My Life Journey
8. Disappointed

because I am poor I do not appreciate people, sometimes I feel that destiny is not fair, why others can live well while I am very difficult.

tia why don't you do the task, ask stela

'' yesterday I went to Rina Stel's house.

why did Rina say she did her own job, asked Stela

yesterday fitting we want to make the task of Rina invited to go with her neighbors.

continues?'' ask stela

rina said she wanted to do it at night, I told her that I did not dare to go to her house, Rina said it was okay if Rina would say that it was us who made it, obviously I was at length

keep you also join the joint purchase of his cathone paper right tia?'' ask stela

no stel my mother no longer no money, but I have said the same rina, said rina is okay use money she used to be only a thousand so said rina stela, replied I was sad

really outrageous tuh si rina, just saying it's sweet not knowing her stabbing her own friend, I did not expect that Rina could be that hard, nagging stela

it's the stela that has all happened, let's just say I forgot to do the task, I said with a smile so that the stela is not carried away by emotions.

since the incident of studying the group I never trust friends again, I only benefit friends because I am weak and unable.

I never play with a friend again, I'd rather stay away from being disappointed, with her false hopes.

at home there are no friends other than sister and mas anto.

because that's why I always dreamed, when I grew up when I could make my own money so that I could buy new clothes so as not to insult people again.

whatever I do is always wrong in the eyes of friends, do I not deserve to be friends?'' did I harm you?''if I am among you, have I ever asked you for something?'', my inner self inwardly felt full of disappointment.

every day at home I always help my mother cook clean house.

my mother had gone to work in the morning, to buy rice and pay my father's debt.

I really want to help my mother's finances, pay off my father's debt but how to do it, I'm still in school.

all that always comes to my mind, I always look forward to when I graduate school, if I have graduated later I also want to work like mbak mia, I do not want to continue smp.

ibuk was certainly not able to finance it, because our lives are still fit, surely mother also has no savings.

money from work mbak mia also pay for her sister's school

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