda's answer as well as more amazed. It's not wrong to match you, Dinda is really quality. He can or at least knows how to take care of the heart. I'm really curious, since when did he love me?
"It's important to answer?" he asked back.
"Yes. It's important to me!" I confirmed the meaning of the answer to me.
"alright. Ever since you helped me. You care about me when the others do not even bully me. That's when I knew that you were the best man I always asked God for "Dinda smiled, so sweet.
"Dih, still High School has asked for a soul mate with God?" I intentionally marked it.
"Belvin. Besides, the prayer was also because Umi who was always diligent in praying for me to get a good mate. Umi said, her prayers have always been offered by Umi since I was in the womb." Dinda tells about her common habit of praying for herself. One of his prayers is for Dinda to get a good soul mate. A man who loves and loves Dinda. For the prospective matchmaker Dinda also Umi slipped a prayer.
Hearing that piece of story made my heart blossom even more - flowers. Happy to pray for the future in-laws
"Well, I owe you a prayer, Din." I said
"What the hell. Jayus." Dinda sneers.
"Ah already. Later chat with you can-can defense fortress in my heart broken" said Dinda.
"Keep what about me?"
"Dihya .. my future husband whom I have loved since you helped me to do math, be patient. May our love be blessed by God in order to be anchored in the temple. Whenever the time comes, I believe it is the right and best time according to God. Now be patient first. Take care of yourself, I will too. Take care of myself as best I can. Forgive me if your attitude has made you misunderstand. I am just like you. Tormented by this momentary farewell, but this is what's best for us" Dinda said before leaving