Mr. HansH (Ishq Mein Marjawan)
Tear Session

"yeah. One hundred for you!"

That was all I could tell Neha to hold back the secrets that were not to be revealed, and finally Neha nodded. "Okay, now I get it."

"Well, are you going to help me think of a way that Sanjeev and his family can come together?"

This time Neha nodded. "It's heavy, Zia. Maybe we can indeed get them closer and more engaged in communication. But only that. About the results and how this relationship unfolds, it seems like it will be very difficult, because we know Kak Sanjeev well. Is he going to say who he is? And you want us to keep our mouths shut. So where's the meeting point? The lock and the key are far apart."

"I know," I said. "But at least we can open the way. I am sure, the more they are involved in meetings and communication, surely over time Kak Sanjeev will reveal his identity in front of his family. That's why I'm sticking with Alisah's identity. My existence in the middle of the Mahesvara family, will definitely make Kak Sanjeev also often meet with his family. Who knows if there will be a miracle. It's possible, right?"

Neha shrugged both shoulders. "That's possible. There might be a miracle. It's possible." Then he looked and smiled at me. "Alright then, we will do our best for our dear brother. I'm with you, Zia."

"Thank you's. Thank you so much. You are my best friend." I held him tightly. "Even more than that, you're my sister. Sister," press me. "And I'm so lucky to have you."

Neha smiled happily. "It's my duty. I'll always be there for you, and that's my oath. You're the most meritorious friend in my life, and I'll never be able to forget, if it wasn't for you, I might be gone. I don't know how many times we've remembered this story, but I'll never get tired of talking about it, and I'll never forget when you saved me from a fire when we were teenagers. When everyone goes to save themselves, you go into the fire just to save me. Though you know, it would be hard to save me because my legs were sprained. But you still helped me. I'm lucky to have you. You're the best friend."

That's when I cried. I realized, I've never been a kara in this world. Never is....

But nevermind. I don't want to be sad. I don't want my eyes to be swollen with tears, because after being with Neha, I'm going to spend the night with HansH. My dream guy.

And this is the time....

Yeah, I've never been to the capital before. Since my arrival in England, my world has only stuck in Birmingham. That's why I'm excited to spend time with HansH in a city as big as London tonight. Just being alone and without anyone would cause a commotion. My handsome girlfriend immediately came to my room after delivering Aunt Heera and the youngest Parvani to their room. Still in his full suit, he made me have to wear a dress to make myself at least fit to walk alongside him.

That night, at nine in the evening, we sneaked out of the hotel. Hand-in-hand down the pavement on Oxford Street in a happy smile, I enjoyed my evening with HansH. Missing his worry about the diarrhea he was worried about, he believed that my condition was fine, so when he saw my joy in our togetherness, he was able to laugh freely with me.

And, since we both had a big meal, we decided to eat cake instead. We managed to get a table by the window of a pastry shop on Regent Street overlooking a brightly lit street and sat down to enjoy large cups of hot chocolate with marshmallows.

"So, how was your show?" I asked, while the waiter arrived carrying two potogs of cookies layered with lots of concentrated chocolate for us. From the appearance alone promises pleasure, let alone taste, amazingly delicious.

HansH puts his shoulders. "Lumayan," he said. "But you know, right, it wouldn't feel perfect without you?"

My stomach is a little jumpyitan hear it. "I'm sorry" I said. "But now it's perfect, right? Now we're just the two of us, without anyone's interference. So, don't complain anymore, okay?"

He just nodded with a small smile.

"So, was there a girl who asked my girlfriend to dance?"

This time HansH smiled, and almost laughed. "How do you know if another guest is coming?"

HansH's expression instantly turned grim. "You can stand up to it, right?"

"If you let me even fight it," I said, then I laughed. "No. I was just kidding," I said later. "I will be patient with it."

HansH reached out, touched my arm and said, "Thank you. I'm sorry if I was selfish, I wanted to keep you by my side, but my sister never stopped trying to get rid of you. Thank you for keeping on with it."

"Yeah, I think I'm worth appreciating." I laughed again. "So, My HansH, did you dance with the other girl?"

"Oh, no, my dear. How could I dare to do that after my lover gave me an early warning."

"Oh, so if I don't give you a warning at the beginning you'll do it? Hm? Or maybe you should obey me?"

HansH chuckled again. "Forced not to. I will obey you to keep your heart. So I must've rejected the dance call from another girl."

"O yeah?"

"Yeah, seriously."

"alright. But beware that you're lying."

"No. I'm not lying at all. I refused the dance. I'm telling you the truth, you believe me, right?"

I put a crisp smile on him. "Don't be too serious. I always believed you."

"Now I want to ask, and you have to answer me honestly."

Hmm... What's wrong with her? Why was his expression suddenly so serious? I swallowed a spoonful of my chocolate cake and took a sip of warm chocolate from my cup before focusing on HansH. "Please, what do you want to ask me about?"

"Sanjeev gave a gift to my sisters, as well as to Aunt Heera. Did he also give you the same gift, a diamond ring?"

I'm nodding. "Yes" I said, a little hesitant but I knew I had to be honest. "Neha also received the same prize. And that was just a form of expression of a brother's affection for his sisters. So, please, don't be considered a big deal, okay? I know, you must be uncomfortable about this. But I'm sure that Brother Sanjeev has no ill intentions towards your sisters. Believe it."

HansH nodded back. "Hopefully," he said. His voice was slow and I knew his mind was so distracted. "I'm sorry that I couldn't give you such an expensive gift, and you got it from someone else. I know this shouldn't."

Oh my God, I understand HansH's feelings, his helplessness to keep his first brother's feelings from making his own feelings tormented.