My Life Journey
4. insults at school

Before the bell rang the child was still cool playing in the school yard there were to the cafeteria, there were playing bekel ball.

'' Hiya..Tia playing ball bekel yuk?'' take Stela

'' Sorry Stel I don't have the ball.

'' Pake got me aja Tia this I have two.

'' Thank you very much Stela.

'' Yes Tia is the same.

It was only Stela who never looked down on me.

Many school students do not like it because I am poor, only Stela is my one friend in school.

'' Hey..Tia you never change clothes.? already seedy so still in use,? crisa said scornfully.

It was Crisa who disliked my school because she was the rich kid in my class.

I always keep quiet if he insults me, because the fact is I don't have any other sragam clothes.

'' Hey..Do you not hear me ask?'' ask Crisa with me.

'' Yes Crisa I have no other sragam only this I have, I replied.

'' Patas never change shabby clothes like it is still in use, oh.iya you are not a poor person huh.? where can buy new clothes oops, said cris while closing his mouth as if he accidentally said his.

It was a humiliation from Crisa and his friend, which I always get every day at school, even in the humiliation of friends every day, I always keep quiet, I always keep quiet, for giving back for free, I have nothing.

'' Hey..Tia your shoes are already hollow so still in use ga no other what?'' ask Stefi.

'' Oh.ya Tia at home I have a lot of used shoes if you want to take a free ko, rather than buy new you are certainly not able, hahaha.tawa Stefi.

Stefi never intended to help me but she just wanted to insult me.

I always keep quiet never reply to their words, the important thing is that I can school and the school never problems what I wear, that's all I have in mind.

Why do they always lower me, is it my fault that they are the same?'' am I wrong to be poor?''if I can choose I also do not want to be a poor person, I said in my heart with a sad face.

Is that poor person so despicable in the eyes of people that everyone is insulting me?''

I feel sad if I think about the insults of friends, whether it's me in their eyes, so that I don't deserve to be made friends, just being close they don't want to.

Sometimes I feel insecure, seeing friends wearing nice shoes, I've done what I thought they did, I realized myself, I realized myself, I am grateful to be able to go to school without thinking about the cost.

I still fantasize a lot, when can I be like them?, can buy new shoes, new clothes, can have a bicycle, and have an allowance every time to school, can I have a new one, thought I was in my heart.

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.Friends of friends all ask for criticism and advice yes because I just learned to write.

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