The Angel of Heaven I Wasted

The Angel of Heaven I Wasted
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"Come Reyfan why are you quiet? Let's drop the talaq on Anisa. I'm sincere, rather than you playing with his feelings," said the Imam when Reyfan was silent.


Reyfan ventured to raise his face with dewy eyeballs, then he approached the Imam.


"I'm sorry Well, I've wasted Anisa. But please give me another chance to correct my mistake."


Reyfan grabbed the Imam's hand and kissed the back of his hand.


"Yes, someone will easily apologize because they feel it will be easy to forgive" said the Imam.


"Yes Well, I promise to take good care of Anisa, I will fulfill her rights as a wife, I also promise to carry out the obligations that I once stayed, right," uca Reyfa still kisses Imam's hand.


"If only I had indulged my lust, I might not have forgiven you, Rey, because our religion teaches us to forgive each other, and I freely forgive you, even before you ask, but forgiving you does not mean I entrust Anisa back to you Rey. "


Reyfan panicked to hear the priest's words.


"Help me, Dad. I'm really sorry. Give me a chance to come back to be able to improve our household" Reyfan said, pleading.


The priest took a deep breath.


"How can I trust Rey? While you've been married for two months but you're still treating, Anisa like she's not your wife. Even you dropped Ila' by swearing not to touch Anisa. It was Rey's great sin. How can I entrust Anisa to you back?" firmly Mr. Imam.


Reyfan kissed Imam Hussein's hand again.


"I promise Well, I'll take care of Annisa. Please, I beg you once again Well, let me right my wrongs, I mean it Well, please Father just punish me with any punishment. I belatedly realized that I had wasted my heavenly angel.l Well, please Well," Reyfan's pinta begged.


Reyfan still continues to bend his body in a state of silence.


"Already Reyfan, I've forgiven you Rey. Don't know how Annisa is. I can't force you to divorce Anisa. You asked Anisa herself if she still wants to be with you?"


Anisa is crying again. The pain Reyfan had given him was still not gone.


Reyfan then approached Anisa and hugged Annisa's leg.


"Mas don't! It is not proper for man to bow down to man."


Annisa got up and dodged.


"I'm sorry Annisa. I admit I was wrong, because I hurt you all this time, but I promise I will really love you Nisa" Reyfan said.


"Yes Mas, since long ago I have forgiven you," replied Nisa briefly as she threw away her face.


Reyfan got up again and approached Annisa.


"You want Nisa to give me a chance to improve myself, I promise to make you happy" Reyfan said.


"Sorry, I can't and probably won't "


"But why did Nisa, didn't you forgive me?"


"Yes Mas, but you yourself have once demeaned me, insulted me and equated me with used goods. I forgive you, but I don't think I'll be able to forget your words that insulted me. You don't want me in your life! Why did you suddenly change. Do you want me to come back to you, just for you to hurt again?"


"Nisa's not like that, believe me I will try to be a good husband for you Nisa. Let's go home to Nisa, we'll rebuild our household" Reyfan said.


Nisa's body trembled at Reyfan's words.


"That's it, Mas, after what you did to me, torment."


"I know you, if a wife is not allowed to ask for a divorce from her husband, but there is a law that is allowed for a wife to sue her husband one of whom her husband has done wrong, you remember?!, how low am I in your eyes Mas."


Reyfan fell silent while lowering his face back.


While Anisa again cried when she remembered the bad treatment she had received from Reyfan.


Hiks hyks, Nisa took a deep breath while arranging her words. His eyes stared at Reyfan with a body that was shaking from holding back the anger that he had long been craving.


"By being witnessed by both of my parents, I ask that you drop the talaq on me mas! Please let me go, maybe this is the best way for us, so that we can live each other's lives in peace and happiness, hix," pinta Nisa then she cried hugging Halimah mother who also shed her tears.


"Let's do it right now, not this is what you want from the first day we married hyks" Nisa added when Reyfan did not react.


The situation is back tense. Reyfan was still silent, thinking about what he would do next.


'Let's go to the room, Nisa just want to rest, maybe Reyfan needs time to remember the words that used to be so painful, because he seems to have forgotten how to reject Nisa raw," said Nisa while embracing the arms of Halimah 


Seeing Nisa who was about to move, Reyfan panicked. She held back Nisa's steps by pulling her wrist.


'Sisa wait for Nisa, are you not willing to give me a chance to improve myself Annisa? I admit I was wrong" Reyfan asked as he closed both palms on his chest, his face was like begging.


Nisa is again upset by Reyfan's request.


"Mas Opportunity? Not that I've given you a chance so many times. I survived these two months as your wife, even though you never wanted me. Several times I asked you whether you would accept me as your wife, but what is your answer. Nah! You answered no, didn't you? Even you firmly say if you don't want to and will never touch me Mas. Hicks."


Sret.. Anisa's heart feels slashed back when remembering the Reyfan said.


Anisa rubbed her chest that felt rumbling in her heart, her gaze sharp towards the front.


"You don't know how devastated I feel when you say that, you not only trample on my pride but also insult me, you insult me, it was as if I was the dirtiest woman too disgusting to touch, hysteria. My heartache Mas hiks hyks."


Nisa again cried in the arms of her mother. The priest and Halimah also shed their tears.


Reyfan was still silent he kept trying to find an excuse for Nisa to forgive him.


"Don't ask how many opportunities I give you, I take you down the right path, hoping you realize your mistake. I hope you can accept me as a wife. But the limit of my patience has reached its peak when you say that you are ashamed to have a wife who is already a widow. Okay, I ask you again, you remind me? for the first and last time we went together at an event, you stayed me in the car alone just because you were ashamed to have a widow's wife, but I give you one last chance, I ask you if you want to keep our household by accepting me as your wife before I actually leave, but again you answer if you can not accept me and the incident was only a few days ago Mas, did you forget Mas?!"


Reyfan bowed, he felt that he was already mean to Anisa, but he also did not want to lose Annisa.


" And now you ask me to give you another chance?" 


Anisa took a deep breath.


"I'm sorry I can't. I'm just an ordinary person, who doesn't have an ocean-wide heart. Wounds that you scratch too deep will be very difficult to heal, if it heals it will definitely leave scars and deep trauma. If you feel a bit of pity on me, please let me go Mas, torment the torment."


Reyfan looked at Anisa with a dewy look.


"Nisa, give me time to improve myself Nisa, I promise," Reyfan said 


Allah Akbar! Allah Akbar.


Azan Ashar's voice resounded, and hearing Azan's voice echoed, They stopped arguing.


Nisa returned to her room while Mr. Imam walked over to the mosque.