KAFKAS
AM I SELFISH OR APATHETIC?

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Kafka stared at his mobile phone which was dead from running out of power. He tried to borrow his phone casan, but no one had the same casing. Trying to contact Alta with someone else's phone but he does not remember Alta's number only a few digid only. Gaishan is the only one with an Alta number but he has already left to drive Lily home. So Kafka was forced to temporarily let his phone die.

"So soon be, I'll definitely come to your house." Monologue kafka slow. He was in front of the hospital ER.

"The patient's relatives on behalf of Aluna."

Kafka immediately approached the nurse who called out Aluna's name.

"Sorry, is Masnya the family of the patient?" Ask the nurse who is in front of Kafka.

"I'm a schoolmate, Sus."

"Where is the patient's family?"

"Had been contacted by a friend of mine, and was still on the way. What's up, Sus.? Maybe if there's nothing for a while can be with me while waiting for the patient's parents to come."

"Well then, Mas can take care of his administration there first and then the Masnya can immediately see the Doctor to get clarity about the patient's condition." The nurse said clearly.

"Well Sus, thank you."

After getting an explanation from the nurse, Kafka immediately took care of all the administrative and financing needs needed. After finishing with the administration, Kafka was finally directed to directly see the Doctor who handled Aluna.

"Excuse me Doc, I'm a friend of the patient on behalf of Aluna." Kafka politely.

"Please sit down" replied the doctor. Kafka sat in the presence of a young doctor whose age was estimated to be three.

"What about the patient's family?" ask the doctor who knows the kafka through taq, named Hans.

"Already in contact Doc, likely on the way. The doctor can explain in detail about the situation of Aluna later to his two parents only. But it's okay now, Doc?"

"So far I can't say it's stable, because I haven't had a thorough examination of the patient without the patient's family's consent. However, from the level of impact of patients I can conclude that the patient is currently in good condition without a severe enough impact that resulted in brain injury. We can wait from how quickly the patient is aware. Is there anything you want to ask?"

"No Doc, then, I'm sorry. Thanks for the explanation. Later I will explain back to Aluna's parents and tell them to see you soon." Saying kafka with a smile.

"Okay, you're welcome." replied the doctor.

Kafka came out of the Doctor's room and sat in front of the ER where Aluna was still lying, waiting for the arrival of the parents from Aluna. After almost an hour had passed, finally the two parents of Aluna came.

"Om Night, Aunt." Sapa Kafka was accompanied by shaking hands.

"Night." Answer Aluna's father. "Who are you?" Ask her back.

"Include me, I'm Kafka Aluna's schoolmate."

"How is my son? / How can my child get into the hospital?" Ask Aluna's parents together.

Kafka smiled clumsyly, which question he had to explain and answer.

It seems that Aluna's father understood Kafka's confusion. "You can answer my wife's question first."

"Okay Om, Aluna fell while he was training Cheerleader, exactly how he fell I do not know for sure because when Aluna fell I was not in the place of the case Om, Auntie. I can only help bring Aluna to this hospital. As for the condition of Aluna Doctors say the condition is not too serious and fine just not stable and conscious" Kafka explained clearly.

"Thank you so much for helping Aluna."

"Sama-sama Om, later if indeed tonight Aluna has not been conscious. Om can go straight to the doctor to ask for an explanation and the next action."

"Yes, Son. Once again Om is very grateful to you."

"Sama-sama Om. I hope Aluna will heal. Then I'm a farewell permit because I haven't been informing people at home since after school."

"Ah yes, be careful on the road."

"Om OK." After saying that, Kafka immediately left the hospital.

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"Lo where the hell, why until now you have no news." The monologue Alta in the heart.

Alta chose to go up to her room. Still trying to keep a positive mind and return to see the Whats*pp application hoping that Kafka number is active. Again the check mark is still one and unchanged. Similarly, when he tried to call Kafka number with a mobile phone connection and who answered even the operator. This means that the phone is not active.

Alta settles down on a Queen-size mattress, accidentally Alta sees Jessie's status and immediately makes a Video Call to Jessie.

"Hello" Sapa Jessie from there who immediately raised a call from Alta.

"Jess, why are you?" Ask Alta to The Point.

"Gue's okay, Al. Why am I?"

"Why is your status rich? I think it's a sense of worry. In fact, after you explained I just understood that your empathy for others. Sorry I've been thinking bad."

"Oh, yes it was I was able to misunderstand Gaishan a bit. But now it's all right after he's cleared." Obviously Jessie.

"Oh." Answer Alta lethargic and just boh ria not like Alta which is usually there is always a topic of conversation and cheerful.

"Why lo? Tumben so lethargic?"

"Gue needs Jess' hug."

"Why? Do you fight again with Kafka?

" No."

"Continue?"

"So at school he said he wanted to go to my house tonight, but he didn't come until now."

"Yes, call me." Jessie said in wonder.

It seems that lately the relationship of Alta and Kafka is always plagued with problems that end up making them quarrel.

"Udah, the phone isn't active."

"Maybe he was tired and overslept Luna went to the hospital." Jessie said, closing her mouth immediately.

"What's Jess,? What did you just say?" Tanya Alta was fiery.

"Woy, calm, calm. Don't!!"

"Jessie, can you explain what you mean!"

"Yes I tell you but you promise not to overthink. You'll fight again at the end."

Alta sighed softly. " Yes, as long as you tell the story all without you closing up."

"To me, you put the ear well. So gini, the math book I missed in class as a result I put back to school. When I just arrived at the school parking lot, I saw from the school hallway Gaishan run with Lily to make it to the car park to take his car Lily. And not long I see a guy lo carrying Aluna behind him there is Sanz who follows the street. They were in such a hurry that Aluna seemed to be sick. Gaishan opened the passenger door in the back to put the fainted Luna down. While Kafka put Luna so carefully in the back seat of the car, and ran around the car which then sat next to Aluna to support Aluna's weak body with a worried face. Gaishan himself sat at the wheel next to Lily. That's why I made my status so rich. I saw their worried faces as if afraid of Aluna why-why. And luckily Gaishan was immediately sensitive, so after from the hospital he went straight to my house to explain everything so I don't misunderstand."

Unknowingly, Jessie's explanation made Alta's heart ache. How not? Another case with Gaishan who did consider Aluna only as a friend who he knew. Another story with Kafka, he once liked the girl even to willingly wait years for the girl. What worries did Kafka feel at the time? Worrying as a friend or worry as a man who once loved that girl? I don't know, Alta can only guess. Even until now Kafka still can not be contacted, is it wrong if he assumes bad and doubts Kafka's feelings towards him?

"Jess, sorry I hope so. I'm called nyokap." Lying Alta.

"okay, Al. Don't mess with you." Messages jessie before terminating her phone call and is alerted by Alta.

"So this is why you didn't come to my house and couldn't be contacted." Lirih the girl was grudgingly staring at the screen of her phone which was wallpapers of herself and also Kafka.

"Am I not the only one in your heart yet, kaf? Is that love still there for him? Am I being too selfish or are you too apathetic?" Alta sighed then rubbed her wet cheeks due to the clear circles that flowed without permission. then turned off the phone screen.

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