KAFKAS
IT SHOULDN'T BE SOBBING, RIGHT?

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"For a long time anyway, why are you in the toilet?" ask Cherry.

"Why!" ketus Alta's.

"Gue thought nyari wangsit." replied Jessie takalah ketus.

"Gue first yes guys." said Cherry say goodbye, because the invitation he was waiting for has arrived.

"Yes Cherr, be careful."

"Come on Al, it's overcast." Jessie asked Alta.

" Sorry Jess, I'm not going home with you."

"Why Al?"

"Gue went back with Bang Shaka, he was wa me."

"Oh, isn't he training?"

"No."

"Ok I'll go back first. Really, you're not coming home with me?"

"Yes Jessie is beautiful, so cute."

"Gue just make sure Al, afraid you don't get picked up how? I'm worried that you'll be back alone."

"Emm, sweet really lo Jess. Honey, I'm a normal girl, try me..."

"Gue what huh? Najiss lo."

H.ha.ha.. "Why lo?"

"The gobl*k horrors."

"Yes there already home, or want me.." said Alta scared Jessie to compete like a same-sex person.

"ALTA I JIJIKKK TAU" cried Jessie as she ran away from Alta.

"Ha.ha.ha.ha.." Alta's laughter broke out instantly.

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After Jessie's car exits the school grounds, Alta starts walking out of the school. He walked slowly down the sidewalk that connects the road to the arterial road in the area.

And this is where Alta is now, standing alone on the bridge. He stared at the cloudy sky that had no stars in sight. There was only a street lamp that became his current illumination.

Every now and then his hand wipes the tears that are suddenly unstoppable, these tears should not flow, they should not be here, right? Remember who Kafka was to him. But it was precisely his feelings that throbbed more and more when he denied that Kafka was meaningless. The cry he had endured since, pretending to look like his usual Alta, but instinctively, hearing the words spoken by the young man he liked expressed his feelings to other women. Is it wrong to have her feelings hurt? Is it wrong to behave like this?

"Gue shouldn't cry, right? I don't have to have a broken heart like this, right? Why the hell do I feel the same, why Alta, so whiny?" muttered Alta slowly.

"Lo can cry as much as possible. Until you feel calm and tired. It's even better than holding it until it finally feels unstoppable."

Deg

These sounds?

Alta again wiped her still dripping tears.

"Not to be ashamed of me. Lo cry in front of me also I will not say crybaby." exclaimed handsome young man who suddenly appeared without any sign.

Alta glanced for a moment, then she looked back at the sky.

"No!"

"So, to be honest, you are."

"Lo it's not a child, I don't have to pretend to say I can, to make you happy? But you can shine like a star if you want!" said the young man leaned his back on the iron bridge.

"Lo want to hear me tell you a little bit? This story is not much different from what you are now. Different, it's my secret and even I've never been with him."

Alta looked at the young man who was staring straight at the road in front of her without turning to Alta.

"First, while I was smp. I had two friends from the student orientation period until the three of us were in second grade. At first I was very close to that girl, until finally a feeling of liking arose. I expressed a sense in my heart to her but the girl rejected me with the reason she had liked one of my friends first.

Long story short, the girl killed herself because she was pregnant, after a few days she expressed her feelings to my best friend."

"Pregnant because of your best friend?"

"No, but he was raped by someone he didn't know. From there my relationship and my best friend is tenuous until finally we are enemies until now"

"So how can you be this relaxed and forget your feelings?"

"Gue can never escape my feelings, until whenever my love for him it will remain Al. Which makes me a little disappointed, though, why should he like someone I even know well and even he was rejected because my best friend likes the same girl as my other best friend."

"Why is it more complicated? You like this same girl, but this girl likes your best friend and your best friend likes the same girl as your other best friend."

"Somehow, because we can't manage that feeling of liking as we please."

"Lo really is!"

"Lo isn't Kafka's girl? Then you're heartbroken with him?"

"Yes, I'm heartbroken with him" Alta said.

"Why? Kafka. As far as I know he's not that type of guy."

"No, but the point is I'm disappointed in him."

Alta was a little relieved, she stopped crying because this guy story shifted her feelings for a while.

"Udah started drizzling and it was late at night too. I'm anterin you're back, aren't I?"

Alta was silent for a moment.

"Why? You're afraid that suddenly my Kafka mergokin is behind her chick?"

"No, but I don't feel good if I have to take lo"

"Ck, belaga sok mikir lo. Wear feel bad everything, even though the one in your brain is grateful there is I who want to nganterin lo back?"

"You know" said the girl grinning, as she sprinkled the young man's arm beside her.

"Dih, grin again lo."

"Don't ah, drizzle the drizzle to rain." invite Alta.

"But" the man took off his proud black jacket that read VOLZER, then gave it to Alta. "Nih you wear it, you're afraid of cold."

"I really wear it? It's okay this time too."

"Wear, don't have much drama"

"Well, if you make it."

The man smiled and then raised himself on his iron horse.