
Two weeks later, Luke did not return to the main mansion. The man only sent a short message to Jovanka just asking the news of their wife and baby. Although Luke left, but the man was still responsible, after getting a salary he sent a salary of not how much it was to the account of Jovanka. Luke also sent special milk pregnant women to the mansion, and bought some clothes that are comfortable to wear for pregnant women.
"The amount is not much, hopefully you will accept it" Luke wrote on his message after sending money to Jovanka.
Jovanka then opened the shopping bag that Luke sent through an online taxi, the pregnant woman cried while hugging the clothes that Luke bought for her. Jovanka then tried it and so fit on his body that he showed his stomach that bulged.
"Let's go pick up the lady" he said, rubbing his stomach.
Jovanka rushes to Luke's contract, and along the way she is restless for fear that Luke is also angry with her for his outrageous attitude. Jovanka herself is also confused why her anger this time is not healed or maybe all her sensitivity because of the baby's birth.
After parking her car, Jovanka ran into an alley to Luke's contract. The pregnant woman knocked on the door several times but no one opened it.
"People are leaving" said a mother passing by in front of Luke's contract.
"Where are you going, ma'am?" jovanka asked with an anxious feeling.
"Lack of knowledge, but bring a backpack. Maybe move!"
Degs....
Jovanka's legs feel limp, Luke really went to leave her. What about her and the baby? Jovanka sitting in the chair in front of Luke's contract, the pregnant woman rubbed her stomach while lamenting her unfortunate fate because of her own actions.
"I'm sorry momy baby, this is all because momy is too stubborn," I Jovanka while rubbing her stomach with a nurse, she can't imagine getting pregnant without the support of her husband.
While Luke was on the plane, he decided to return to America for a while to calm himself down and to meet his mother. Luke accidentally leaves secretly because he does not want to make a scene in the middle of the Janzsen family.
What about her marriage to Jovanka?
Of course Luke does not want the marriage to end, but if Jovanka wants to separate then he will grant it as a form of love. Now for him love is not just about having, but how he can make the people he loves can live comfortably and happily. And the highest level of loving is letting go.
Upon his arrival in America, Luke decides to stay in his old house. Fortunately, before returning to Indonesia a few months ago, he told people to repair and clean his house so that the old house was again livable.
"Hufh, I miss you guys" Luke said as he stared at the wall-mounted picture of his family.
After resting for a while, Luke visits Charli's grave. Luke carried a bunch of lilies and placed them on top of his sister's belly button.
"Are you happy there?" ask him on a tombstone. "If you were still here would you also scold me for disappointing my wife?"
Luke rubbed the black tombstone with the engraving of the brother's name. "I'm sure you're happy there. If you meet Dady, tell dady if we want to know where the body is. We want to bury him properly!"
After eating, Luke visits his mother in one of God's rural homes. Martha decided to stay there as a servant of God and give free treatment to the villagers.
The calm and fresh air welcomed Luke, now he knows why Martha chose to live in the countryside like this. Luke stepped foot into the building that looked old but well-kept. He waited at the door after asking someone to call Martha.
"Mom," Luke smiled at Martha's improved condition, her body began to fill up and her face looked calmer.
Martha immediately hugged Luke, she was shocked when someone said that her son was waiting outside, and it turned out to be true that Luke had come to visit her.
"How are you?" asked Martha while taking off her embrace.
"I'm good mom, how about momy. Is momy at home here?" luke asked, holding Martha's warm hand.
"Momy's fine. As you can see, this place is very quiet and makes momy comfortable living here," replied Martha with a smile on her face, the middle-aged woman then looked for something around Luke. "Where's Jovanka?" tanyanya.
"He's not coming with mom!"
"Did you guys fight?" terka Martha with a worried tone, seeing the change in expression Luke makes the woman sure if something happens to Luke and Jovanka. "Let's sit down and tell me the problem!" Martha pulled Luke into the courtyard and sat down on a wooden chair. "What's up, son?"
Luke let out a heavy sigh, the man lowered his head while squeezing his own hands. "Jovanka's mad because I lied to her!" luke begins the story.
"What lie are you doing?" asked Martha curious, although she only knew Jovanka for a while but Martha was sure that Jovanka was not a woman who was easily angry because of trivial things.
Jovanka then told me everything, how she met Jovanka until they finally got married and her lie was revealed.
"Have you apologized?" martha asked after listening to her son's story.
Luke nodded slowly. "Here you go, but she won't talk to me mom!"
"Then why did you leave?"
"Because I feel unworthy of her?"
"What is your pride in feeling hurt?" ask Martha again and Luke just nodded.
"Luke, you knew from the beginning that you were different. But you chose to go forward to get Jovanka. These are the consequences you have to accept. You've married her and you'll have children. Sometimes, we have to lower our self-esteem and ego a little bit for the sake of our loved ones. Just like you, your lies also hurt Jovanka's self-esteem. So think about what you really want!"
"But I've been persuading him for a month mom. I've begged him, it seems he won't forgive me!"
"Luke, your wife is pregnant right now. Pregnancy hormones sometimes affect the condition of pregnant women, they are irritable, their mood suddenly changes. It is possible that Jovanka is also suffering because she cannot control her own feelings. Go home son, meet your wife and talk about it! If you don't have a meeting point, look for it until you get it!"
Luke just fell silent, he also did not want the relationship to end just like that. However, for now he might need some time to calm down. "Can I stay here for a few days, mom, I'll figure it all out!"
Martha nodded with a smile. "Not far from here is an inn, stay there and ponder everything. Think about how you fought until you were finally together!"
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