Tuti Lazy School
26. Forget the Bitter Memories

Now I'm back at school. Although my clothes are a little tangled, and a little disheveled. But I still went to school with a gloomy face. Sometimes I remember what happened yesterday. It's right on Thursday. I saw Buk Lasmine from a distance, like she was going in to teach a class. I also accelerated my steps towards class. Yes, so as not to create new problems. Sometimes upset with Buk Lasmine. There is only every time you enter the problem. He entered the classroom, put down his red umbrella, and sat down in the teacher's chair. He immediately demanded memorization as usual. And you guys don't have to guess anymore, he pointed at me first

"Random busy absence. Tuti, go ahead." Flat tone is familiar.

(Saturday.) The sound of the chair I was in, and moving forward.

"Quick."

"T-t-but buk, which memorization? I didn't come at that time." My head is down, shaking, and stiff.

"So you have no intention of memorizing any of them? There's no friend of yours you can ask?" His tone began to rise.

"I just got from the buk house, I got into my shit..." Not finished explaining.

"Huh! Shut up, so many times your reason! Your pain why don't you memorize! You should have been like that. Play aja you lotin, later in nasehati can not, do not accept. Habit!"

I can't hold back my emotions. This time I went out, and memorized it outside. There's nothing I'm trying to memorize.

"Infright you're Lasmine! I swear one of your members will be missing one of them!" Lirih, perverted vows and grudges become one.

No matter how much I memorize, no one comes in. I'm upset because he doesn't understand my condition. But I can still be patient and swear. But I'm sure one day I'll turn to him. He always abused me for no reason. While my other friends, who have not memorized mediocrity, are not like I was born.

.........

I immediately packed up my drinking water, books, and clothes to head to my Elementary School later. I saw a lot of other kids playing that was called Stik. Somehow it's made, but it looks interesting. Along with pictures and long is also thin. Playing it is enough on the clap. Yes if one of us sticks to the opponent's stick, then the stick we were able to win the match. I tried to play that game, yes even though there was sadness yesterday. I hope this will cure my pain.

"Ehh Andi, can I have a little stik?" I was begging.

He gave her three sticks of "Nih."

"Thank you Andi!" I accept it with gratitude.

"Oh yes." Indifferent answer.

Class starts in five minutes, I put my bag in my chair. Suddenly a toy from my Buyut is a key toy in the shape of a star out of my pocket. I remembered, and remembered that moment. Although only a key toy is not much, but the memories of the toy mean a lot to me. I remember back then, her warm smile, her tenderness, her caring, and so much more.

Ningsih jerked my shoulder "Woy, why are you!"

Surprised, jolt, turning to the left of "Ihh Ningsih! Shocked to know!" I was upset, grumbling and looking away.

"I'm sorry, you're daydreaming too. It'll be satan!" He laughed a little while still.

"Yes-yes"

I snapped "Ahh, huh? Oh.. That, yesterday my great-grandfather passed away. So I didn't come, but that's what I was yesterday in the same weird prejudice Buk Lasmine. It was him, manak times me. I really wasn't just glaring." My annoyance sighed.

"Yes, yes, that cake is what I am angry about. I want to stop."

"Ehh why?" I was amazed while looking at the ceiling.

"Ihh males you know Ti, I'm the same kek you. It feels like zolimi, it's like her heart. I was his brother. Yanti is also my brother, but that is.. Choose love, males ahh Ti. I'm madrasah." His eyes ningsih interrupted to the left right.

"Don't be Ning, even if I'm in the same law Buk Lasmine no one else accompanied me in the corner of the room, most of all Isa." I persuaded, please, that he would not stop.

"My decision was with Tuti, it can't be anymore. Than I've been nudged on, just like you. Just stop it." He shook my hand, and left.

.........

"Hm.. If you think about it, it is true also said Ningsih. Did I stop, huh? Actually, dear Madrasahnya, soon to be finished. But lazy because there's a Lasmine Buk. Duh, how is it? how do you explain to mamak? But first, I have to be strong. Anyway, yeah just go. When it's over, I won't answer, cakapi and others. I hate that Lasmine!" I muttered, clutching tightly at my own hands and getting upset.

I faintly heard Isa's voice calling.

"Ti, um,.. Ti's.. The tut? Tuti!"

I flinched in the daydream "Ahh? L-yes?"

"Oii. lah, like you daydream. There will be no trance that can help you except ustadz yesterday. Don't be so absorbed in daydreaming. I have something to ask you." He approached me, and was like a journalist willing to interview someone.

"Yes? Want to, what's it?" Nadaku.

"You why yes, as long as Buk Lasmine lessons are always getting angry? Now I'm confused about Tuti. I think pity is like you, but how can you feel at home in her class? What the hell is Tuti?"

I remember "Ohh, because yes it is. I want to get religious knowledge. I used to love Madrasah." I smiled grinning.

"Hmm that, but if I were you, Ti, I would have gone. Ditch, seriously, if the teacher is like that. Good bye I said the same thing." Isa laughed a little.

"Patience to Tuti." Jesus stroked my shoulders and encouraged me.

"Yes, thank you Isa." My heavy heart said, holding back my long-stoppable cry.

After that pensively, it was also what Ningsih and Isa said. Actually, Buk Lasmine is too late. It is not worth mentioning as a teacher. How is it not worth trying? His attitude should not be patched or applied. From the expression of my friends' conscience alone already feel reluctant to follow or dislike the Buk Lasmine. But among them, I may be the most arrogant. But I still live. Because dear money Father who makes a living to eat us, our school fees, if I stop at will. I don't know, I'm confused too.

(CONNECTED.).