Sorry, Thank You & I Love You
The Part 11

Xena nodded heavily. He threw his handbag in any direction, then he stepped up and laid his body on the bed. Looking at the ceiling of the room. Rayan, she recalled the man.

The shadows of Rayan and Sana earlier this afternoon, the shadow of Rayan's bright smile swirled in her brain. His heart ached, it hurt to see Rayan who seemed to not care for him, but cared deeply for other women.

‘’Ray, what am I really?’’ Her tears just escaped. Xena could no longer speak, she simply bit her carried lips, to endure the pain and annoyance that were now mixed into one.

It was very desirable for Xena to yell, or ask Rayan directly, about the relationship of the man and Sana. But then again, he was unable to do so, afraid that Rayan might suddenly get angry or leave.

Why did the story become like this, why not run smoothly like the story of others?

Since dating Rayan, Xena has always been envious, when she sees some women who seem to be so loved by their partners. Xena does not demand Rayan to be romantic, does not demand Rayan to give her flowers every day or say love every day. All he wanted was the attention of the man. Is it too much or is he too greedy to want it?

A few times Xena's phone rang. He just let it go, even if the ringing was bothering him greatly. Xena was just not in the mood to talk to anyone.

‘’What's the matter?’’ Xena growled in annoyance. He had to pick up a phone call that turned out to be Cassie's. Cassie's called him almost 20 times.

Xena had not yet expressed her frustration. Cassie's words had already made her speak a thousand languages.

‘’Xena, have you seen his latest post by Rayan?’’

Xena quickly opened her Instagram app, looking for Rayan's username, to see the man's latest post.

The photo again made Xena silent. He just bengong staring at the photo of Rayan with Sana, which Rayan had just uploaded. In the photo, Sana wrapped her hands around Rayan's waist, while Rayan was embracing Sana's shoulders. Both of them smiled very broadly.

‘’New to Cas, they are validate.’’ Xena tried to hold back her crying. The photo definitely hurt her. It's not about excessive jealousy or how, but Xena realizes, it seems like Rayan likes Sana and that makes her jealous of Sana.

‘’This is me playing not far or what? I don't understand the same way of your mind Xena. You can understand something like this?’’

‘’Cas, I trust Rayan,’’ he said again. As much as possible, he calmed his heart.

‘’Believe the same idiot that varies thin Xena. Yes but it is up to you, this relationship you are living and as your best friend, I am quite reminded.’’

‘’Thank you Cas. phone I matiin yes, already sleepy, want to sleep first. Bye.’’

Xena looked back at the photo of Rayan and Sana. Looking at the two people, Xena felt like the third one among them. I don't know, the thought popped up instantly.

*****

‘’Morning Cas, morning mbak and mas-mas all,’’ greet Xena so enter the work room.

‘’For Xena,’ answer they are compact, except Cassie. The woman only focused on the pieces of fruit on her desk.’’

‘’Cas want dong.’’

‘’Oath yes Xena, you ...?’’ Cassie is just inexhaustible, looking at Xena who is as happy as usual and like not disturbed by the relationship between Rayan and Sana.

Was she wrong about Rayan and Sana's relationship? I don't know Cassie just doesn't want Xena to get hurt.

‘’Xena ...’’

‘’Later yes, now work first.’’ Xena knows that Cassie wants to talk about Rayan. That's why he cut.

*****

Rayan just walked into her office. The man was still standing, looking at the door of his room, as if he was waiting for something. Almost 5 minutes he stood up like that and finally chose to do his job.

‘’Where the hell is he?’’ he muttered in an annoyed tone.

*****

We're in for lunch. Xena took out the provisions she brought. ‘’Cas, I went to Sir Ray's room first yes,’’ he said in a small voice. Cassie just nodded.

Just as she was about to enter the elevator, at the same time Xena also saw Sana who was walking in a hurry. The woman was heading for the elevator. Instead of waiting, Xena deliberately pressed the close button. ‘’Rasain,’’ he said in an annoyed tone.

Last night, after a long thought. Finally Xena takes the decision to fight for her relationship and Rayan. He does not want to give up, after all, here he is Rayan's girlfriend, not Sana.

Love is about time, the important thing is that he is honest about his feelings and has also tried in his relationship. The result, let God decide. These words were what Xena was holding right now. Words spoken by her mother. Last night, in a state of turmoil, Xena went to her mother's room and happened to have not slept.

Start Xena telling me, about her relationship and Rayan, about her joy in Rayan which is very big, to the point of being so afraid to lose the man.

Mama hugged him, let Xena cry and let out everything that made Xena worry. After Xena calmed down enough, her mother said. The middle-aged gave a lot of advice and encouraged Xena.

‘’Ray me -’’

‘’Tap the door first!’’ rayan shouted to welcome Xena's arrival. Xena who had already entered, inevitably had to go back out. The woman knocks on the door of Rayan's office and then she comes back in.

‘’Ray, I brought lunch for you,’’ he said lifting the lunch box he brought, to be shown to Rayan.

‘’Hhmm,’’ Rayan just answer cuek. Xena also stepped back towards the guest chair of Rayan's room. He started putting the food on the table.

‘’Ray, eat first yuk.’’

Rayan was about to stand up, but her steps came to a halt, as the door of her study opened again.

‘’Ray me - ‘’ Sayings Sana stopped, when found Xena was also in the room. ‘’Oh, you are also here?’’ he said in a relaxed tone.

Xena's forehead shriveled. ‘’Oh, you are also here?’’ repeat in your heart with a mocking tone. ‘’Yaiyalah is the problem?’’ the answer is again in the heart.

‘’Na, when does it come?’’ Xena frowned in annoyance. It was very different how Rayan welcomed him earlier with the welcome that now Rayan gave to Sana.

‘’Bust come. You didn't see emang? That big guy too.’’ Xena answered, with a slight tone of judes.

Sana stepped closer to Xena. The lunch that Xena brought to Rayan. The woman grinned and sat down on the chair, right next to Xena. His head was brought back, he took a spoon and he ate the food that Xena brought.

‘’What the hell is you?’’ Xena's upset.

‘’Broccoli? You brought broccoli for Rayan?’’ he said smile lightly. Xena who did not understand, could only shrivel in confusion and throw her gaze at Rayan.

The one who was stared at did not even care and casually stepped up and sat in the front seat of the two women.

‘’What kind of girlfriend are you? Food that Rayan likes and does not like you do not know. Ck, it's important, must know each other first, before deciding to establish a relationship.’’ Xena growled, but as much as possible in her custody.

‘’Sorry Ray, I don't know if you don't like broccoli,’’ he said in a sorry tone. It wasn't made up, Xena was really sorry and Sana's words made her insecure. Ah, she doesn't know anything about that guy, but Sana knows everything.

‘’It’s okay.’’ Rayan answered only briefly. Then he picked up the stuff Xena was carrying and ate it. Sana immediately stood up and walked over, sitting beside Rayan.

‘’Ray, it has broccoli,’’ he said pointing to broccoli.

‘’Kan can be eliminated Na. I was a laper anyway. Hans also from earlier was told to buy food does not come until now.’’

Sana snorted in annoyance and immediately gave her sharp gaze to Xena. Xena certainly did not care, she instead heated up Sana by sticking her tongue out at the woman.

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