Tuti Lazy School
62. Lily & Me
The final exam announcement came out. Passed several Semester Exams, Try Out Exams, and National Exams. I don't have a word to play around anymore. I've started to focus on taking my exams. I have to teach and remember formulas, lessons, and more so that the value in the results later is better
"Tuti, we'll play yuk. We're going to do some cooking." One of my friends next to my bench took me.
"Duh, sorry. I can't, I'm focused on the exam. It's at home I also have to be at home." I ducked down, and spoke softly to him.
"Hmm, that's it. Yes, next time. Actually I'm a little bit too tired, because I'm close to the gini exam. It takes a play." He's a little moody.
I stroked her shoulder, and gave her the spirit of "Actually I am the same. But wait, we're playing the test. Stay excited. If you are bored we learn the same, how?"
"It seems to learn on its own. Later even fool us. Who ain't learning ain't us." He laughed a little.
"Jude, please."
He just nodded his head
After the hours of Physical Education lessons, at that time there were Reini and Mifthi also the Tedebahs. They banned me from sports
"Ehh, why are you here? There come out you!" Reini kicked me out, reluctant to let me play that available ball. Incidentally the guidance teacher of Physical Education is not there, because there is business out of town. But other teachers judged us.
"Why sport, what else?" Answer cuek.
"Ga can you play. Just a burden. It's gone you." Mifthi was spying on me, and she laughed wickedly.
"Yaudah, I'm just going to be so complicated." I turned and left them.
I looked at her from a distance, Lily was angry, and then she came back classy, took me out and played together. "Udah, Tut, come with me. You ain't allowed to do them sports. It's like his father's school." Lily looked at them cynically.
"Udah Lily is okay. Males anyways I see that guy, sick of me too. Those kayaks are in ladeni. Let it be at his meal that's a ball until it's full." I laughed, and smiled.
"What the hell is it, Tuti?" He convinced me.
"Eum, yes. Besides, I'm also not appreciated there, care about it, just being a joke for what?"
"Yes Tut, be patient." He hugged me warmly and empathically.
"Yes, thank you." I held her back and my tears dripped one by one.
"I'll keep you here too, you'll be alone." He sat next to my bench.
"Actually she's not alone either. There's people, Tinh—"
"Huh, what, Tinh? Who's she?" Lily wiggled at the blank stare of that class that no occupants.
"B-nothing. I said Tinhta or ink. Yeah, my t-inker's up. Got a pen, if there's any I borrow hehe..." I quibbled, panicked a little, and distracted Lily.
"Ohh ink, kirain what. Wait a minute." He took his pen. "More." Directly give it to me.
"Oh, yeah, thanks." I took the pen, and I had a pen myself.
"What do you want to do, Tut, so you can use a pen?"
I took my poem book "Nih, I want to do a poem."
"The title..." I'm still thinking.
"Well, what about happiness?"
I thought for a moment. "Good idea too." I called, immediately wrote the poem.
"I want to do poetry, too. Can you, Tut?"
I nodded, agreeing to his plea "May, instead glad I. Can collaboration in one poem we hehe." I laughed a little, and smiled at him.
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...The happiness...
...Works: Tuti & Lily...
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...'Happy ' does not come from the form...
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...We are always happy...
...Happiness is simply thanking God...
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...Not from Treasure,...
...Not from the Throne,...
...Not from Caste,...
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...But happiness comes from the bottom of our hearts...
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...Peace with your heart...
...*Concuse your ego and your wishful thinking...
...Forget for a moment the problem that always haunts you*...
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...When we are happy, we forget God...
...So delicious is so terrible, that is the favor of God...
...If we fall, then you just realize, if the favor is pulled back by God...
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...For what treasure is scattered, if we are your heart as hard as ice cubes...
...What the throne is for, if your loyalty is as thin as a tissue...
...What caste do you have, if you still distinguish between others...
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...Happiness comes from yourself...
...Good at enjoying and being grateful...
...Happiness comes from the heart...
...It is not from others who enter the heart...
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"Well, soon our poetry will be too!" I admire the poetry we do.
"Yes, this is my memory. Tuti, don't you forget me if we don't go to school anymore, okay?..." In other words, his tone was low and sad.
I clasped both of his hands tightly. "No going. It won't, Lily. Where can I forget a good friend like you. Always there for me, defending me, and never turning away from me. You're a real friend. Thank you, Lily." I looked into his eyes expectantly.
He smiled, and let go of tears of happiness. "Thank you again, too, Tuti. I'm also glad to have your kayak friend. May we meet again at this time." Lily hugged me. I hugged Lily back.
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"Quotes: Sometimes what we consider friends, turn around and crackle like assholes. Sometimes a sincere friend with us, we do not realize that he is ready for us. If you have a new friend, don't forget the old one. If you don't have friends, you can still hang out with yourself. Because only you know what you feel and listen to."
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After we had made a poem, we went to the canton. We spent some time taking off because we were going to take the exam soon. And we thought about making our new poems. He has loved poetry since I wrote poetry a long time ago. I love poetry, why? because the poem is like my diary which I poured into a beautiful rhyme. I'm no longer lonely when I make a poem. It was he who always accompanied and filled my lonely space. It is where I gushed my heart that was growing restless. It's where I lean on the words I want to say, but never say. From that moment on, I started to like poetry. Most of the poems I write are sad poems. Because of my current condition there is a lot of emptiness, sadness and despair. I hope that by writing poetry, I can heal the wounds in my heart.
(CONNECTED.).