Sorry, Thank You & I Love You
The Part 51

Today Rayan came home in a troubled state. Since then, he has repeatedly tried to contact Xena's mobile number, but the results remain nil. Xena's mom won't tell me where Xena is now.

''Ray, have you spoken to Xena yet?'' His mother walked over to Rayan who had just entered the house.

Rayan gave a rough sigh, sitting her body on the sofa of their living room. ''Xena went ma, do not know where,'' he said Rayan rubbed his face rough, confused to find Xena where.

''How did Ray go, you went to his house?'' His mother approached and sat down beside the man.

Rayan nodded. ''It's ma'am, but her mother doesn't want to tell you where Xena is now. I was also confused, why did Xena leave and without saying anything like this.''

His mother snorted and hit Rayan's small arm. ''Don't be confused, it's because of you.''

Rayan turned to look at her mother. ''Yang Ray is wrong, ma? Xenya who suddenly left is just that.''

''You already told me the same time you, to directly contact Xena, uh it turns out that your friend even never contacted him at all. Mama believes she feels that you don't care about her and prefer Sana. Ray, Xena knows that you like Sana and I'm sure she left this time for that reason.''

Rayan was silent for a moment. ''Xena know that?''

''Ray, you are indeed smart to do business, but if it's a matter like this, about your feelings and sensitivity is really zero, just like your papa is.''

''But Rayan admitted all that also for Xena ma, let him not feel guilty.''

''Yes, but the way you are wrong. You want to help her but you ignore her. It's called overcoming one problem and simultaneously adding new problems.''

Rayan was silent. Actually, until this moment he did not feel that his actions were wrong, because in fact he had no other intentions towards Sana, he only helped Sana because of Xena as well.

I don't know. Rayan stood up and went straight to her room. The man wanted to clear himself first, so that his mind could also return to normalcy. After bathing, Rayan again tried to connect Xena's mobile number, but the results were still the same.

''Where the hell are you Xen?'' his growl was a bit annoyed, considering that Xena was leaving just like that, without any notice at all.

Almost a month has passed.

Xena looks to enjoy her new life, she has some new friends and of course there is also Bryan who always accompanies her next door. Almost one month, Xena is also still very often thinking about Rayan, she is often curious about what activities Rayan is doing and so forth.

I don't know, Xena wants to get rid of those thoughts, but it feels so hard, Rayan's face always appears, even when she is laughing and having fun with her new friends though.

''What are you doing now, Ray?'' Xena muttered to herself, paying attention to Rayan's photo on her phone. I don't know, he said he wanted to forget about Rayan, but to delete Rayan's photo he didn't have the heart.

''What is Xen?'' Bryan came with a cup of ice cream with him.

''No need to do anything, just think about the task. Oh yes this morning I got a new task, a little difficult, help ya later.'' Quickly Xena turned off her phone screen and put her phone in the bag. He did not want Bryan to know that all this time he still often thought about Rayan.

Oh ya, bicara tentang Bryan, seminggu yang lalu pria itu sudah mengutarakan perasaannya pada Xena dan tentu Xena menolaknya. Xena bukannya ingin menyakiti Bryan dan dia juga menolak Bryan bukan karena masih mencintai Rayan.

And thankfully, Bryan was able to accept it and until now, the man was still treating him as usual. Sometimes Xena feels guilty. But according to Xena, she really can't fall in love with her best friend. Not because he was afraid of losing a friend but basically, he was unwilling and unable to establish such a relationship.

Once a friend, forever a friend.

''I will help you later. Oh yeah Xen, later tonight I have a party with some of my friends, come home a little night maybe, you don't pa-pa right sendrian in the apartment?'' Bryan handed him the ice cream and Xena devoured it. In California, Xena lives in the same apartment as Bryan. Yes of course because Xena who does not want to live in an apartment alone. But take it easy, they did not room, although at the beginning Xena often slept in Bryan's room and told the man to sleep on the sofa.

''Yes pa-pa, what time does Bry come home?''

''Don't know Xen, his name is also party.''

Xena simply nodded and went back to eating her ice cream. ''But if you go home do not forget to buyin I eat yes, fear I laper in the middle of the night.''

''Yes ... Yes.''

Bryan smiles. His hand was raised to shake Xena's hair. Actually, Bryan was trying to be okay, going to reject Xena. The man was a bit disappointed but could still think clearly and he was also unwilling to impose his feelings on Xena. And just like Xena, now Bryan is also trying to moveon.

Bryan didn't want to put his feelings on Xena. Even if he doesn't know when he'll forget that woman.

''Hi Xen.'' Clarissa Xena's new friend approaches them. Clarissa smiled shyly as she looked at Bryan. Actually the woman was interested in Bryan but Bryan did not care and looked very indifferent.

''Jaudah Xen, I stay yes.'' Bryan leaves Xena and Clarissa.

''You like Bryan?'' Xena looked at Clarissa who was still watching Bryan's back.

''What a look?''

Xena nodded. ''Banget, your face is red Cla.''

Clarissa held her cheek that was met with red. ''Yeah, I liked Bryan from the first day I met him. Uh but ...'' Clarissa looked at Xena. ''Xen, you and Bryan have absolutely nothing to do, right?''

Xena responded to the question with a laugh. ''I'm the same Bryan just sahabatan really, you calm down.'' Xena notices Clarissa's face that looks sparkling and it reminds her of the old days, when she fell in love with Rayan in the first place.

''If I go after Bryan, you agree?''

''It's your right Cla, but I just want to remind you, not to give your heart fully, let you have a shield just in case reality doesn't go your way.'' Xena's face turned sad. He again remembered his struggle in getting Rayan and in the end, he still had to retreat.

Clarissa tried to smile. He is sensitive to the situation and he believes that Xena has experienced one-sided love, so Xena first reminds him not to be too hopeful.

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