
The figure of Endang penetrated my body, he gave me his vision while he was alive. I felt a huge sense of sadness, a feeling of heartache, and abandonment. It was like being dumped by someone who meant a lot in his life. Disappointed at being lied to and played with, I felt it all when Endang's figure entered my body.
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Looking a beautiful and sweet woman, she sat next to an old woman. They were talking that afternoon. Endang only lives alone with Grandma. At the age of twenty-three years, he was still single because he wanted to continue to take care of his grandmother. Many villagers said that Endang would become a spinster because he was more busy paying attention to the health condition of his grandmother. And always reject the proposal of the man who wants to ask for it. Endang's closed nature and very picky, making it also difficult to establish love with other men. Endang felt that the young people of the village were nothing interesting, and less handsome. As time went on, Grandma started to match me with the young men in the village. Because his grandmother wanted someone to take care of Endang, when he's gone. The Grandmother always hoped that Endang could find a man who was truly sincere and responsible to her grandson.
Not wanting to bother thinking about a mate, Endang was busy working on a plantation in a neighboring village. And one day, there was a handsome and dashing man who had just come from the city. He settled down and lived in the village of Endang. The man also worked at the same plantation company as Endang. The man of stout stature with a thin mustache managed to captivate Endang's heart. When Endang first looked at him, he immediately dropped his heart on him. Sudarman name, their hands shake each other, and there is a vibration inside Endang when it touches the man's hand.
The Grandma seemed to know, if her grandson had feelings for the young man who had just moved in his village. His grandmother invited Darman to their house, to visit him. As long as Darman was at his house, there was so much that the man told him. Hearing the story of Darman and knowing his figure is good to talk to makes Endang a different person. Endang became a more open and jovial girl after her arrival. That night they got closer, and shared their stories with each other. From the results of the chat that night, Endang so know that he has feelings of love for Darman.
Each day the two grow closer, and the seeds of love begin to grow between them. Endang is getting happier every day, because he gets a love reply from the man of his dreams. Secretly Endang often met Darman at night. The two made an appointment at a cottage in the middle of the rice field. Darman does not want his relationship with Endang known to many people, with work reasons. Because the plantation does not allow him to have a wife during his tenure.
One night, Endang felt nauseous and vomiting. His grandmother massaged his neck aupaya she could spit out her food. The anxious Grandma wanted to take him to Mantri for treatment. But Endang reassured Grandma, if she was okay. His grandmother joked, if Endang nausea and vomiting like a pregnant person. And then Endang remembered his last night with Darman in the cottage in the middle of the rice field.
That night the light of the moon shone on the rice fields. Darman promised his whole world to Endang. Darman promises to marry Endang, introducing him to Darman's parents. The heart of Endang flowered to hear the promise that Darman said. That night Endang gave everything to Darman, including his honor. They love each other and spend the night together in a cottage in the middle of the rice field.
Finally Endang contains the seeds of his forbidden relationship with Darman. Endang realized the symptoms of pregnancy based on the story of his grandmother. At that time Endang was very confused and frustrated what to do. But Endang always imagined the future with Darman. Throughout the day, Endang is increasingly worried because his pregnancy will be enlarged. He intends to gather the courage to tell everything to Darman and his grandmother. Because until then Endang still kept her pregnancy a secret.
Darman comes to his village not alone, he is with a woman, whom he helps get off the rickshaw. Darman looks very nervous when introducing the girl to Endang. Narti. She was a beautiful and graceful girl, as from among the respectable people. The clothes that Narti was wearing looked new and expensive, in contrast to the shabby clothes that Endang was wearing. For a while, Endang was amazed to see Narti, because he thought that Narti was part of the Darman family. But that awe turns to hate, when Narti introduces herself as Darman's future wife.
In the evening, Darman meets Endang in the middle cottage of the rice field. He painstakingly explained his relationship with Narti. Darman explains that he was betrothed to Narti. Endang continued to urge Darman to cancel the match, because he was pregnant with the seeds of Darman. Darman was surprised by rounding his eyes. Endang can only tell about her pregnancy with tears, feeling a huge anger at that time. Because Endang saw the reaction of Darman's face that was surprised by the blank eyes. Darman can only calm Endang who keeps crying, and asks for time to solve their problems. Only one month, the time given by Endang, because he was afraid that his stomach would get bigger, and his pregnancy was known to many people.
Under the light of the full moon, Endang asked Darman a vow of death to keep her married. After rejecting Endang's request, Darman finally swore in accordance with the wishes of the woman who contains the seed. Endang's anger slowly subsided, he could only expect Darman to keep his promise. But for three weeks, Darman has not kept his promise. Endang's hopes seemed to be dashed, he was desperate.
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Whusses.
Suddenly the figure of Endang came out from inside my body. He stood floating in front of me with tears in his eyes. Apparently he could no longer give me his sight. I do not know what happened next, because the figure of Endang did not want to continue his vision to me. Maybe I should give her some time, before she shows me her past visions. Because I was also curious, what made Endang until it ended up gone. And did he flirt in the human realm to take a promise to Darman.
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