Rania's Invisible Search
PART 108 ENDANG STORY.
I approached Endang, convincing him to continue his vision. He just kept silent by rounding his eyes, his two eyes lit up, then let out tears of blood. I took a deep breath while shaking my head. I just wanted to help her, but this demon was being bad to me.
"Well, if you don't want to tell me more, I won't help you solve your problems with Darman!" I ruffled my waist while turning my face.
"Huhuhu Mas Darman's... You're evil Mas huhuhu." Endang's cry sounded heartbreaking as well as creepy. But I can understand her sad feelings.
"All right, I'll keep helping you. Do you want to continue your vision for me? Hurry up, it's almost midnight. And I want to get some rest."
Endang's disembodied soul darted toward me, it didn't possess my body anymore. But now he sees images of his past, through the look in his eyes. Both of his eyeballs were staring intently at me, and it looked like a video image inside my head. Footage after image footage changed, with scenes of commotion that occurred between Endang and Darman.
"Guess Mas, you prefer Narti right? Now that Narti is prettier than me, to be honest, there's no need to lie anymore. This must be because I'm pregnant, so I look ugly and unattractive in your eyes."
"Not so Endang, believe me, I love you so much. But this is best for us, I beg you to abort your womb, and keep all this a secret. I promise I will give you a lot of money. So that you can live a quiet and comfortable life with your Grandma. I was forced to ask you to do this, because both of my parents have a lot of debt to the Narti family. So I beg you, understand my position, we should both sacrifice feelings."
He could not believe what he had just heard. The woman retreated her steps by holding her chest that felt tight. Darman put his hands together in front of Endang, pleading with a jaunt so that Endang complies with his wishes. But Endang's anger was already at its peak, he yelled angrily at Darman.
"I don't need your money, Mom! I won't tell anyone about my pregnancy either! Of course, I will drop the seed in my womb. I'll be prettier than Narti, and you'll definitely turn to me again!" Endang screams with tears streaming down his cheeks.
One week after his quarrel with Darman. Endang decided to go to Surabaya. He had already told his Grandma that he would visit his workmate on maternity leave. Though the purpose of Endang to the area there, only to drop his womb to one of the child shamans who are famous for their expertise. Endang fetal abortion process takes place at the home of the child shaman. After Endang drank the concoction that the shaman gave, he was asked to lay his body on a wooden cot, with the position of his legs straddling wide. The child shaman applied the oil to both hands, then massaged the lower abdomen of Endang. At first the massage felt slow, and the longer the shaman massage the harder. Seen Endang face withstanding tremendous pain, his hands pulled the body of the shaman with reflexes because of the pain that spread throughout his body. Also seen Endang's legs kicking in an uncertain direction.
Before long the child shaman called two mothers to help him hold hands and feet Endang. There was only the sound of Endang thrashing in pain. Screams of pain repeatedly ejected from Endang's mouth, because he was no longer able to move freely. The massage continued for forty minutes, until blood began to come out of the womb. The flowing blood looked extremely swift, and soaked the wooden couch. Endang's screams grew louder as the blood flowed, I shuddered in horror at the sight. It felt like my stomach was sore, and wanted to spit out my stomach contents. Now my focus is back again, when Endang looks thrashed begging the shaman to end the abortion process. Slowly the shaman reduced the pressure on his massage. However, blood still flows profusely from Endang's womb. There was a small clot the size of a fist covered in fresh blood. Endang also shouted very loudly, when the clot came out of his womb. She screamed loudly for the last time. Because his screams became the culmination of the pain he felt.
After that Endang again stopped his vision. He sobbed with his stomach, and suddenly his whole body was covered in blood. Endang felt the pain he had once felt, until he died.
"Astaghfirullah." I said with a head shake.
"Huhuhu I am dead, and cannot live my life as Mas Darman's wife. It's all Narti's fault, I have to avenge him!" Endang nodded his eyes.
"Don't Endang! You will only increase your sins. Narti there's nothing wrong with you. You and Darman made a mistake, why did you leave it to Narti? Realize, everything happens because of your own mistakes. If you hadn't aborted your womb, you probably wouldn't have ended up tragically like that!"
"Aaaarggghh nooo!" Pekik Endang darted away somewhere.
I was immediately agitated after Endang's departure with his anger. I was afraid that he would really harm Narti. If Endang to really do his evil intentions, he will turn into a stronger and evil figure. A similar figure as the Red Kuntilanak.
"duh. What should I do!" I muttered to myself as I scrambled the coarse hair.
I tried to think positively, and prayed that Endang would not be reckless to do evil to Narita. Even though Endang himself has chosen the wrong path during his life. She was just a woman who loved a man who turned out to have betrayed her. The disappointment he felt made him make the wrong decision, which resulted in his death.
I hope there will be no other endang, who will repeat the same story. From here I can take a lesson, if you want to love someone, then love naturally and not excessively. No need to sacrifice honor before marriage so that the events in Endang experience are not experienced by others. Now the spirit of Endang is trapped between two realms. He could not leave this world quietly, either because of his guilt. Or because of his grudge against Darman or Narti. Because I cannot know anything, Endang is just an invisible creature that cannot be fully trusted his words.