My Kenzo
Blood Cargo's

...I didn't prove anything, because I knew everything. It doesn't prove anything, because I'm selfish....

...My desire will not change, because I love you......

...Risking my life, making up for everything, to feel worthy to hold your hand......

Kenzos...

The young man fell silent, staring at everything, was not a fatal accident. All the family members were worried about her, Suki who was sitting in a wheelchair even came to the hospital. Staring at the young man who was lying with an infusion hose in his hand, as well as bruises on his forehead and arms.

Gilang has everything, friends, family, and he only has Amel. The girl staring outside the VVIP ward.

"Kenzo, can I come in?" tanyakanya.

One question that is quite painful, when the hand he holds wants to go in there. Envied? Not want to lose? Maybe he is, the only one of his. Why should it belong to his sister? He wants to be happy too. Wanted to be worried, wanted to be missed.

"Come in, I'll be waiting for you outside." he said still putting on a fake smile.

Whose fault is this? What was his mistake that forced Amel to love him from the beginning? Maybe he is, but he is his wife, the mother of his children.

The woman entered, the hand she wanted to prevent, stepped not to turn her head. Then smiling jokingly inside, I don't know what they're all talking about. Gilang has everything, perhaps including Amel's heart...

It is not why, the woman is still his wife, the ring on their ring finger is proof.

Kenzo sat alone in the front seat of the ward, in the corridor. Until an unknown woman approached him.

"You're Kenzo, right? Her husband Amel, introduce my name Marina. Sany's real mother, Amel and Gilang's best friend." the woman stretched out her hand.

But Kenzo just fell silent, didn't like it? Of course, a mother who hands her child over to someone else.

The woman lowered her hand, sat down next to Kenzo, "They're close enough huh?" Marina breathed a rough sigh.

Kenzo did not pry at his words, quietly leaning his back, closing his eyes. Listening only to the painful will not answer.

"You know what it's like to love someone for two years? An unrequited feeling. I used to be a barrier between them. Until the time came I gave up, Amel was too good, and Gilang. Not recognizing his own feelings,"

"A long time. It won't erase their sincere feelings." he continued.

A long time, will not erase the sincere feelings?.... I love him and will never change... Kenzo was still silent closing his eyes, intending to wipe away his fatigue.

"Amel says you have a personality disorder, right? Can you be a good father? What if, you accidentally hurt Sany or Amel?"

"Mile and Amel like each other, you .." Marina's words stopped Kenzo suddenly opened his eyes.

"I know, you don't have to explain. Gilang has dictated a lot to me! A lowly woman like you, if not a good mother. You better never dictate my role as a father..." Kenzo stared intently at him, a beautiful face that gave off a cold aura.

Marina began to rise, the beautiful young man who with just a few words frightened her, "I just want to give you advice!! It is better to let go, rather than to hold him in unhappiness." he said passed away quickly, returning to the hospital room Gilang.

Kenzo's hands clenched, his mind completely muddled. Should have let go of Amel for his happiness, right? However, not being able to let go of that woman was his life.

Until someone's hand slaps his shoulder. A middle-aged man, "How's your business?" tanyanya, give me a glass of coffee packaging.

"Lumayan, I'm sorry I paid Simon (a former employee of the Bold Company) to harm you" he said, drinking a sip of coffee given by Leon.

"Have you drunk the coffee? I put cyanide in it," joked Leon. Kenzo frowned, unable to laugh at his unfunny jokes.

Leon let out a rough sigh, "Thank you, you've made your body a shield to protect Gilang from the bullets Simon shot,"

"It was also my fault, I paid Simon to repay your family. Only, at that time I did not know Gilang would be harmed. So let's just say, it never happened..." Kenzo goes back to drinking coffee, smiling at Leon.

"Said is sometimes childish. But this time, want someone else's wife?" Leon sat down beside Kenzo, leaning his back on the chair.

"If Amel is not married, I will defend him. It's hard enough to find the right woman to look after Gilang. But you're married, a promise to God that can't be denied." she said.

"I almost made my uncle and Gilang die." - Kenzo.

"My father (Suki) was the cause of your parents' deaths..." Leon returned his sneers.

They both bowed and smiled, chuckling. It was as if all the grudges between them had broken even.

Until Kenzo let out a sigh, started to get up, "The only person who doesn't blame me. Therefore, I'll give you a small gift,"

"Nila, she's still in a mental hospital. That's all I did, hired a gigolo to make her fall in love, divorced from Uncle Agra. The Gigolo eventually ran away all his money. Holding him in a mental institution, constantly getting torment, until he never recovers,"

"You know why I did it? He always wanted to kill me first, leave me hungry. But that's not the main thing, he has a reason to do it to me..."

"Aunt Harnum, it was he who planned his death. I was the only key witness to his actions." he continued, walking away leaving Leon stunned.

His hands clenched, his lips smiling, slowly turning into a laugh in his cries. It wasn't him who avenged Harnum's death. However, one of the children was treated fairly by his late wife.

Maybe if Harnum was still alive, didn't die in an accident. Kenzo won't get any bad treatment. There is no need to accept psychological trauma, the child who takes revenge alone. Antagonist, vile with many wounds in his heart.

***

Late at night, Amel falls asleep on the sofa, next to Marina. Leon went home to get a change of clothes.

Slowly Kenzo came in, about to take Amel home.

"Sister, I'm right aren't I!? He doesn't love you." said Gilang from the patient's bed.

"I know, but he's mine" Kenzo smiled, tidying up the hair that covered his wife's face. He lifted his body, and took it home.

"Letter!! I'll stop chasing him, but if you can prove you deserve him" he said.

"With what?"Kenzo stopped his steps.

"Redeem all your sins. I don't care if it's with your life." replied Gilang, who really can't accept everything. Emotions, consider these rash words from him.

However, how many companies did his brother acquire, how many lives did the Bold Company officials lose because Kenzo released Simon from prison, funding every murder Simon committed. Penance redemption? How-to? The difficult thing, unless God calls him, is to ask himself to account for everything before Him.

"Will I do, I will atone for all my sins. To feel worthy to get it..." Kenzo stepped away, still lifting Amel's body, walking away from Gilang's ward.

Gilang's tears flowed, "Can't you just give up this time!?" he snapped, throwing a vase of flowers until it broke into pieces.

***

Slowly Amel's body was placed in the car. Drive the car at the speed to the villa. Atone for sins? There are a lot of things on his mind.

"I'll do it..." Kenzo tried to smile, his hands put earphones in his ears, about to contact someone.

"Master?" said someone across there.

"Phill, do you remember Blood Cargo? I'll handle everything. Make sure Frans doesn't know about my departure." said Kenzo sighing harshly.

"Tu... Mr. Blood Cargo is directly related to the underworld (mafia network). It's the same as taking your own life, it's better." His words were cut off.

"I don't want to live anymore.this might be my last assignment..." Kenzo let go of his earphones, his tears flowing.

There are too many sins that he committed. To be with his wife now. Maybe it's a penance worth it.

Seriate