My Husband, My Ex'S Father.
Episode 90's.

Damar who was upset was still awake, he could not sleep at all, even though the time had already shown at four in the morning, he decided to go out and sit in the back garden, which he was in, enjoy the cold dawn while looking at the photos with Sera while in Europe.

Deep in his heart, Damar felt hard to release Sera, but he could not possibly defend the girl. Especially if he remembered Dafi's words earlier, his heart was increasingly trying to be sincere.

He remembered the sweet moments with Sera, and when he kissed the girl's lips, Damar's heart immediately shook. Now he is increasingly convinced that if he has fallen in love with the girl, apparently their togetherness and closeness have been growing the seeds of romance without them knowing.

"Sera, I'm sorry that I have these feelings for you, but I promise I won't hold you back from staying with me. You are free to go and choose your own way of life," said Damar Lirih while staring at the beautiful face of Sera inside the screen of his phone.

My chest breathed heavily, even very heavily. He never expected to be in such a difficult position like this, where he would have to choose between his feelings or the feelings of the son. Not to mention if later he and Sera are really divorced, he must face both his parents and prepare to accept their anger. It turned out that everything was not as easy as he thought, he was stuck in his own lie.

Yuni who woke up from urinating was surprised when she saw the back door open wide and there was a shadow of someone outside, she was suddenly afraid if there was a thief. Yuni picked up the broom and walked back to the door, carefully peering out. Yuni gasped to see Damar sitting pensively by himself while looking at his phone.

"Opa!" yuni Exclamation.

The shocked Damar turned his head back, "Yuni, you're just surprised!"

"What's the morning oppa here? I thought there was a thief coming in."

"I can't sleep, so sit here."

"Why? Oppa's got a problem, huh?" ask Yuni kepo.

"Hem, I'm thinking about what reason I would say to Mama and Papa if I later divorced from Sera," said Damar, but that's not what makes him upset.

"Has Oppa decided to separate from Sera? Is it not speed? You guys just got married."

"I have no other choice, Yun," lamented Damar.

"Is this because of what happened at that time? Oppa wants to immediately separate from Sera knowing she is Dafi's ex-lover?" guess Yuni.

"Maybe it was one of them, but the main reason was because Sera no longer wanted to undergo this charade, and asked for a divorce as soon as possible. Likewise with Dafi, he threatened to reveal all this to Mama if I did not immediately part from Sera," Damar said with a sad face.

"Geez, Oppa's son is really outrageous! What does he want, anyway? After he betrayed and hurt Sera, now he wants to disturb Sera's life again. Not satisfied did he make Sera suffer?" sumpul Yuni was annoyed.

"Yuni!" reprimand Damar.

"Eh, sorry-sorry, Oppa. After I was upset with Oppa's son, especially when he lied to Oppa about his relationship with Sera, I became emotional." Yuni nagging.

Damar frowned, "Lying? Mean you?"

"So I overheard Oppa talking to him in the dining room, and as far as I know the relationship between Dafi and Sera is still within reasonable limits, they never do anything."

"Where do you know, Yun?" Damar.

"Sera said it herself, when I asked what their relationship was. He even dared to swear on his late mother's name, if they never did" Yuni said.

"When did you know that Dafi was Sera's ex-lover?" Damar asked suspiciously.

Yuni was silent while gulping, she was suddenly afraid that Damar would know that she had known about it for a long time.

"Sa-I years after your marriage and Sera. At that time Sera asked the name of Oppa's son, because he said Oppa's last name and his ex were the same. I asked him what was going on, and Sera told me everything."

"So Sera only found out after we got married?"

Yuni nodded, "Yes, Oppa."

"But why ...."

"Sorry, Oppa! Excuse me for going to the bathroom first, it's been saved from earlier." Yuni hurriedly ran away from Damar, before her master asked her all sorts of questions.

Damar shook his head to see the behavior of his domestic assistant. His heart still felt uneasy even though there was a little relief because it turned out that Sera and Dafi had not done the forbidden act as he had imagined, but he was a little upset because the son deliberately wanted to trick him.

Damar sighed then moved into the house, but apes, Lusi who just came out of the room caught him.

"Mama?" muttered Damar with bulging eyes.

"The room? What are you doing there, son?"

Damar was suddenly nervous, "Hem, I .. anu, again get some fresh air."

"One tumben? You're usually still sleeping."

"Yes, I woke up earlier, Ma," said Damar, then switched the conversation, "Mama herself why did you wake up at this hour?"

"In Italy Mama always wakes up at this hour, it becomes a habit," replied Lusi.

Damar gasped, he immediately glanced at the clock on the wall that had shown at four past thirty-five minutes and he only realized that it was almost morning.

"God, it's worth it that everyone has started to wake up. I thought it was still midnight," Damar's mind, so late in his turmoil, he forgot time.

Lusi looked suspiciously, "Why are you such a shocked person?"

Damar shook his head, "It's okay, Ma. Then I'll go back to the room first."

Damar rushed out from in front of his mother. Lusi just looked at the departure of his son with an illegible look.

Slowly Damar opened the door and then entered the room and closed it again, he stepped closer to the bed, then looked at the beautiful face of Sera who was asleep.

Damar's heart was sad to imagine having to end all this and part from Sera, he was used to being near Sera and felt comfortable with the girl, he would definitely be very lost. This is what Damar is afraid of if he falls in love and is in a relationship again, he does not want to feel pain and loss for the second time, so all this time he chose to close his heart. But it turns out Sera is able to penetrate the fortress that he built firmly and present a love that he never thought, making his heart happy and sad at one time.

"I love you. I just hope you're happy always even though I'll cry her," Damar's inner sadness.

He relented, letting his love go without trying to fight for it. He realized if not himself happiness for Sera, hoping that either Dafi or whoever later the man who became Sera's soul mate, would love and take care of the girl wholeheartedly.

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