My Life Journey
72. at the employer's hearing
after a leave of absence to attend her wedding mbak mia, now that I have returned to work again, I must be excited.
it turns out that soon I want to fast, I have already fasted twice at home bu tri, without feeling like I have worked at home bu tri for two years.
the feeling I've been here for two years.
as usual if in the morning I have to wake up early, to prepare breakfast.bu tri also helped cook too, things like this are common when the morning in the kitchen with the employer, it is common, bu tri said let the work be finished quickly, the important thing is that I take care of the child the main.
like this morning I was in the kitchen with mom tri.
" tia do you like soni.?
deg..deg..my feeling is not good to arrive mom tri asked about soni mas what is this.?
" sorry buk I just adore soni mas like brother, sorry I buk if I am too familiar with the same mas soni.!
" it's okay tia mom get you close to anyone, but remember the message mom you have to take care of yourself.
"yes, I understand"
" soni's like her likes you tia.!
waduuhh.mas soni misrepresented this, how should I..? if I stay away from the soni mas in his thought I was arrogant, near the same soni mas later became aahhh problem.want it feels like I drowned in the sea alone, no.no.I am not married.
" tia..kok even bengong.?
" ah.iya buk what is it.? I forgot mom asked what.
" soni's like her likes you.!
" mmm sorry buk may mas soni misinterpreted our closeness, I have not thought too far buk, I still want to work first.
" good buk thanks"
fortunately I have a good employer, can understand my desire if I do not want to establish a serious relationship, I have to work because I have not been happy.
I have to make my mom happy before I get married.
after a few months I work, I already have enough savings to buy my mother a gas stove, so that the fasting month will not be tired of cooking using a furnace.
I have been determined to make mother happy, I do not want mother in contempt continues, for me mother is my hero, mother has grown up to five children alone, alone, mom is a really great woman.
even the father until now there is no news at all, and the family also hates the mother until now, for whatever reason when the mother never asked for mercy from them.
'already from childhood do not get the affection of a father, grew up starting school in the same contempt of school friends because I am poor, in the same contempt of neighbors because of poor, poor,
have grown up began to work also in the benefits of the same people, the family of the father also follow hating us, complete already my suffering.my inner sadness lamented fate.
when will this suffering end.?
for that reason I have to work hard so that I can raise my degree, wait for the moment when I arrive I will prove to all of you.
if one day you will need the help of the poor you have always despised.
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