The King's Beloved Empress
S2 Episode 33's

No one dared to ask or even approach Queen Edna who was crying alone at the dinner table because they all heard the quarrel between the child and the mother just now.

Eventually Lydora appeared and she was surprised to see Queen Edna crying in her chair alone. Lydora immediately approached him feeling worried.

"Your majesty? What's up, your majesty? Why is your majesty crying?"

Queen Edna raised her head when she saw her future daughter-in-law coming at her anxiously.

"Lydora, sit. How are you doing?"Queen Edna asked back.

"I'm fine, your majesty."Answer Lydora.

"No, you must be lying. I know it must have been very painful and everything was my fault. I don't think about the feelings of the two of you and overextend my will. I'm really selfish. I'm sorry Lydora.I don't think my actions deserve forgiveness..."Queen Edna was crying again.

Lydora was silent with the words of Queen Edna who seemed quite sorry for her. To be honest her heart is currently really hurting because her virginity has to be taken this fast even before marriage because there is no basis of love.

Tina used to expect to be able to do it when she and her partner could love each other but reality did not give her as expected. Everything is done by force.

"That's okay, your majesty. I understand your feelings.you can't talk like that."Lydora said she chose to forgive Queen Edna because there was no point in regretting what had happened.

"I know you're a very nice girl Lydora. But I treated you so badly. Somehow I feel impatient and annoyed to see Yohan has not been able to forget her beloved woman. I don't understand why he's so hard to get that woman out of his mind because almost every day I see her like a lifeless person! He was always daydreaming and even while sleeping he was often delirious in calling the woman's name."

"Then I tried to do something extreme like getting you to sleep together so that the child could forget the woman more quickly and easily. But selfishly I don't think about the feelings of you two, especially you...."

"I know you must be very disappointed in me, Lydora. And Yohan just yelled at me before you came and my heart opened. She skipped her breakfast this morning.If she hadn't yelled at me earlier, I might still be a selfish mother."Said Queen Edna and her gaze became blank.

Lydora was silent to Queen Edna, who continued to speak and was right to say what her future father-in-law had said, if her heart was now really sick.

"It's okay, Your Majesty. We will soon be getting married too. Let's have breakfast before it gets cold, Your Majesty..."Lydora.

"I have no taste in eating Lydora. Do you still have a taste for food after what happened? I who have done wrong to you directly do not desire to eat. But if you're still, that's good. I'm worried about you Lydora. I'm afraid you're thinking of me."Said Queen Edna with a sad look.

Lydora smiled bitterly. "Yes, that's right, Your Majesty. I actually don't have a taste for food. And I was also really lazy to study today and chose to stay in the room alone. But that's not possible because the time is near. I can't waste time in plain sight."

Queen Edna fell silent and she stroked Lydora's head still regretting her."I'm sorry Lydora. I'm not an in-law or a good mother to you both."Queen Edna's eyes were back in tears.

"That's what your majesty is. Its alright. Everything will be fine as usual. You mustn't speak that way because somehow you're still a Queen and a good parent to all of us."Lydora smiled indicating that she was fine.

*****

Lydora is being escorted by Sandy's maid to the prison to see Mrs Bella.

Lydora felt scared when she saw the atmosphere of the prison that was so gripping for her. Most of the rooms are still empty and Lydora can see Mrs Bella in a prison cell all alone wearing a prison suit. The old woman was daydreaming, not knowing what she was currently thinking.

"Mrs Bella?"Call Lydora and mistress Bella a glance at the source of the sound.

"Yes right, Madam. I've memorized the gist of some of the books for my wedding ceremony and coronation later, Madam."Say Lydora with a smile.

"Hmm, great. But what's wrong with your face? You're crying?"Madame Bella asked, looking at Lydora's face.

Uh, how did he know? What does it look like?

"Eh, n-no Madam! I'm it's okay. Maybe it's just the effects of sleep deprivation."Lydora tried to deny it.

"Hmm, then let's learn now."Said Mrs Bella.

"Good!"

Actually after returning from the dining room, Lydora immediately rushed into her room and suddenly she could not hold back her tears that were about to fall. His heart was so sick and he was just saddened by what he was going through now before Yohannes' room.

He wanted to bring out the uneasiness in his heart feeling so heavy with the trials he received. Try to imagine how he is not sad when a man who does not love him at all even do that to him let alone in an unconscious state.

Whereas in her previous life, Tina tried to be the best girl and closed until she was willing to be insulted because of appearances by her friends.

In the workspace currently occupied by Yohannes, the man was currently completely unable to focus on working because he was busy thinking about Lydora and feeling anger towards his mother. Right now his work is very piling up.

He also gave up because he felt his head that was hot due to the thoughts that had piled up. He leaned his head against the chair he was currently sitting on and closed his eyes.

Instantly comes the thought of a hot scene when she was with Lydora last night.

Brak! He hit the table feeling very upset as he was still thinking about it. He tried to forget about it and was about to drink the water that had been prepared on the table.

But he stopped his hands from feeling doubtful about the water so he paused his intention for being paranoid about the drink being inserted.

Since morning John had not eaten or drank anything due to his paranoia.

Ah, dammit!

Feeling her throat so dry, she was forced to go out and walk to the park just to drink in the shower.

After drinking a few sips, Yohannes could only feel relieved and he returned to thinking about Lydora. Ever since the dinner, she's been busy thinking about Lydora, and her thoughts about Ellen are instantly forgotten.

Now how's the kid doing? Is she crying right now? I think about feeling guilty! Anyway I will never forgive that woman who made us this way!

John saw a butler as he was about to re-enter his room and asked.

"Hey Arnold, where's Lydora now?"

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