
801 Amel is in front of the room at this time. Clenching his hands, ventured to open the door. Messed up? That was the state around him as he slowly stepped up little by little. Lots of stuff on the floor and bed.
There is no sign of life except in the bathroom. There was a voice of someone there, a voice of a woman.
And the voice of a young man she knew, "I know, and tried but it was hard..."
"But you must try, otherwise this is another path, which must be taken." the woman's voice faintly.
In Amel's mind, is it hard enough? What's hard enough? And trying, what should two people of different gender work on in the bathroom?
Kenzo hired a lady entertainer at the hotel!! I'll catch him, then... It is undeniable that Amel's heart aches, but he must see with his own eyes. To convince his heart there is no sincere love of a top-class being. He's just a toy strap doll for a Kenzo. His hands trembled, touching the door...
Brakes...
The door shifted quickly, an old woman was there, still fully dressed in her medical clothes. While Kenzo, the young man was still wearing a bathrobe, but his body was in a bathtub, with all his body wet.
"Ka...are you dating wa.... old lady?" ask, digest, guess.
The psychiatrist thinned his lips withholding his laughter, glancing at Kenzo, "He's your girlfriend?"
"Shame it," Kenzo frowned, putting his head in the water for a moment. Really feel like hiding himself from the psychiatrist in front of him.
A few hours earlier...
If happy, too happy. If sadness tends to lead to depression, so also if anger tends to be difficult to control his emotions.
"Hire gangsters? Is his personality disorder back?" frans murmured, quickly, out of the hotel where he was staying. Hiring a driver that is provided by the hotel.
Worried? That's how he is right now, maybe Amel made a big deal this time.
"Fucking woman!! If it wasn't just him who could potentially cure Kenzo. There's no way I'm gonna set him up. There are still a lot of women out there who want to lie on the bed, undressing them, just to get Kenzo," he said, filled with annoyance. Like a mother-in-law, when her son complained of being hurt by his wife. Can't wait for the taxi he is riding soon to arrive.
***
No one was aware of what was happening right now,"So step aside.." a young man who was lazily arguing said no snapping, but his eyes were sharp, but his eyes were sharp, when the move was stopped some people who wanted to rob his wallet and phone.
"Surge? Give me all your valuables first" he said, starting to approach Kenzo.
Good at fighting like all the CEOs in novels that often play brawl? No, Kenzo's not good at fighting at all. But his personality disorder is quite useful in urgent situations.
A rabbit if it feels desperate will bite, a deer surrounded by a herd of hena will gore. No one will be silent, right? Especially her current self needs an outlet.
The knife was held by one of the four people who surrounded him. Walk up to him, "Don't love life?" tanyanya, mocking smile.
Walking up to Kenzo, about to put a dagger on him."Give me all yours, cell phones and wallets,"
"Don't want to." she replied expressionlessly.
"no? You really don't love your life!?" he snapped, about to injure Kenzo to pick up the precious accessories on his body. A watch? That is their main purpose at the moment. Given a well-known brand, which if original might cost hundreds of thousands of dollars.
Kenzo grabbed the dagger with his hand, grabbed it, let the blood pour from the knife."Phonecells? A wallet? It's more important than my life." he said staring intently.
Not caring about anything, the first gift from Amel was attached to his phoncell. While the only photo of the deceased both parents are in the wallet. More valuable than life? Maybe not, phoncell can be bought again. The money in the wallet can be collected easily. But two things attached to that thing? The young man will not let go.
One of them provoked even greater anger. The phone whose hanger stuck out of his pants pocket was forcefully pulled. Kenzo quickly attempted to take him. However, the phonecell fell down, even one of them stepped on its hanger made of glass.
Can't take it anymore. His first gift was ruined? A handful of sand was taken from the front pot of the house in the place, closing his own eyes throwing into the surrounding area. Making the eyes of the four men unable to see, resisting the pain.
The knife was soon seized, made reckless, and angry, one of them strangled him. Staring bitterly full of hatred. Scratch a little knife on the cheek of the person who stepped on the phone hanger, "I'll remember your face..."
His eyes seemed to think of no life, could kill them if they wanted to. The other three people ran in fear, perhaps seeking help, recalling the deserted alley.
While one other person, still strangled by his cold fingers, was almost out of breath. Kenzo slightly glanced at the shattered phonecell hanger. Pissed off? Of course, but ...
"Letter!! Stop it, what if he dies!! You want to get caught in the law!!" frans said he was trying to hold it, after looking for Kenzo near the area where Amel worked.
Kenzo was still holding his knife.
There is no cure, no psychiatrist, then I too will die. Frans murmured inwardly, staring at Kenzo's level of anger. Until one idea came along... There's no cure, but there's still Amel....
"Kenzo, if he dies, Amel will hate you for killing people. Spending a long time in prison, he will marry the glasses (Tatewaki). When you get out, their kids are already a lot." he said, hoping Kenzo can suppress his emotions.
Tang.tangs...
The sound of the dagger falling down, Kenzo magically released his strangulation. The man sat on the asphalt coughing, breathing greedily. Thankful that his life survived.
Kenzo sighed many times, reaching into his pocket taking all the cash in there. "Money compensation for a scratch on your face. Go, or you still want to continue that one..."
Money was thrown in front of the robber. The man grabbed with trembling hands, immediately ran over quickly, even nearly falling from fear.
"I'm going to find Amel" he said, wanting to get out of the car.
"Shut up!! Go to the hotel!! Wait for Amel in my room, I'll pick him up!! Or you want the glasses guy (Tatewaki) to marry Amel!!" snapping, Frans.
Kenzo bowed, sighing harshly, "Have a sedative?" tanyakanya.
"Later I'll call a psychiatrist, shut up and just stay in my room..." Frans, close the car door.
***
As much as he thought, his tears flowed. Left alone in Frans' room.
Is he gonna like it? He won't come back...
"Amel Anggraini, I gave him his name." he sobbed, pulling a table cloth, all the things on the table fell down. Broken apart...
His face expressionless? Just because of jealousy? Maybe ordinary people will say impossible, but everyone's psychological condition is different.
Many things happened in his life, including the loss of loved ones. Is he too protective? Indeed, because the only small fireflies he has can fly wherever he wants.
The little firefly in his dark and lonely heart.
Anger only makes trouble. His clothes were opened by him wearing only a boxer, as well as a bathrobe entering the bathtub.
Calling psychiatrist? Frans did, an old woman, a psychiatrist who was almost retired. Opening the door of an unlocked hotel room, enter slowly towards the direction of origin of the sound of running water in a quiet room.
"Excuse me.." he said.
"Come in" a young man's voice rang out, from inside the bathroom.
The door was opened by the psychiatrist, Kenzo just silently sighed many times, tears still clearly visible on his face.
"My name is Matsumi" he said kindly.
"I'm Kenzo, where's the cure?" ask Kenzo to the points.
"Look, it's quieter if counseling first. May I know what happened to you?" Matsumi sat down after taking a chair from outside the bathroom. Find a more comfortable position to talk. His eyes slightly glanced at the wound on the young man's hand.
"Everyone will go, he will too." she replied ambiguously. The psychiatrist is silent at this moment.
"I have no family, one by one they will come and go. So does Amel, but can I be greedy not to want him to leave me forever?" ask her with tears flowing.
"Calm down, the Amel you're talking about is he dead?" Matsumi clenched her forehead.
"He's still alive, but he's going to love other men. Going will never come home." she replied.
"So she went with another man," Matsumi made sure, answered with a nod by Kenzo.
"There are some people who will stay with you no matter what. There are people who have to go. The only way to let it go" he continued.
Kenzo smiled bitterly, "I'd rather die. When I let her go with another man..."
"Then be selfish, make him love you in any way. If you don't love you, keep her tied up with you, "unusual advice comes out of a psychiatrist's mouth. Smiling with his eccentric wrinkled face at Kenzo.
"Whatever happens, don't give up. Sacrificing happiness for others? If you love her don't do it, show yourself more loving than any man," inexplicably doesn't sound like a psychiatrist anymore. That feisty granny, couldn't bear to see Kenzo like a withered flower.
"She doesn't believe my words, no matter how many times I say that I like her. I know, and I've been trying but it's hard." she said.
"But you have to try, if not this, another path to take..." Matsumi smiled at Kenzo. The talk that was like Amel had a lover and would never return to the silent youth was still downcast.
Till...
Brakes...
The door opened quickly, a beautiful girl was seen with her pale face, "Ka....you dated wa.... old lady?" ask, digest, guess.
The psychiatrist thinned his lips withholding his laughter, glancing at Kenzo, "He's your girlfriend?"
"Shame it," Kenzo frowned, putting his head in the water for a moment. Really feel like hiding himself from the psychiatrist in front of him.
Embarrassed? Of course, he was already behaving like a heartbroken Romeo. Mental disorder that he wants to cure. What a fucking disease, that humiliated him in front of the psychiatrist.
While the psychiatrist was smiling, the emotional feelings and depression that had been seen, now disappeared after the presence of the girl in front of him.
"Letter!! Why hire a comfort woman!!" amel was full of anger. As usual, he was not jealous....
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