Mr. HansH (Ishq Mein Marjawan)
Drowned....

《 Why was the phone disconnected, Kaaaaaaak...???

《 Sister is really outrageous!

《 I'm not done talking!

《 You're a bitch!

《 Shit!

《 You can't tell me that HansH is a Muslim. I can't afford to trick him. I don't want to ruin his faith with this lie.

I sent a message with dozens of angry emoticons to Brother Sanjeev for his annoying attitude, but he was angry back at me.

》 You're so noisy!

》 You must focus on the mission!

》 Only on missions!

》 Do you understand???

》 Don't mind HansH's belief status. It's none of your business!

》 Is none of your business!

》 Do you understand, Zia?!

Totally outrageous of him. I don't think, why is he so selfish with me? He said he loved me. Bulshits! Honey it's not like this, brother....

》 As our original plan. Accept HansH's proposal so that you are free to enter his private room. That's our plan. Remember and do it, but don't leave yourself to him. Understood?!

》 One more, you go to the kitchen. Photos of all the instant seasoning products they use and send me the photos. I'll buy you a new one and manipulate the contents inside. I'll mix sleeping pills so you can shake freely.

"Yeahaaaaaaah...!!!"

Piss off! I screamed loudly and subconsciously I slammed my phone against the wall, then it crashed onto the floor, and, it broke.

"Shoppers! You're making me depressed! You're mean! Wicked! I don't have a criminal brain like you! You're outrageous!"

I shook my head that felt like it wanted to break, then I pulled my own hair but my belly did not stop. Until finally, I remembered that I had some sleeping pills from the hospital yesterday, and, I downed them all.

Make me die, Lord. Just take my life! Just unplug!

I was crying as much as I could.

Geck! Geck!

"Sister, this is Nandini. I brought you food."

Oh, that's very kind of him. I wiped my tears and I went to the door, opened it and welcomed a tray of food from it. "Thank you, Nandini. Sorry, yeah, I'm troubling you."

"Can I come in? We can chat, rather than fretting alone."

Dumbstruck. But I knew I couldn't resist it for no good reason, because it's his house and I'm the one who hitchhiked. So I let her in and we both sat on the couch. I put my food tray on the table.

"Hey, what's your phone?"

You idiot! Teledor once I.

"Your phone broke, sister," said Nandini. He took the phone off the floor.

I'm nodding. "Inadvertently crashed," I said. "Just put it on the table."

"All right."

"Have you eaten?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Your husband?"

"Don't worry. Already, really."

"Oh, great. So, why don't you guys just spend some time with...?"

Nandini smiled. "Vikram is praying."

"Careat?"

"Oh, so he too.. a...?" my words came to a halt as my eyes fell upon the mangalsutra on Nandini's neck that I had seen every time we met. "But you're wearing... mangalsutra?"

Mournfully. Nandini wiped away the tears that bathed her eyelids. "The story is long, brother. We both have different beliefs. We married for urgent reasons. Not because of love. I'm...." He wiped his tears. "Sorry, Brother. Next time I'll tell you. Just eat first."

Maybe a very bitter story. Maybe disgrace. It seems easy to guess the reason, maybe Nandini was pregnant? Gosh.. Don't think about it, Zia. You can find out through someone else. Eh? But why am I on this family business? No. gabe. No. gabe. It's none of my business. I'm not part of their family. I shouldn't care. No, Zia. You've had enough feelings for HansH. If you love all the members of this family, you won't be able to do anything for your mission.

"Sister? What was? What are you thinking?"

"Oh, no. I just. Don't discuss."

"OKAY. Brother please eat. Brother just got out of the hospital, so Brother has to eat and take medicine."

I nodded, and began to put food in my mouth.

"SISTER...?"

"Emm?"

"I'm sorry about Sister Sheveni."

"It's okay, Nandini. Really, I'm fine."

"Thank God. I'm just worried about your feelings. When it comes to Sister Sheveni, we don't have to worry about her. At most he would stay at the hotel, and he would definitely go home by himself. Whether or not Alisah is here, he will still be home. Trust me."

Again. I nodded, and I began to feel a sense of drowsiness crawling over me. My head feels heavy.

"Big brother why?"

I'm shaking. "I'm okay," I said. "Oh yeah, about Sheveni, I wonder, why does she hate me so much? Do you know why?"

Freeze. Nandini did not agree, but she did not shake her head either. From her expression, I could estimate that she actually knew what had happened but she couldn't tell me.

HansH must have banned everyone from telling me. It must be about disgrace. How can I get information about this? It's hard to ignore Alisah's past. I should know. I'm very curious. I looked into Nandini's eyes. "Please tell me, Nandini? Would help?"

"I'm sorry, brother. But Brother HansH...."

"He forbid you to tell me?"

"Em, I'm sorry, huh, sister?"

If only my condition was not affected by the drug. I can definitely make Nandini say everything. But now my head is getting heavier. Kugeleng shook his head while massaging slowly.

"Big brother why?"

"My head hurts."

"Do I need to call a doctor?"

"No. I just need a break."

"alright. Then Brother-"

"Don't tell HansH about my condition, please?"

"But...."

"PLEase...?"

"Em, okay. I won't tell him."

"thank you. I'm gonna take a break. Once again thank you. Ughhhh! My head...."

"So I must have thought too much. This is not good for your health. Come on, let me help you in bed."

I nodded, I tried to stand up and step. But before I reached the bed, I landed on the floor. The sound of Nandini's scream was buzzing in the ears before I slept for several hours. So, the next time when my eyelids were open, I was already lying on the bed, while on top of me was hanging an infusion bottle which instantly made me feel upset. Again there was a small needle that pierced the back of my hand.

It was already night. The clock on the wall pointed to the number eight, there was no one near me. The atmosphere was completely silent until finally there was a gurgling of water from the direction of the bathroom, the door was open.

It means there are people here. Who's over there? What is HansH?

Is correct. HansH's in my room.

"Oh, you're awake" he said. He stepped out and closed the bathroom door and walked up to me. "How are you doing?"

I was just asleep. Not sick....

Oh, it turns out HansH and his family thought my condition was aching and my headache was due to my amnesia. Really, I'm getting immersed into this damn charade.