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Title: My R (My Reason) 'My Reason'

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Synopsis:

^^^My R (My Reason), tells of someone who almost committed suicide because of his life problems are increasingly burdensome. It looks like he is not able to accommodate the burden of life that is quite complicated that he is carrying at this time. My name is Taste, this is my story. And according to the contents in my head, ending my life may be the best way. All the trouble would have gone if I hadn't.^^^

^^^My R.^^^

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Episode 1 :

When I get to the rooftop. My concern must be a lonely place. Maybe I can end this. I climbed the stairs one by one. I open the door and head for the rooftop. On a clear day, I can do it today. When I want to take my shoes off. On the roof I saw someone. But it's not so clear, he's like this about to end his life. I spontaneously shouted "Hey, don't jump!" He stopped, and then suddenly I woke up. With sweat in my body.

I saw the clock, it's 06:00. It's time to make breakfast, take a bath and dress up thinly to Mom's house. My mom and dad divorced 10 months ago. They don't want to take me, both my father and my mother. I had to live in my grandmother's house. I did it all, At best only Dad sent me pocket money and Mom sent me money for my life. They are too busy, even at the end of the year festival only reluctant to visit. Seeing what I am and how. But I ignore it, maybe they already have their own lives. One month ago I went to Mom, but she kicked me out and said

"Why did you come here? The lack of money I've been giving you all this time? Go there, you fucking kid!" It was like cursing me.

I didn't answer a word, and went back to Grandma's house on the train. I want to meet one of them. When I called Dad a few weeks ago, he was the same as me

"Ohh, what are you calling me? Don't bother the bad boy! I'm the same as my new boyfriend, you have a life. I have a life too. I've deposited money, so don't call me a dog! Goddamn it!" He immediately turned off the phone with no greetings and a soft and warm word.

I miss a lot of family. To those who say that, 'The house is where we profit and love.' But for me the house was 'Home just right shelter in a dark and lonely blanket.' I was at home feeling lonely, so I worked in grocery stores, to fill my loneliness. It doesn't matter if I come home late at night, as long as I don't get home early. Making food just not there, welcome is not heard anymore. Just a quiet and quiet house. I wash my face and sleep, 'cause tomorrow I start school.

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On this beautiful Monday. The birds sing small, the wind blows on my cheeks, and also the busy city for this morning. I ride an online ojek to school, if taking city transportation can get stuck there I am. So I took an online ride. Not felt, it was an online object that I climbed quickly sat-set, sat-set, although it was jammed completely earlier.

"Thank you sir, I'm not late. It was a mess." I smiled thinly.

"Yes Dek, pay her cash, right?"

I took my wallet out of my bag. "Oh yeah, here's the money. Ten thousand dollars, right?" I gave you the fare money.

"Yes Dek, thank you." The online motorcycle driver turned the wheel and left.

I arrived at my school 5 minutes before the school bell rang. Thank goodness it's not too late. I'm entering class. I entered without greeting and excuse me. I'm gonna sit on my bench. Suddenly I felt something sharp and painful.

"Rasain, eat the needle!" The Gang Girls are bothering me.

Nathan saw me, he immediately spontaneously empathized with me. "See first, let me help you clean up." He threw the tacks away, and put them to the bullies.

"Shhh, don't tell me. Just be quiet." Nathan's a little prank.

"But right,.." My talk's doubtful.

"That's okay, get revenge." He laughed with lips that smiled wide.

Suddenly the Girls Gang came back, their prettiest friend sitting on that bench, was the one who bullied me earlier. Name's Yuyun. "Aww..., Ihh, really good! Who put the tacks in here?" His face was slouching, coming straight at me with a sharp look, pulling my collar.

"It's what you did, right, you want to hurt us-us?" Angry nada.

Nathan denounced. "That's what I made. Why, ga seneng?"

Yuyun was annoyed, and brought her Gang out. "This time you escaped, but not tomorrow. I marked you in the face." He walked and went, as if cursing me.

"What about dong, Nat?"

He won me. "Sstt, there's nothing to be afraid of. There will be me." He smiled warmly at me.

Nathan is a boy who is not too hits, but he has the talent to play a good musical instrument. He is also good at a number of sports. I actually have a crush on him. But I realized, I'm a nobody. And I don't expect that if he shoots me, I'll refuse. I don't want to happen in the past. Wishing to give a drop of love, even tipped bitter love. No, I don't want to be like I used to. I buried enough of those memories deep. I've had a hard time getting along, my friends have been very few. There's not even a chance, just Nathan. He was the first to accept me as a friend. No more class people would accept me as a friend.

I go to the rooftop sometimes. Seeing the vast cityscape, also the scorching sun that shone on me. The birds greeted the day with their riveting chirps. Plus the surrounding trees near the school are lush and cool while making the rooftop comfortable and quiet. I really like it here. But sometimes, if I feel 'Is it better for me to die, from the rooftop? I don't think life is any good. Why live without encouragement? At school I didn't have any friends, they always stayed away from me and cornered me. At home I was always quiet and quiet. Why live a full empty life...' Surrender me with a feeling of despair.

If only I had lived in a simple but loving family there. And friends who accompany me as I am. Unlike this, life for me is cruel and unfair. God alone does not manifest the prayers as long as I pray. Do I deserve to live in the world? I don't know, I just want to be happy and feel the warmth of family and friends. I don't want any treasure or that. I want to be loved and appreciated. Don't expect anything.

(CONNECTED.).

...[ It was in my new novel. My R's! ]...

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