My Kenzo
Amendment

...Your happiness is my happiness, your suffering is my suffering......

...But my happiness is not your happiness, nor is my suffering your pain......

...Because I'm the only one who loves you......

...This feeling never reciprocates.But one sentence, I find it hard to forget you......

Amelis...

With doubt, the fat lady hoped to end the futile waiting for Gilang. Contacting Gilang on the sidelines of his activities to fix the goods in the store where he works.

Amel has been working between his college days, his mediocre life. Only sent the amount of money is not how much by his mother who works as a tailor.

The fat woman actually included a smart student, another thing she did to meet her needs was to help other students cheat. Make papers in exchange for money, even help make the thesis the usual thing he did, just to pay the semester money.

The accomplishment? Nothing, working in a store, doing other student assignments, makes him unable to do his own scripts well. GPA is even 2.6 while students who use their services on average get above 3.5. In conclusion, Amel used his cleverness not to boast of himself, or to show his ability. However, in order to survive collect money and chew food. His mouth that can not stop chewing becomes the culprit of his life problems.

A message was sent to Gilang. The intention? Showing the young man the real figure of Marina. Still expecting his love? Indeed, but more on not wanting Gilang hurt more deeply.

A few hours passed until it was time to go home.

Tin.tin...

The bespectacled young man picked her up, dropping off a gift for Marina to be Amel's reason, taking Gilang with him to the mall where Marina went with her lover.

"Ndut, that's a long time!?" He smiled, opening the door for his friend.

"Sorry, this is a photo of the latest edition of the bag that Marina likes," he said fiddling with his phone with trembling hands, covering up his lies.

"Good, after this love declare again, I will officially be his girlfriend.." Gilang remark began to start the engine of his car.

"Eum..." Amel smiled, taking the brown bread sprinkled with messages in his bag. Soon back to chewing his food.

The young man's eyes were slightly distorted, staring at the cream marks attached to the corners of Amel's lips. Take a tissue, wipe it slowly.

Their eyes met for a moment, Gilang stared deeply at his best friend. However, for a moment he regained his senses, "Dugong is fat, greedy. When can you learn to be more beautiful!?" his lips shifted his eyes. Start putting in gear to drive the car.

Sick? That was Amel's current feeling, hearing the words of origin from the young man's mouth, trying to smile in a natural manner.

If I was beautiful you could love me sincerely. words were stuck on her lips, staring at the view of the afternoon in a speeding car.

Until the car has arrived, many things he thought on the way...

His eyes looked around knowing Gilang, would be hurt. It may be evil, but this is the best way. The finest? At least, if unable to love her, Gilang can find another woman who is better than Marina. That's the only real desire.

The car began to be parked in the underground parking area of the mall. Amel quickly guided her, not wanting to lose track of Marina. What he knew from the status of social media is still in the mall with his girlfriend.

"Ndut, why the rush?" Gilang.

"I'm hungry." Again the stomach is the reason. Walking around the mall is quite large, until the couple is seen in one of the men's clothing stores. Marina chose clothes for her lover.

"Ki..kita, there." he said pulling Gilang's fingers quickly. Up to the front area of the branded men's clothing store.

I'm sorry, you're gonna get hurt, but this is what's best for you. If you can't love me it's okay... However, do not ruin your life to love him.Amel's eyes reddened, almost a drop of tears flowed, but stuck in his eyes.

Gilang looked at the beautiful woman he might have loved, on tiptoes briefly kissed the lips of a beautiful young man. Laughing at choosing clothes together.

The young man was stunned,"Marina?" he muttered, walking quickly to the inner area of the shop. Holds the woman's arm tightly.

"He who!?" Flickering, staring at their closeness.

"This is my boyfriend, why?" words pierced out of Marina's mouth. Silence is silent for a moment, love is never reciprocated, tightness is how it feels, when loving expectantly is too deep.

"Ta .. but on your birthday you kissed me on the cheek. The car gift and.." Gilang's words were cut off, the face of the woman he loved looked at him hatefully.

"And what!? I never asked!! You bought it yourself!! Don't be too GR I can like his father's beloved spoiled son like you," he sneered with a contemptuous smile.

The young man who was beside Marina let out a rough sigh, "Solve your problem, I'm waiting in the parking lot," he said peeking at Marina's forehead on purpose, smashing into Gilang's shoulder slightly, as if mocking.

Glazed clenched his hand, What am I giving less? Maybe that's his naive mind. "Marina, I love you, from the first time I met you. I'll buy you anything, what you.." Gilang's words stopped.

Can you beg for love with him? However, glancing at me never at all, may I someday beg. Please love me. muttered Amel harbored his pain alone.

Plaque...

One slap was fired at Marina. "I told you, I don't like you!!" he snapped at Gilang, a bespectacled young man with his hair clinging to a pome-stained patch. Braces stick like train tracks on his teeth.

"I can give you everything including money" he said foolishly again pleading.

A love worth defending and being proud of? No, it's just a pseudo-feeling because of the physical appearance. However, wanting something that was hard to get made Gilang's heart even more sick.

"Basic crap!!" the beautiful girl nodded back.

One thing in Amel's mind right now, if he reminds Marina maybe she'll change learning to accept Gilang's heart."Missy pay your tuition!! Even buy a car for your birthday present!! You accepted!! If you don't like her, there's no need to insult her!!" he said he launched a last resort, so as not to hurt the heart of the young man who was bowed down to shed his tears.

However, Marina just fell silent,"Sweetly.

The fat lady, started grabbing Marina. The quarrel that made a security person come to separate the two different girls.

Gilang was just stunned, trying to pull Amel to stop their quarrel.

***

"Ssth..aaa..." Amel grimaced, as Gilang was treating, his scratch scar.

"Why defend me?" tanyanya.

Because I like you, can you like me. Stifled words in Amel's lips.

"Just want to." replied Amel smiling at Gilang.

Amel's hand raised moved hesitantly about to touch Gilang's hand. Liked it? Maybe that's what it feels like to a man who never looked at her. However, everything stopped the woman bowed back.

A much more beautiful woman came, "May I join?" tanyakanya.

Fascinated by physical beauty? Of course, all men will look differently at beautiful women, right?

Glazedly stunned, nodding to let the beautiful woman he didn't even know sit beside him. "My name is Keyla." she reached out before Gilang.

"Mile.." the young man received a helping hand, introducing himself.

"You're handsome, but you don't show your true appearance" Keyla smiled at him.

The goal? Capturing the royal man before him, only caught his heart taking advantage of him. Of course, all the events in front of the clothing store have been witnessed by Keyla.

Glazed stupefied looking at the beautiful woman sitting beside him. A handsome? For the first time there was a beautiful woman who called herself handsome.

Amel's hand that was about to touch him went limp. Knowing Gilang's heart injury may have been someone to treat, "I'm busy, I go home first." he said.

Did I not have a chance with my physique? Please stop my departure.

However, not getting an answer, Gilang still smiled at the woman he just met. It is like forgetting Amel's existence.

Amel tried to smile, walking away with trembling fingers, past the reflection of his reflection in the window of the storefront. Just a fat woman who was never thought to exist by anyone, maybe just a good friend to everyone. Figurant characters that just pass in a novel or drama.

"My body is this big, but she never sees me.." she muttered in tears, walking away trying to give in to her own feelings that never reciprocated.

***

A few months passed...

A beautiful woman named Keyla began to change the appearance of Gilang. Hair models, how to dress, glasses replaced with contact lenses, and braces are no longer attached.

Beautiful young people like the main character of a novel or film, that's the figure of Gilang today, making Amel more downcast. The distance between himself and Gilang is getting further. Until the day the young man came to his boarding house.

"Amel she accepted me!! He accepted me!!" she said laughing happily hugging Amel's body. Right, Keyla accepted Gilang's feelings.

And foolishly Gilang hoped that Amel would be happy with himself. However, it was not so that his heart was completely wounded, for two occasions the fat woman had failed.

Only his face was smiling, but his hands were limp. He deserves to be happy, he sooner or later has to give up everything.

Heart and mind sometimes not in line, his heart still loves Gilang. Not because of her looks, but because of her innocent heart.

"This is a gift for you, my birthday present. I can't eat with you later Keyla gets jealous." she said full of laughter.

Amel's lips smiled, but his fingers trembled reaching for the paperbag."Thanks,"

Loving Gilang was only the pain she got. However, the warm feeling is still there, let everything be covered with the word friendship until his heart gives up someday.

A motor matic entered the front area of the boarding house, revealing a beautiful woman with a slightly pale face, "Disappear? This you?" marina said, walking closer, clutching her fingers.

The young man's face had now become a beautiful face, even more handsome than the man Marina had chosen as her lover.

Amel? The fat woman just bowed, like a figure. The friend of the male lead character, endured the pain in his heart. Smiling bitterly...

It is only physical appearance that makes a person fall in love. I understand, but this heart cannot understand. Inner beauty bullshit, love story for what it is, never existed...

Beauty wouldn't love the Beast if it wasn't rich. Beasts wouldn't love Beauty if it wasn't beautiful...

That's how life goes, the ugly and poor Dugong will forever, living on the seabed as a monster...

Seriate