
There is really no word that can describe this feeling. The dream came true when I was down. It never crossed my mind that my relationship with HansH would be tied back to this. We're back together.
On our return from Nami's island that day, HansH invited me to dinner at Namsan Tower. She ordered a romantic dinner for both of us. In the middle of the wind. It is 777 feet high in Namsan Tower. Among the colorful lights that adorn the love lock tree. Perfect. I'm very very happy.
Now I realize God's plan is so terrible. Reuniting me with my soul mate, with my purest feelings for HansH, without lies.
I don't know if this is excessive or not. But right now I feel like HansH will be a part of my life until the end of my life. Given the very unusual flow of our love union. I who now get it back, hope to hold his love until the end. I hope HansH thinks the same way I think about this relationship.
Yeah, I don't think it's easy to need a torn heart, it's not easy to forgive someone who deliberately came to cheat and play games, especially for revenge. But HansH can stretch his chest to understand and forgive my mistakes. I salute him who has succeeded in transcending the boundaries of the ego. Dare to take the risk to come back with me even though conscious of a torn heart always leaves a scar. All these stories remind me of Neha's words, as well as her prayers and hopes. Right, if we were to match, it would be together no matter how. Even in a way we never thought before. And now I intend, from today, tomorrow and the days that follow, I will always pray, may I and HansH be a real, whole, couple, who are bound in a marriage relationship and approved by the Owner of Life.
"What are you thinking?" hansh's soft voice diverted my daydream. I stared at his perfectly sculpted face in the moonlight. His sturdy body wrapped in a turtle neck and black leather jacket makes it even more charming. I still can't believe there's been a special day like this in my life after all the fatal mistakes I've made, God's still been so kind to me. He allowed me to return to this happiness. Tonight, I can look at the face of my beloved who is in front of me, directly. No longer from a cell phone screen, a portrait I can't afford to erase from my gallery. Even I can touch it and fall on its chest which is a field, which is able to give me calmness and warmth. A million thanks from my lips.
HansH brought the face closer and put on a witty mimic. "Is there something wrong with my face? Hmm?"
Haha! I laughed at him immediately. "Nothing," I said. "Just think about you and me. About our relationship and how perfect my life is now. I'm happy with you, "I'm telling you the truth.
HansH pulled my head to his chest and gently kissed the top of my head. "Me too, dear," *he was soft. If this is the case, it feels like I was immediately proposed by HansH to marry him immediately.
Ah, basic! Don't think too far, Zia....
Ughhhh! The cold wind came back. HansH tightened his arms, stroking my back to make me warmer. My heart is back to feeling cheerful.
"Darling?"
"Emm?"
"We got married, yeah. On the same date and day, which we had planned. You want to, right?"
Just then I realized, what about Sister Sanjeev who said he was willing to have a good relationship with HansH: will he bless our relationship?
No. gabe. It'sit's nothing. I thought about Brother Sanjeev because I did not want my presence back with HansH - later on even making the relationship between HansH and Kak Sanjeev who had just been established was back tenuous. I don't want that until it happens.
"Darling?"
"Eh? Emm...."
"Say yes, please...?"
"I...."
"Yes...?"
"What's wrong? Why are you doubting?"
I looked down for a moment, then turned back. "What about Sanjeev? I mean. I don't want to ruin your relationship that just got better."
"Don't worry about that. He has blessed our relationship."
In disbelief, my eyes were wide open. "really? You serious?"
"I am so serious. Sanjeev can accept that we both love each other. He won't interfere with our relationship, nor burden you in this relationship."
Oh my God. finally. I am so grateful, so glad I heard it.
"So...?" HansH lifted my chin to face, and I felt one arm perfectly coiled around my waist. "Say yes, please? Marry me" HansH continued, staring at my face. The magnet in his eyes tightly locked onto my eyes. I moved my face closer to his. Her breath warms. Like millions of butterflies flying and stirring my stomach. It feels.
I closed my eyes when HansH's lips touched mine. It still feels exactly the same, just like our first kiss at that new year's night party. Thrilling. Makes me tremble. But...
"Hey!" amanda's distinctive claps and laughs unfold our romantic moments.
Argha!
Amanda's like the director who said cut, then it all just stopped. Not only the lips, even we were detached from each other, plus, I reflexively flipped over and I glared at Amanda who was laughing complacently beside Aliando. "Evil!" sulku.
"You're not English, you can't just mess around with romance" Amanda said, as if forgetting what she did with Aliando a few hours ago.
You're Amanda!
Hans and I laughed. Amanda and Aliando chuckled between us.
"It's okay, honey, we'll do it every second after we get married" HansH said after his laughter subsided, winking. "Therefore, marry me" he persuaded.
Amanda screeched, "Law...!" He glanced enviously towards his lover. "Say yes, Alisah!"
Either because I have been waiting for this moment for a long time, or because of the romantic atmosphere that surrounds the cold air, the wind, and the dim light of the moon that is covered with stars above, I nodded my head without hesitation. Ah, how happy I am. Hot air was pouring down my cheeks, again I felt HansH's arms encircling my neck and waist. It felt warm, comfortable, and aaah. I was in a moment's daze. Not yet able to nail this adrenaline surge. I felt HansH's lips landing softly on my lips, again. My heart sagged to the stomach. His shot went out of control. Blood rustling. Is this what lovers feel?
"Thank you" whispered HansH as soft as a velvet. "I'm the happiest man in the world, all because of you."
Ah, I can only smile, be happy and blush.
"Okay, I've thought of everything. We're getting married in three days, right here. You can't back off, or I'll force you. Okay?"