Rainy
First Weekend

There is no point in crying, just wasting time and energy and tears. All this time, Rainy had managed to hold it down even though it was difficult, but somehow not with tonight.

After Bhara does not pick up her phone and just sends a message without asking what reason Rainy called, making the tears that come out do not want to stop.

Rainy really felt it. The sense when no one was on his side, no one cared about him, no one could Rainy make a backrest and a place to complain.

Rainy was completely alone, and at a time like this, Rainy could only hug himself. His mouth continues to mumble saying 'it's okay, this way will not bother others. Do not continue to be a burden, and just hold everything yourself. You can definitely.'

Her tears continued to flow though with a flat facial expression until Rainy forgot when he started closing his eyes.

***

Rainy woke up with slightly puffy eyes, but behind that the feeling of Rainy started to calm down a little. Especially when the phone turns on and the notification comes in. His originally moody face now looked bright.

Vania:

I was in front of your house, I opened the door.

Rainy quickly got off his bed, slightly running to get to the front door. When it opens, it looks like Vania is already in neat clothes and a bogo helmet on her head.

“But not ready also lo?” ask Vania not to believe it.

Rainy flaunted his row of teeth, then shook his head. “Later if I have dandan continue not so leaving will be free,” he said.

“And I told you from dawn, you get ready after nine I picked up. I can't believe it!” vania was a little upset.

“Sorry, but I took a shower. Just change clothes doang.”

“Royal change of clothes! Alika already on the road wants to come here he said.” Vania enters the house after Rainy invites her.

“Lo sit down first, I just jerk off. Not ten minutes like.”

Vania chuckled before nodding. “Quiet anyway, Rai, I will not stay too,” he said who realized Rainy was feeling guilty. “Oh yes, Aunty lo where?”

“Again pesanan cake,” said Rainy while going to his room.

Ten minutes long and Rainy was completely ready, when out of the room, no Vania was originally sitting on the living room sofa. But Rainy heard a voice from the front of the house, apparently Vania was chatting with Alika who was still sitting on her matic motorbike.

“Old, yes? Sorry, because it was busy finding the same wallet bag,” said Rainy.

Vania and Alika both turned their heads, both smiling amusedly at Rainy. “Just relax, Rai, don't feel guilty about it. Lo kayak again the same as anyone, we also often kok ngaret sampe bosen nungguin,” said Alika.

Rainy smiled then sighed in relief. This week, Rainy plans to spend time with his two new friends.

Actually, it was Vania who invited, and Rainy agreed to come along. Other than wanting to let go of her somewhat chaotic thoughts, Rainy wanted to take a look at the streets of this city after ten years had passed.

Rainy sat on Vania's bonceng, while Alika rode her own motorcycle. They passed through a road that was quite crowded vehicles but not jammed.

Rainy himself enjoyed the outside wind with a completely calm feeling.

First, they go to a park that is quite crowded with people. Most of them go with a partner or family. There, Rainy, Vania and Alika continue to look for good photo spots.

Besides being beautiful, this park is quite spacious and indeed becomes one of the tourist destinations. Cleanliness is maintained, planted flowers are neatly arranged and in accordance with the type.

This place is a place that Rainy had visited when Kindergarten school first. And not as big as it is now.

“Photoin I dong!” vania pinta.

Rainy flinched then nodded, he picked up Vania's mobile phone the girl had proffered. For a while, Rainy became an impromptu photographer for two of his friends even though they kept a photo of the three with the help of others.

After about an hour of being there, Rainy, Vania and Alika went to visit other places. On the way, Vania unceasingly raved about the small incident they had experienced earlier.

“Oath yes, so mom-frozen really julid anyway?! He was the one who was wrong, and I was the one who was pointed. Where did her husband also come out, in my opinion SD boy kalik ya?”

Rainy grimaced, not chiming in as Vania told me. Rainy understood Vania's feeling of being blamed while the girl knew nothing.

“Gue wasn't wrong, and I'm sorry even though I don't know why I'm sorry. But still people are angry. Take a vow! I doain his son did not get a mate and become an old virgin!”

“Hush! Van, that's not it. Lo his prayers are very ugly, kasian his son, even though the wrong mother.”

Rainy himself confused, Vania cursed people who had nothing to do with the problems that occurred. But Rainy remained silent until Vania was tired of herself.

Next they go to the mall, not for shopping but look around. But, if there is something they want they will still buy with money saved.

“Now Sunday, even though it's a holiday but I'm only free a few hours doang. So we can't play for too long. Maybe after lunch we have gone home,” said Vania as they were looking at women's clothes.

Everything is beautiful, as well as the price is quite draining pockets. Especially for the three of them who are only students and still rely on money from parents.

“Gue keeps its promise as nyokap not until late afternoon. Usually on Sunday I help nyokap buy this buy it, sometimes also help wash the car bokap. Not to mention the ironing clothes for school tomorrow. Good thing I washed my shoes yesterday after school.”

Alika's words sound like curses. But for Rainy it was one he dreamed of. Hearing the story of their closeness to the family, making Rainy's feelings that had been improving now mixed again.

But Rainy kept smiling. “Good dong, you can gibahin people together nyokap lo also if so,” said Rainy.

“What's good? Although I like the gibah but the ingredients are-that's all. If not about the neighbors, it must be about the incident at the complex. Whether it's a thief or anything that doesn't really benefit.”

Rainy and Vania laughed, while Alika flicked her lips as she felt on the ledge. “Gibah is of no benefit, Dodol. There are even more sins!” vania.

“Truly,” Rainy agree with Vania.

They leave the store when they feel the price is not in accordance with the budget they have. Then they went to another store, but it remained the same as before.

What to expect from shopping at the mall? Because everything is not really suitable for students like those who have mediocre money. At the end of the day they just buy ice cream that fits perfectly in the bag.

“It could wash eyes. Take the positivity, later when we have money we already know what to buy and about how much it costs. Yes, no?” asked Vania in a slurred tone.

Rainy chuckled small. Despite not buying anything, at least they feel happy for today. And that's enough.

After finishing the ice cream, they agreed to have lunch at the restaurant which was enough for their pockets with a decent menu.

“Gue is cool today, finally able to vacation even if only a few hours. Today is quite valuable for me, thanks to you two who already want to be my friend,” said Rainy suddenly.

Vania and Alika raised their heads, silent at Rainy's somewhat sad words. “Not just today, Rai. Tomorrow we play again. Next time we can also buy something at the mall, not just ice cream,” said Vania a bit joking.

Rainy chuckled, then nodded. “Buy item couple too?”

“Wah, can tuh. Buy a couple shirt, couple sandals, couple pants. Keep that couple bracelet, it's funny,” added Alika with enthusiasm.

After their order arrived, they started eating with chatter in the middle of the chew. Until Rainy remembered something and hesitantly asked her two friends.

“Eum .. You know not a place or cafe that receives part time work for schoolchildren?” ask Rainy.

Vania almost choked on her food if she didn't take a quick drink.

“Why? Do you want to work?”

Rainy nodded.

“Lo less money? No pocket money? Or want to buy something?” Vania asked me a series of questions.

Though somewhat on target, but Rainy shook his head in response. “Ngak. I just ... kind of bored at home after school. In addition to lying together play HP I have no other activities. Bantuin Aunty was rare because there was not much to help,” explained Rainy made his two friends nod.

“Gue has an uncle who opens a cafe not far from the lo housing complex. The cafe has not been open for long, and employees are not many. Later, I said let you have a chance,” said Alika.

Rainy smiled and nodded in thanks for the help of his two friends.

“But, Rainy, that part-time work is not always good. Although not full, but still tired. Especially if the work of school children, must be a bit malem just come home, do you not papa go home?”

Alika is less sure, however Rainy is a girl who has to be more careful. Not always the place will be safe, although many people still sometimes there are crimes.

“Gue is not papa, I must be approved. Or if I go home I ask to pick up a Aunt, I think he does not mind.” Rainy grimaced, I hope so.

“But if you can think back about working part time,” Vania chimed.

Rainy nodded. They resumed the somewhat delayed noon tomb due to a slightly serious talk.

It doesn't feel like their short vacation should be over when lunch is over. Rainy again parted ways with Vania and Alika after they both drove her home.

“Now I have to go to Mama's grave,” Rainy said softly after his two friends disappeared from his view.

Risa's aunt hasn't come home yet, so Rainy just sent a message and said that Rainy will go to her mother's grave like he said a few days ago.

After that Rainy switched on the application to order the ojek online. Rainy sat on the porch playing with his phone while waiting for his motorcycle to come. Until the one in waiting Rainy finally arrived and immediately brought Rainy to the destination.

There's something Rainy regretted after he got to the gate of a cemetery. Why just now? Why did Rainy visit the tomb of the most beloved Rainy?

In each step towards the final resting of the mother, during that time also the tears fell and fell to the ground. Rainy didn't wipe it, he let the tears fall so you know, Rainy is sorry.

Upon arriving at a tomb with a headstone bearing the name of Rainy's biological mother, the girl sat down with trembling lips. One of his hands held flowers and mineral water.

Rainy began watering the tomb and sprinkling flowers. The tomb was clean of leaves and grass, Auntie did not lie, Mama's tomb was clean and made Rainy quite relieved.

After sprinkling flowers, Rainy said a prayer, then Rainy again cried while wiping his mother's headstone.

“Ma ... ”

“Rainy apologise. Sorry just can ngunjungin Mama after ten years.”

“Rainy really durhaka so a child, after many years new this time Rainy here when our distance is not that far.”

Rainy continued to speak, with a trembling voice holding back tears. In this place, Rainy felt like he could take out everything stored. Rainy can bring out things that make her feelings always crowded.

“Mama know? After Mama left, Rainy thought he could still live well. But, it turns out it was just Rainy's wishful thinking. Rainy thought, Papa would love Rainy because Rainy only has Papa. But, again Rainy was wrong ... ”

“Papa take Rainy away because it does not want to be considered abandoning children. Papa who previously said that Papa dear Rainy was a lie. Rainy is disappointed but can't do anything.”

“Now, Rainy is tired. Rainy left the house and returned to the 'it' house'. And finally get to meet Mama now.”

“Rainy can complain right? Rainy can say that Rainy's not okay, right? Rainy can say that Rainy is really tired right, Ma?”

Rainy took everything out, everything that felt stuck. Something that felt full as if it was lifted up until Rainy felt a little calm.

“Rainy only has one wish, Rainy wants to live as Rainy himself. Have the right to refuse and accept. Can bid and be listened to.”

I don't know how many hours Rainy was sitting there, until when Rainy looked up, Rainy was surprised to see that the day had begun to afternoon. The sun began to sink in the western horizon.

Rainy chuckles. “Not been strong all this time. Rainy has to go home now, Ma. Fear Aunt Risa worried.”

Rainy rubbed his tears that were almost dried up. Both eyes were puffy, but did not make Rainy regret having cried because after that he felt relieved.

Rainy stood up, about to turn around but suddenly ...

bruk!

Rainy hit something, ah no, but someone. Slowly Rainy lifted his head and was surprised to see who he had hit.

“Aksa? Lo ... since when is it here?”