Uta & Alber [EN]

Uta & Alber [EN]
110. I'm Convinced

Flashback Continuation


The Alber POV


"Please permit me, hug you for a moment." Felix's voice sounded with gentle intonation.


It felt like my heart was being hit by a hammer, when I saw Felix hugging the tie girl. The burst of rage, made me instantly want to hit Felix to let the hug slip. But I realized, Uta is not mine. I have no right to separate them.


My jaw hardened, my fist even turning my knuckles white. My heart is burning, seeing the sight before my eyes. Felix not only apologized for his past mistakes, but also said his feelings and heart to Uta. Uta was still silent in Felix's arms.


I want to feel like I walked in there, beat Felix for hugging Uta all of a sudden, and changed to pull Uta into my arms. But what a power, I realize I have no right to it. I am not Uta's lover or partner, but just a friend. Feeling that my heart was really about to lose control, I chose to go away.


I choose to go from there, because I can't accept the reality, if the word worst happens. That is, they decided to reverse it.


I went down to the 1st floor and walked towards the parking lot, where the black guy was. The stupidity of the show is not over. I don't want to linger here anymore, it's too crowded. Fortunately, my job as an impromptu pianist has been well done.


In the middle of the street, Bu Melati called me. He praised my performance earlier, as well as introducing 2 Z1 art contract teachers, who used to handle drama performances and music performances, especially those that Z1 participated in.


I responded politely to the introduction. He-he compact gave praise for my appearance earlier. He even advised me to come when Z1 took the piano race. I just answered that, I haven't thought about it.


While the teacher was still talking, I saw Uta standing not far from us. He seemed to be waiting for me to finish talking to the teachers, to return the camera to me. Unlike usual, this time I cut off deluan's view from him.


For some reason, my heart felt riled up to remember what happened. As Bu Melati and the other 2 teachers left, Uta walked over to me. I saw him smile at me, but somehow my heart felt sad.


He continued to return the mini camera to me, because I did not respond to his question. I took the camera with a brief thank you. Uta even offered 2 bottles of different drinks, thinking my residence was tired. I declined the offer and immediately left it. I heard from far away he still reminded me, to be careful when I came home.


Guilt instantly crept into my heart. I feel bad acting like that to Uta. There was absolutely no intention to silence or hurt him, only I didn't know how to respond now. My mood is really bad right now, and silence is the best option I've chosen.


Even when I got home, my mood was still bad. Swimming couldn't make my mind better. My memory goes back to when Felix hugged him, Uta did not receive the treatment, but Felix persuaded him and finally he collapsed.


Do you still love her Ta? *Albers.


I thought, only the taste that was still in Uta's heart, could make her melt when Felix hugged her. Given how Felix hurt him in the past, it's impossible for that hug to happen.


Worse, imagining them back together made my mood worse. I'm honestly confused about how I feel right now. All this time I really like to judge him, because for me his reaction is always funny and fun.


Interacting with her made my feelings comfortable as well. But honestly, I never thought I had any more feelings for her. All this time, I thought I liked Ayleen. Until it actually burned my heart. Now I'm sure I've fallen for my little girl.


Connect .............


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