The Love of Two Brothers (Collapse of the Rinjani World)
41. Seeking honesty

"What do you mean, Gavin?" rinjani asked while releasing her body from her husband's arms.

His gaze did not stop demanding an answer from the handsome man before him.

"I don't know myself, Jani. But ... It seems like I've unwittingly started loving you, Jani. I'm sure of it myself, but try to hold this, Jani .. My heart doesn't always beat so hard when I'm with you, Jani. Can you feel it?" gavin said, bringing his wife's hand to touch his chest.

Their views are still clashing. Gavin did not stop staring in the shade at his wife. Likewise with Rinjani, Rinjani is trying to swim to find honesty behind the clarity of the Net Gavin.

"What's up, Jani? why look at me like that?" search Gavin.

"No one, Gavin. I'm just trying to figure out if you're serious about what you're saying,"

"Then did you get what you were looking for?"

"Sure,"

"Really, Jani?" gavin asked enthusiastically. A happy hue emanated so surreally filled his handsome face. I don't know, Gavin himself didn't know what made him feel this happy just because he heard Rinjani's short answer.

"There's no love in your eyes, Gavin. You are not serious about your words. I know .. You're just trying to cheer me up. But whatever it is, I still thank you, Gavin." Rinjani continued before throwing her face to the side.

Rinjani did not know if what had just come out of her mouth had hurt someone's heart. There was a happy smile that instantly vanished from one's face.

"I'm not lying, Jani. Even I'm very serious about what I said, Jani. Tell me, can't you really find honesty out of my eyes. Can't you feel my heartbeat, Jani."

Gavin again carried Rinjani's hand until it touched his chest. Even this time Gavin deliberately pressed Rinjani's hand hoping that his wife could feel the pounding of his heart.

Rinjani herself could actually feel a strong thump that greeted her hand. Only, Rinjani chose to act as if she did not know and chose not to believe.

Rinjani does not want to make Gavin like a cure that is only needed when injured. Even so, Rinjani has secretly promised herself to treat Gavin as what a wife should do to her husband.

Rinjani just wanted to make sure if Gavin's feelings towards him were indeed from the bottom of his heart, not because of guilt or mercy alone. Likewise with himself, if this is what God has destined for him, Rinjani wants to go through all the process naturally by doing all the duties of a wife. Until the time comes, Rinjani can say cheerfully and loudly if she loves Gavin.

"It's late, take a shower. I will prepare warm water for you" Rinjani ordered to divert the conversation.

Rinjani moved quickly to prepare all the bathing needs for her husband. After finishing filling the bathtub with warm water, Rinjani came back out of the bathroom and immediately met her husband.

"Ck! Why just stay there, Gavin. Kids know how to take their clothes off, too,"

After successfully cutting the distance, without being asked Rinjani's hand immediately moved to remove the buttons of her husband's shirt. He did it all with a peaceful heart. At least in this way he does not constantly tarnish the sacred vow of marriage he once uttered before his Lord.

However, Rinjani does not know if his actions managed to bring a strange gelenyar to Gavin's heart. Gavin's heartbeats, which had started to run normally, were now back beating.

I don't know, but Gavin could feel something stirring in his soul. It was like there was an impulse from within that told him to 'touch' the body that was before him.

The small circle in front of his neck did not stop moving up and down along with him who suddenly had difficulty swallowing saliva.

'****!' it breaks in his heart as soon as he realizes that someone is waking up down there, Come on, Gavin! why is it just like this 'your sister' has thrashed out asking to be expelled!' still in the heart.

Too busy holding something that bothers him enough, Gavin does not realize if Rinjani has managed to bring him into the bathroom.

"Please take off your own clothes and take a bath, Gavin. I noticed today you're quite exhausted,"

"Then take off your clothes too, Jani. Or do I want to let go?"