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Alta, who was lying down while listening to a song through earphones, suddenly turned off the round of songs on her cellphone because vaguely heard the sound of knocking on the door. Alta turned her head slowly towards the door making sure that what she heard was indeed a knock.
"Who?" ask Alta from her current position. But there was no answer that Alta got only a knock on the door that repeated at the same tempo made Alta finally get up and walk slowly towards the door of Kafka's room.
Alta blinked slowly when she found a handsome young man with a style of coksu shorts in a mix of plain black shirts plus hair that still looks wet standing before her.
"Be, uh,"
Alta sontak dodged when the young man who was in front of her was about to hold her hand. "Why?" alta asked, leaving Kafka speechless.
"If no one wants to talk, it's better to go out." Alta was about to close the door.
"So soon, you're nagging me? I have a room."
"I'm the one who came out."
Kafka gently pulled Alta's arm and was directly on the edge by the girl. "So, I'm going out."
"Where are you going out these nights?"
"You come home to me, move aside."
"No."
"Gue males Kaf if you have to debate again, tired of knowing. Please this time just love your understanding for me, okay."
Kafka shook his head, "Here I hug so tired of missing. Right me?" Kafka stretched out his arms to receive Alta into his arms.
"Lo is good, at best. What else you love so you can not refuse." he said, Alta chose to leave Kafka. The girl stepped out from inside the room towards the stairs that led to the floor of the living room. Her steps came to a halt as Kafka grabbed the girl from behind.
"We finish now, Be." shrieked Kafka with his chin still piled on Alta's head.
"Lepasin anj*r" slapped Kafka's hand slowly.
Alta could feel the rejection Kafka gave her with the young man shaking his head slowly. "Gue don't want to."
"Let go, or I scream."
"Squeak away."
"Ish," Alta clucked in dislike. "Let go, you want to leave or you will never see me again." he threatened.
"BE." Kafka immediately let go of both of his hands.
Alta closed her eyes hearing Kafka's rising intonation, The girl knew very well that the young man really disliked her speech and was holding back emotions.
"Lo snapped at me." The girl's face was full of her staring at Kafka's face.
As if he did not want to lose, the young man looked back at the girl in front of him.
"Gue didn't like what just came out of your mouth, Be."
"If you don't like it you should let go from the beginning, Kaf." after saying his words, Alta bit her lower lip so as not to let out a sob that lately easier to get out. Kafka silently heard the bitter utterance of Alta, the voice of the girl trembling. Kafka was no longer looking at the girl.
Heavy breathing was heard from Kafka. "Gue's sorry Be, I don't know for which mistake I made. Because I can only say sorry."
"If it turns out that your heart will lose to not intend to go away me, please tell me, Be. Let my heart be picked up again."
"But if you hold on not to go back to me don't forget to also say, let me know my position. It turns out that at this time forcing me and you are fine just going to hurt each other's hearts."
"CAN STOP." cried Alta.
Kafka exhaled his breath slowly. He held back his true emotions already wanting to explode. To be honest he did not want to stop here but seeing Alta's attitude, it would make Alta's heart would be more sick. It is not that he should act to understand Alta. After all he has also explained with his truthfulness, maybe Alta needs a little time to be able to understand and understand.
Kafka's words managed to make Alta again feel tight, her eyes increasingly heated up. In fact, his chest was very painful.
"Gue hates you Kafka!" alta Sarcas. This was not what Alta wanted, her heart and mind were completely at war and against each other.
Kafka nodded in understanding, "Sorry Be, sorry if I make your heart hurt and uncomfortable."
Alta shakes.
"This is what you want, right?" kafka's tone no longer sounded high, now the voice tends to sound soft.
"From now on I will not dare you again to survive and from now on I will let you rest from your fatigue, lo, if you've recovered and we can be together again or not. Again I ask you to tell me."
"Easy that? You even make me even more distrustful lo!!"
Bugcim!!
Kafka poked his fist against the wall, channeling all the emotions that he had been enduring for several days.
"You want to know what the hell? Have you ever believed in me the same? Naw, right? Your lips may say yes, but it's your attitude that you don't believe me completely." Kafka turned his eyes the other way. He was afraid his emotions were getting stoked.
Do you think Kafka can say this to someone he loves? Do you think Kafka is capable of this? No, same as not. Even the most hurt person here is Kafka himself. Confused what to behave like? Understood it? He tried to understand. Be patient? That's what he did too. Even apologizing has been run. Butwhat? Is everything getting better? In fact, all of that does not guarantee that the relationship improves.
Alta herself made Kafka finally decide to let go. Perhaps if their relationship remained, Alta would only pretend to be happy and Kafka would instead hurt.
Alta was crying, why should she cry? This is not what Alta wanted, then why it felt so heavy. The small problem that they should be able to fix instead seeped into a big one like this.
Who should be blamed for this strange problem?
"KAFKA." cried Mother from the bottom sibut made Kafka turn his head. Mother walked closer and then began to climb the stairs.
"Don't cry, Be. It's gonna make me sicker again." Kafka gently wiped away Alta's tears which kept falling down using her thumb. "I Love you and will forever continue to love you. (Gue loves you and will keep asking you)" after saying that Kafka chose to go and go straight down the stairs.
"Sorry, Bun." he said typing him and Mother were passing each other on the stairs. Make Mommy understand then smile proudly for the best decision that the young man has chosen. Everything will be fine later if the decision is right.
As a Mother, Mother will always support her child's best decision if it is the right choice. So that no one gets hurt deeper and becomes hate. Because Mother loves both of them so much. So do not want to see his two beloved children even become hate each other.
Alta was crying while squatting. Alta's defense collapsed, the girl's head lowered even she bit her lips hard, trying to hold back the tightness of the chest. Her tiny hand gripped the strong black hoodie she was using.
Only up to here is their struggle in maintaining this relationship, right? Kafka gave up on ending while Alta was too selfish and prestige to say what she was feeling.
Very often we do not realize the selfishness and sense of prestige that can be the basic cause of the rundown of a relationship_
Will Alta really be the winner in this story? Are their relationships back together? Or are they just staying away? Try to give input for their ending in comments yes.
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